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Friday, December 30, 2005

haha went to cycle around woodlands jus now... decided to try our luck to c if any video shop is opened so tat we can rent some vcds to watch while our parents r away... haha! of cos our parents dunno la... they're gonna kill us if they know... but no luck... all r closed... by the time we ride around to check it out, it's already like 11++p.m le... lol! so we went to buy some things to eat instead... nice outin! ^-^ my bro cared so much bout me keep on askin me to ride infront so tat he can c me... lol! i won get kidnapped or sth de la... lol! but it was really nice out there =) windy & cool!

watched 'Wallace & Gromit : the curse of the were-rabbit' with my bro =) nice show... gromit is so cute when he's a baby... luv gromit =) at first tot the show won be nice... but changed my views lol... won be goin over the bridge... lol! my mum & dad will... =D goin tonite & comin back tomolo nite haha! nth happy bout it actually... lol! christmas's over... new yr's comin... waaa! yr 2005 is comin to an end soon... so fast... then it's goin to be a whole new beginnin of the yr le... new frens... new class... new life... new yr! lol! wanna really go overseas to take a break man... with jus my family... or maybe a gd fren... or with my bf... lol! the prob is... NO MONEY... haha! before goin into the cinema... bot a popcorm combo set... which consist of a large drink & popcorn... plus a Qoo coin purse... cute sia ^-^ yay! my pals decided to hav fun in sentosa & watch the fireworks... cool & romantic... lol~ but too bad.. this time cnt stay overnite... geez! nvm la... i dun mind actually... my mum allows me to work while studyin... lol! but on one condition... my grades hav to go up & not down... lol! difficult but worth tryin... =)
( ^_<)\/ luv, lyn =the Best Proof of Luv is Trust=

Wednesday, December 28, 2005

din go for lessons today... lol! cnt seem to wake up... so nvm lo... wore sch uniform went all the way to bishan with huizhen to hav breakfast + lunch... saw grace & zan coincidentally... they ran away after breaktime... lol! they wanna eat pastamania.... huizhen also... so ate pastamania together... really very tired durin day time... always wanna slp when i get to dear's hse... geez! but decidied to continue to watch finish the 'Howl's movin castle' after tat read archie comics... lol! borrowed some hm to read also... long time nv read le... after tat went for work le... sch reopenin soon... haiz! HAIZ! sian 1/2... actually yeanmeng supposed to come for work today but... noone knows y he din come today... actually i was supposed to do 100 section de... but yeanmeng la... haiz~ lucky i not closin bar =D dunno wat happen to desmond... like sth's botherin him like this... keep on like wanna find ppl to scold... tomolo off day... but hav to go down for a damn meetin!!! liew eh~ & somemore at a freakin ridiculous time... 4p.m. durin office hr... how to hav meetin with every service staff... bit crazy... lol~ c how tomolo la... geez!
( ^_<)\/ luv, lyn =the Best Proof of Luv is Trust=

Tuesday, December 27, 2005

workin full shift today... takin liting's shift at nite... nth really special happened today actually... jus tired... not used to workin full shift... lol! my parents r a funny lot... geez! now tell me maybe NOT goin over the bridge... aka goin to malaysia... haiz! nvm... i dun even care goin anot... liew~ my arm hav a small lump... lol! swollen caused by LESLIE... lol! she pushed me acci then i kena my arm to the edge of the pillar... a loud thud followed by a sharp pain... lol... dear kena fever... how come so many ppl got fever... yonghao also... lol! these ppl beta take care... everybody's really tired... the body's there... but the soul not there... lol! desmond actually wanna tell me wat actually happened ytd de... but i think he decided not to tell me... actually i not very interested in tat situation... it jus dun make any sense... lol! broke a glass... lol!!! but i dun care also... say sry then clear it... too numb bout this le... broke countless of times le... while workin, found xcuse to go toilet... but actually ran up to buy chocolate for dave... lol! he din suspect... so nvm =) went hm with jerome, junxian & dheeban... actually wanna go hm myself de... cos not feelin well & tired... but dheeban says they r done soon... so decided to wait a little while more lo... tomolo got sch... wtf! early in the mornin somemore... tired sia... but decided to go to dear's hse after tat... continue to watch 'Howl's movin castle' lol! then go to work at 5... waaaa~ nvm... earn as much as i can before sch reopens... i really dun bear to leave pizzahut... haiz!
( ^_<)\/ luv, lyn =the Best Proof of Luv is Trust=

Monday, December 26, 2005

24th dec, workin in the mornin... after work me & joan leave hp on the office table... then play at the aux there... then realised phone lost... so we went around shoutin to ask who got saw them... then saw dave smilin... so i knew it's one of the managers... then dave say ' wat's found on the office table is my things' haha! tryin to be funny... then wilson came to pick me up after work... go walk walk in parkway parade... then went to east coast... walk all the way to the end of the beach to eat in the seafood restaurant... lol! then walk all the way back to macdonald's there & decide to take taxi to tampines mall to watch late midnite movie =) 'the Chronicles of Narnia : the Lion, the Witch & the Wardrobe' it's a really damn nice show... fantasy scenes... a really cool movie... =) Peter, Susan, Edmund & Lucy r the kings & queens of Narnia... lol! the lion named Arslan... the wardrobe which leads them to the dimension of fantasy... of another world named Narnia... they faced war in their own world & was forced to be sent away to stay in a much safer place with a professor... then they entered Narnia thru the wardrobe... they also hav to face war... but this time, they got involved by fightin in the war to save Narnia frm the clutches of the Witch... tat's all i can tell u all, so mus go watch it if u wanna truly understan this movie =D after the movie... we decided to walk all the way frm tampines to wil's hse... damn far~ man... & tired like hell... but lucky it's not borin to walk with wilson... he's hilarious ^-^ a talented born-to-be joker... or should i say clown lol! walk til halfway... decide to sit down to wait for first bus... lol... then went to his hse to take a rest... slp all the way till 3 plus... 25th dec... after been woken up by dear wilson... faster got up to prepare go work le... lol! then wen to carrefour buy chocolates to giv out to ppl... workin service today... nice sia... hav the christmas atmosphere haha... =) happy today... hehe~ kena compliment.. woohoo! for so many mths... first time... yeah! lalala~ happy sia =) thanks to tat customer ah... =D dunno wat happen to some staffs today... desmond is the worse one.. i know he's tired, but... aiya nvm... then he kena scolded by durai... haiz! then went to take train hm with chinhong, marcus, dheeban & junxian... bit tired already lol! altho belated but Merry Christmas to all!
( ^_<)\/ luv, lyn =the Best Proof of Luv is Trust=

Saturday, December 24, 2005

tired ah... look very blur today... like too long nv touch cashier like this... aiyo... haiz~ frm not feelin well to turnin completely crazy... lol~ me & huizhen... went to lessons after 10.30a.m with huizhen... lucky today got huizhen & grace... if not i sure cry there... when i call rol gan then she say she not comin... liew! nv tell us earlier... at least let us know... but NO!... they din even notify us... grace was also very angry... cos she din know they not comin... still dare to say forget to notify us... ya rite! like i will believe tat... i jus said bye then hang up the phone... lol~ dun wanna tok too much... nvm... i dun bear grudges long... neither do grace... lol~ saw steph on the way to sch... while she's on the way to work... gave her her xmas present... gave xiaofen hers... cos she meetin grace... gave zan hers... ask her to come down to specially take it... gave naomi hers after closin... wasn't in a gd mood when near closin... dunno wat i'm angry bout actually... forget it... before work, after lessons, went to eat with huizhen, grace & xiaofen at S11... after tat... huizhen went hm first before she went for work... so i went to wilson's hse... lol~ watched howl's movin castle halfway... next time continue... after tat went to work at 6 le... actually not late one lo... but cnt freakin find my shoes... dunno how the hell they went all the way to the bottom... make me think they r lost... liew! find until pekcek... dave help me find also... then realised they r at the very bottom... freak man... make me late... tomolo also workin... 11-5... geez geez! jus came hm frm work... lol! everyone took taxi hm... huizhen with bella they all... kenny with yeanmeng they all... me with jerome, marcus & junxian... lol! cos all of us live in woodlands area... was like... so sian~ dunno wat to tok bout with them... so suddenly quieten down... tired already... realised marcus look like darren, sound like darren also... haha! haiz haiz! it's xmas eve! woohoo!
( ^_<)\/ luv, lyn =the Best Proof of Luv is Trust=

Friday, December 23, 2005

today's lessons was so~ boring... haiz~ yawn~! geez! woke up late... lessons starts at 8... i wake up at 8... haha! joan called me & i asked where m i... i still say i jus woke up... lol! then slowly prepare... 9.30a.m. then reach the place... 10-10.30 was the break... after me, carol, joan, grace, ziaofen, shuzhen... & many of the guys decided to run away haha~ zan also... sian ah! tat's y all go... so only a small portion of the class stayed =p... so me, carol & joan went to bugis to pray at the guan yin temple... took taxi there... carol's idea... lol~ rained so heavily... but only got one small umbrella... so we 3 jus squeeze together lo... lol~ so en ai~ so lovin~ =p i without hesitatin... jus put $10 into the donation box... cos i promised the God le... cnt cheat God one... =D waliew... i like cot a cold liao... even with the small small umbrella, we still got very drenched... haha! bot a few christmas presents frm bugis... then after tat... rol gan wanna go orchard to find her mum... so we followed lo... bot some presents frm there also... after taka, go far east plaza... then took the bus to Plaza Singapura... when reached there, first destination, the toilet... joan said the toilet jus outside the back door of Pizzahut is beta... so went down there lo... saw leslie standin outside pizzahut back door... tot she eat snake... planned to surprise her de... but realised she's holdin a tissue paper in her hand while tokin on phone... so decided to go forward to take a closer look... she really cryin... haiz~ she also very emotional like me... haha! like joan said... she's my gd fren =D dunno y she cried... so when she went in... i faster went to toilet first... after tat me & joan went in to tell durai bout my next wk schedule... then amjad told us dun go in to kitchen... said dave not happy today... so we stayed outside lo... but still managed to take some crews picture... haha... amjad also said is dave scolded leslie... tat's y she cried... haiz... every manager is there today... lol~ i think everyone is there to kena scoldin ba... hmmm after telln then we go wang jiao munch on some toast, while waitin for wilson... he like dun enjoy workin there... but it takes time la... lol~ complicated... then went to flash & splash to look around... nice but din find wat we wan... so our christmas presents for each other mus be belated lol~ fated... after tat then went hm le... actually wilson wanna send me hm de... but i urgently needed the toilet... & he said he was hungry... lol~ so decided to get off at amk... joan went hm to use her own toilet... then went to S11 to eat... wasn't hungry... but mouth itchy... so after eatin... waited for his bus together... haha! in the end i still hav to go hm myself...
( ^_<)\/ luv, lyn =the Best Proof of Luv is Trust=

Thursday, December 22, 2005

went out with wilson today... =) watched the movie 'King Kong' lol! almost fell aslp while watchin... some parts bit borin... but overall it's a nice show... the last part very touchin... so sad... KingKong still died in the end... haiz~ it's a gd monkey... there's some funny parts also... Kong tore apart the dino's mouth lol! dino die liao still try to fix it back... haha! hmmm... keep goin hungry ezily... geez! wierd stomach... waliew! my family like to last min say things de lei... next wk goin to go back malaysia for a few days... freak~ durai's gonna go crazy plannin my schedule again... haiz...
( ^_<)\/ luv, lyn =the Best Proof of Luv is Trust=

really sad to leave them... those who failed & not plannin to come back... really will miss them sia... chattin with faiz & grace at the moment... one who is one of the top student, who was once my best fren... miss her so much... but the past will nv be the same like now... even she agreed we look like strangers now... haiz~ sobz!... faiz, suhaimi & yusaini failed... i din xpect faiz & suhaimi to fail... they worked so hard... but in the end... haiz~ feel so sad for them... gonna miss them next yr... it's like missin so many gd classmates... may hav passed this time's xam... but next yr... i doubt so... maybe in the end still end up in ite... dunno y today feel like quarrellin with wilson... lol~ crazy me... tomolo goin bugis... also to thank the god for blessin me in my xams... actually still couldn believe i actually passed my 'nv-passed before' humanties & sci... cool =)
( ^_<)\/ luv, lyn =the Best Proof of Luv is Trust=

Wednesday, December 21, 2005

got things to write for ytd but nv been able to update.. lol~ lazy plus forget to update... 19th dec... results day! was so glad i passed, 8 points! cool~ at least i made it up... my biggest stone of all in my heart, finally can let go of it le... =) but was very sad to know tat many of my frens & classmates din make it... yongchie made it... gd job! tat's my buddy buddy =D huizhen, zan, zarol, zhen, fen, jun, kaihui, shuzhen & etc made it up... i know they can do it, =) youlok, jason & kelvin ^-^ congrats to them... as for bengleong & weijie... dun be too depressed... life still goes on... so work hard in ite ok? i was very surprised tat, joslyn, shiehien, victoria & annaliza passed... it's really gd for them! but it's too bad tat vic dun wanna study le... as for huini, naomi, steph, cheexian & etc... dun brood over it =) take this mistake as a lesson & work hard next yr... repeatin another yr isn't a bad choice... jus giv urself all a chance... it's not over yet =) but no matter wat.. the last decision still has to be decided by u... go as ur heart tells u too... jus dun make the wrong choice... me & huizhen still cried even when we passed... jus like wilson said... 'tears of joy' lol~ really very happy for grace & the rest who r top students for 'N' lvl in our sch... got many distinctions... =) keep it up! today... went back to sch jus to pass up the 'goin up to sec5' form... then next few days gonna go back sch for course again... after tat went to hav breakfast with steph & joan... lol~ ba cho mee... then went to work lo... time passed so slow & we hav nth to do... it's like got customers la... but like not bz lei... lol~ i got some probs... so takin my own sweet time doin everythin... send order la, take order la... all slowly do... lol~ it's like not very gd to always reject peter's offer but, how come he always ask me when i hav plans le!!! stupid guy... today i m really crazy... keep on cheatin ppl tat i quittin soon... so took quite alot of ppl's photos... as a soveniour la... so tat i can put them all together & make it like a family photo lol! Plaza Singapura PizzaHut's family tree!!! surprised tat durai will talk to me like a councillor... lol~ talkin bout loads of ren shen da dao li... haha~ say 'cnt be too emotional... dun keep everythin to urself, mus let go sometimes... (meanin=if not will xplode, e.g. cry)... bla bla bla...' but i really qppreciated wat he told me =) he was really tryin to be funny... still go ask yonghao y we both nv talk already... not i dun wan tok to him... is he dun wan talk to me... lol~ tat's all i can say for tat la... nvm la... got tok no tok also the same... actually diff la... lol~ big big difference... told durai will be quittin soon... lol~ he sound so shocked... still say if i know how to organise my things well, i can cope & handle them... then no need quit... i also know... but too bad... i not that kind of organised ppl... but i really will miss pizzahut sia... haiz! dun really bear to quit... i still wish can work till get bonus sia... haiz! lol~ actually i dun really care bout bonus... it's the ppl there i will miss... had so much fun workin there for like almost 6mths... can't believe i hav survived there for so long... almost half a yr le... mus take everyone's photo there... lol! tomolo goin out with wilson... thurs goin out with carol... goin shoppin! woohoo! wanna buy new schbag... roxy or ripcurl de... but dunno worth it anot... but huizhen said treat it as to reward myself lo... hmmm! c first lo... =D
( ^_<)\/ luv, lyn =the Best Proof of Luv is Trust=

me & rol gan with our 'cert' lol!

Monday, December 19, 2005

dunno wat happened to my dad this days... his mood like... haiz~ tomolo gettin results le... wtfreak... no instincts... but got a really bad feelin... after results, course... geez!... jus now went out with mum... to bugis... almost everythin on sale... cool~ next time go shoppin like siao with carol... hmmm... so fast goin to christmas... then sch reopen... sian 1/2... watchin vampire show now... bye!
( ^_<)\/ luv, lyn =the Best Proof of Luv is Trust=

ytd, the carollin ppl came... lol~ round 6plus... so nice tat the atmosphere of chistmas is already there... i luv the angel wings the gers r wearin... should take their pic down... lol! carol, shuzhen & cheexian came to eat at our outlet... gave them mango fizz with ice cream each... lol~ lucky nv get caught... clever tat xavier guessed they r my frens... thanks to dave, kenny, xavier & dheeban for helpin me with the bar... lol~ leslie also.. i was kindof bad to ask davehelp with the the mocha latte... wahahaha~ but he was so gd at makin a really nice 3-layered latte & he really liked to make it... so i asked him to help me make one lo =p... xavier said he wanna learn bar... so i let him help me when i couldn't handle & his section was 300... jus beside the bar only... dheeban wanted to learn bar also... so i also let him in when he nth to do... xavier & dheeban both got help me with the washin of glasses... lol~ thank them alot... kenny helped me after he clocked out... so it was like 1hr of FOC helpin me, & a little while of sevice... was bz frm like in the mid noon to nite... told leslie maybe i'll be quittin when sch reopens... but she said dun... haiz~ still hesitatin whether to quit or not to... c how la... tomolo's the day to get back results le... haiz! told amjad not to tok to me if i fail... lol! scarly i cry even when nth happen, haha! jus cry for the sake of knowin i failed... hmmm... everytime i c my msn nick then sad... frens... haiz~ wilson's rite... close frens, 1 is enough le... at least u know there's a fren who's there for u... ytd, 17th dec was peter's birthday =) 16th dec was yongchie's birthday, 12th dec was jaishree's birthday, Happy Birthday to them! =D
( ^_<)\/ luv, lyn =the Best Proof of Luv is Trust=

Saturday, December 17, 2005

tired man... lol~ everyday also very tirin... heard many things today... lol~ frm umjad... =) only me & joan know... wahahaha~ actually nth much la... hehe~ i becomin the manager's assistance soon... lol~ help umjad to stamp the documents... =D today very scared will short of cash or sth... but instead hehe~ xcess $0.33... haha! sian sian one... nth to do... after work, went to kopitiam eat dinner... lol! xpensive sia... then went lookin around... bot a tube of lip gloss frm 'The Body Shop'... lol~ actually dun like to make up... but honestly, i also a gerl mah... lol~ monday is nearin... woohoo! christmas is comin... yipee! gonna go round askin for presents =D... haiz... sian 1/2...
( ^_<)\/ luv, lyn =the Best Proof of Luv is Trust=

me with white specs

Friday, December 16, 2005

got the phone N7610... lol~ my long time dream phone... many funny things happened today... lol~ so many funny customers... only one no manners de siao gin-na... siao zabor... treat restaurant as market... got money then big deal isit... i also can use money to throw in her face... bunch of immature children... heck care la... waliew! durai very wat one lo... christmas tat day dun let us work... say 'i only wan ppl who can deal with stress & work for long hrs...' ahhhh! i do csr the whole day also no much prob lo... sian~ tomolo gonna persuade him to let us work or help rene work tat christmas nite... if not then dun work lo... lol~ helped wilson find the next door job... haha! wang jiao! be cashier... the lady boss very shuang kuai... hire then hire... lol~ after tat he sent me hm... lol~ reached cosway le then he say hungry... so went to burger king eat lo... lol! yeanmeng y looked so shocked when i said wilson's my bf... lol! silly boi... still say 'din know u will hav bf de...' crazy! do i look like a lesbian?!?! lol~ ok la... sian~ tomolo think still hav to work... bleahz! bahz~
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Thursday, December 15, 2005

damn tired... but not slpy... keep on sneezin... the class was kindof boring today... sian 1/2... today de managers like ppl owe them money nv return like this... all look very unhappy for a period of time... dun quite like to tok to them when they no mood... late for class but got more ppl also late la... lol~ dun hav energy today... tirin... sian... dun bother to tok much also... tomolo also workin... ask my dad to call me up... lol~ keep on wakin up early n go back to slp again... liew~ this sunday got meetin... haiz~ lol~ the note says... 'attendence is compulsory for all. those who fail to come or r late... will hav to return their uniforms...' funny... then i also mus write... ' submittin of photos r compulsory. those who fail to hand up their photos, will hav to return their uniforms...' haha! mus try =p... liew~ write notes for this for dunno how many times le... keep on kena tear down... monday is results day... & also got another course to attend... haiz! won wanna tok to anyone after takin the results...
( ^_<)\/ luv, lyn =the Best Proof of Luv is Trust=

Wednesday, December 14, 2005

very upset with sth... i hate ppl who said will help but in the end no ans frm them at all... meihong is so poorthing... got time mus ask her come out together =) i only hav sth on my mind now... 'Friends: the word is there, but the meaning of it is not there at all... so wat's the point of callin u all as friends...' very disappointed... i dun find any reasons to hide frm ur frens bout where u r workin at n stuff... if ur fren is understandin enough... they will say nth... so there's actually nth to hide... as for some special occasions... it's neccessary to invite every of ur frens to celebrate together... but in the end, u only invited some & din even mention it to other frens... not even askin if they wanna join or wat... let me ask u all... is this wat frens do xactly?... u all claim u all r sociable & out-goin... but i doubt tat... once we r close frens... but now, we r like total freakin hell strangers... the more i say this the more angry i m... i jus hate this kind of frenships... like makin use of frens like this... i hereby say tat u all r a bunch of freakin anti-social ppl... i dun recognise all of u now... in my mind i only recognise my old mates... not all u bunch of anti-social ppl... once i m ur best fren... but now wat happen... i'm not afraid to name u here... grace, i wanna cherish u... but instead u tend to drift more further... if tat's wat u wan... then so be it... altho u said u hav not changed at all... yeah, u haven changed... but it's ur mindset tat has been changin... haiz~ forget it la... i jus wanna tell this ppl who dislike me... i din snatch carol away frm u all... is u all nv treasure her well... i dun mind if u all wanna dislike me n stuff... but i hav a damn clear conscience, tat's all... if u all happened to read wat i wrote... think bout wat i said... maybe u all won understan... but i've done my part of sayin all this... but pls... be more responsible as a fren also... be more thoughtful... ur life & circle of frens dun only consist of u & ur current grps of frens... there's more who cares & r always lookin out for u... but u all din take notice or neglected them... so open ur eyes big & look out for them too... dun hurt them further like u had hurt them before... i dun wan my frens to be seperated & gather in diff grps... like a bunch of anti-social strangers like this... wat sia... actually i also can name this ppl... darren, shujun, samantha, xiaofen & grace...
( ^_<)\/ luv, lyn =the Best Proof of Luv is Trust=

Tuesday, December 13, 2005

jus came back frm order takin course... lol~ at first feel very tired... but after tat okok le... cos the whole time is laughin session... funny ppl... lol~ tired now... hmmm... tomolo workin somemore... haiz~ heard tat fidah know how to be cashier le... but actually i still dun like hafizah & fidah... dunno y... but jus got tat 'dun like' feelin... maybe some things they did, i din like... something suddenly popped up in my mind... i only got one thing to say celestine... 'stupid!' not tat i wanna scold her... but it's tat she already know the movie tickets is given by fiza willingly... but when fiza wanted the money back... she still paid her... she may think $7 is not important... but it's still money... & the movie tickets is not bot usin fiza's money... is customer giv her for FREE de... waliao~ she very wat lo... it's free & she still thick skin go ask ppl to pay money for it when she gav it away willingly... liew eh~ most dispicable money faced person i've ever met so far... she can be nice at times... but it's some things tat she did made ppl dislike her... like yaz said... malay guys r naturally flirtious... actually all guys c any pretty gers also go for it de la... but malay gers r like... not all la... is SOME... r naturally bitchy, as in the bad side of it... i dunno y but... haiz~ wat's wrong with ppl...
( ^_<)\/ luv, lyn =the Best Proof of Luv is Trust=
=All i Wan for Christmas is You=

eatin bird's nest... lol~ i dun really like it... dunno how to appreciate such luxurious delicacy... haha~ taste bit like raw egg... bleahz~ din reallytouch my tongue when eatin... lucky got ginseng to make the taste balance... bit sweet & bitter... last time ate once... drank only the syrup... the bird's nest gav my mum... lol~ my mum said i'm bein wasteful... dunno how to appreciate gd food... lol~ like this gd mah... then i won be choosy bout food in the future... my mum say my life is hard labour life... lol~ not workin in construction or cargo la... it's like i dun like office work... sales promoter in shopping centres... i like to work as a waitress & stuff... can walk around the whole restaurant & encounter many diff kinds of customers... fun u know... even though sometimes kena scoldin by them... but nvm la... they r jus bein unreasonable... won affect me much... lol~ sian ah... 1 more wk to gettin results... where will fate lead me to...
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=All i Wan for Christmas is You=

Monday, December 12, 2005

went out with mum today... lol~ slack til 6.30p.m then went to orchard... ate at food republic... nth special la... taste ordinary lo... lol~ dunno y so many crowded there also... typical singaporeans... luv to try new things in new places... watchin vamp show at the moment... bit dun understan wat the storyline is... but nvm la... quite nice also... lol~ bit lame now... haha~ both yaochi & fuxi tryin to be in luv again for the sake of th world... funny... bleahz~ like tianya... hav a unique attitude & very pretty... =) sian man~ tomolo got course... haiz~ takin place at nite somemore... 7p.m.to11p.m. liew~ dunno if i'm gonna slp in class again not... big possibility will! can prepare to bring pillow & bolster go there le... 7 more days to recieve results... not scared at all... jus accept reality... face it... lol~ when sch reopens i also dunno wanna quit job not... cnt bear to leave pizzahut lei... will miss tat place badly if i quit de... haiz~
( ^_<)\/ luv, lyn =the Best Proof of Luv is Trust=
=All i Wan for Christmas is You=

Sunday, December 11, 2005

went out with wilson today... lol~ he's really poorthing... look for jobs the whole day also cnt find even 1... liew~ his luck is so not gd today... lol! monday goin to go find again... job huntin... so late then find... of cos no more la... lol~ dunno wat to write... freakin sian... saw luke, soonkeong & jiahow... nth special... aiya... to sian already... nite!
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=All i Wan for Christmas is You=

Saturday, December 10, 2005

tired like siao... waited in the train station for like almost 1 hr then i decided to board it... cos all of them too many ppl le... hate to squeeze... so crampy... jus now after work went to find place to sit down & munch sth... actually wan to wait for seats in wisma atrium de food republic... but decided to go to amk to eat lo... i dunno wat the heck i was thinkin... keep on cryin... wtf~ hate myself... today cry... not cos of stress or kena scoldin... cry cos i feel bad tat i made too much stupid freakin mistakes... first break bowls... 4 soup bowls 1 salad bowl... freak... i jus be a gd person wanna help to clear it... act clever... not tall but gei kiang wanna reach for it... in the end fell & PIANG! happy new yr... feel so bad tat those riders need to help me sweep it up... then my tears already at the edge of my eyelids le... dave came forward to cheer me up... so nice of him... 2nd time... i send order... in the end made a freakin mess... i accidentally made a glass of pepsi spill... lucky is i nv spill onto the customers... if not i feel more bad... i still anxiously ask if the drink hav spilled until them not... then i take the mop i already started cryin... lucky the customers din notice... when i got back to make a new drink for them... i already cried in the bar... kenny got worried n asked wat happened... then i went into the kitchen to cry... lina came forward to comfort me... chinhong say 'relax la... dun cry' yaz also got concerned... desmond also... then lina told me to go toilet wash up first... after i washed my face... a gerl in the toilet saw me cryin... then when i went out, she followed... was a staff frm motorola... she looked cute & concerned... came to comfort me... keep on guessin y i cry... 'kena scoldin frm boss isit? break up with bf isit?' lol... 'mus be strong ok?' lol! then she use her hands to wipe away my tears... awww~! so sweet! really wanna thank her so much... altho we dunno each other but she was so sweet to me... =) if my bf like this treat me, i also will feel very touched... got once i also cried... in heeren... got one person... i dunno guy or ger... cos my back facin the person... he/she jus hand me a stack of serviettes... so nice of tat person... lol! actually in this world, in this small country on earth, on this small small island, there's always some gd souls with a pure heart of gold... =D if i rmb tat ger frm motorola, & i saw her, i surely go up to her to thank her de... then dave also started concernin bout me... sayin it's not my fault... it's alrite... leslie also dun like me to cry... she said she wanted me to turn strong... ya... i know ah... i also hate myself bein so emotional... actually tomolo workin de... 1to9... but wilson ask me to accompany him to go find job... i think today's jus not my day... actually God treat me quite gd today le... still let me feel the warmth of ppl around me... there was a grp of 4 customers... the fren wanted to giv a surprise to the birthday ger... so i did as she planned... then i gav her a blueberry cheesecake... of cos asked leslie already la... lol! then when i havin break halfway... kenny called me out... i tot he playin with me... but i still go out la... then the customers thanked me... lol~ i will appreciate more if u all go online to compliment me =p... no la... jus kiddin... startin to aim an anime... 'Rumblin Hearts' maybe gonna buy the vcd... looks interestin lol
( ^_<)\/ luv, lyn =the Best Proof of Luv is Trust=
=All i Wan for Christmas is You=

Friday, December 09, 2005

All I Want For Christmas Is You - Mariah Carey

I don't want a lot for Christmas
There is just one thing I need
I don't care about the presents
Underneath the Christmas tree
I just want you for my own
More than you could ever know
Make my wish come true...
All I want for Christmas is
You... yea yea
I don't want a lot for Christmas
There is just one thing I need
(and I) Don't care about presents
Underneath the Christmas tree
I don't need to hang my stocking
There upon the fireplace
Santa Claus won't make me happy
With a toy on Christmas day
I just want you for my own
More than you could ever know
Make my wish come true
All I want for Christmas is you...
You baby
Oh I won't ask for much this Christmas
I won't even wish for snow
(and I) I'm just gonna keep on waiting
Underneath the mistletoe
I won't make a list and send it
To the North Pole for Saint Nick
I won't even stay awake to
Hear those magic reindeer click
'Cause I just want you here tonight
Holding on to me so tight
What more can I do
Baby all I want for Christmas is you
You baby
All the lights are shining
So brightly everywhere (so brightly yea)
And the sound of children's
Laughter fills the air
And everyone is singing (oh yea)
I hear those sleigh bells ringing
Santa won't you bring me the one I really need -
won't you please bring my baby to me...
Oh I don't want a lot for Christmas
This is all I'm asking for
I just want to see baby
Standing right outside my door
Oh I just want you for my own
More than you could ever know
Make my wish come true
Baby all I want for Christmas is
You (You) baby
All I want for Christmas is you baby... (repeat)

*a really splendid christmas song by mariah carey... really fell in luv with it the first time i listened to it... =) mus listen to it ok? hope i can find someone to help me change my blog song to this song =All i Wan for Christmas is You= thank you jack for sendin me this song =D*

i hav nth to say today actually... dun feel like bloggin... but blog for the sake of doin it la... said sry to leslie jus now... feel much beta after tat... dunno tomolo mornin wanna go down early to help put up the balloons not... sian 1/2... 8a.m. lei... so damn early... c first la... haiz... can i know my results now?... it's so torturous waitin for tat actual day to come... today actually work til 6 de... but the dheeban lo... nv come... sian... then i mus xtend... haiz... enough of tokin le... i go watch tv le... nite!
( ^_<)\/ luv, lyn =the Best Proof of Luv is Trust=

Thursday, December 08, 2005

was crazy jus now... to hav shouted at my manager & supervisor... dunno wat came to me to hav done tat... the moment i shouted... everyone in the kitchen jus turned to look wat's the commotion bout in the office... haiz... jus dun wanna tok bout it... sian 1/2... was nice of peter to ask if i needed him to fetch me to store in the mornin cos he will be in sembawang... but think of it... i dun think need la... cos it's too early... he has to reach store by 8... really too early... lol~ many unhappy things happened today... i had enough of kenny & desmond bickerin... keep on askin wat he said wat he said... i'm not a messenger... & i won tell u wat he or he said unless it's really neccessary... i dun wan u both to quarrel... tat's tat... the cash drawer xcessed $6... i dun even know y... lol! think i'm jus lucky... i hate goin around askin if there' any coins to change... freak! it will be ok if once in awhile we went to other stores to change... but not everytime... the other store managers will not be happy... & the ones who get scolded & given attitude would be the person who went to change money... y can't our freakin store manager go & change frm the bank on tues & thurs... it's like totally more simple... no need rack my brains where to change & fear if i'm gonna get scoldin... i only know tat i would definitely lose weight climbin up & down all over P.S. geez! & i freakin hate the bus driver today... knn! i'm one of the gd hearted ppl... who jus merely stepped down the bus to let the behind passengers get down... cos obviously there r too many of them... & i'm obviously blockin their way if i dun step down... but when i came up again... the driver freakin hell came up frm the driver seat & tapped my shoulder while i jus put down th phone... 'eh! u cnt come up frm the rear door... u haven tap the card...' ni nau hia! i jus tld him loud & clear tat i jus stepped down to let the previous passengers get down... bloody hell... he mus be rmb & knew i'm rite... so he jus quietly walked back to his seat... he was one of the ppl... who nv use his brain to think!!!... made me malu in front of all the passengers... they keep lookin... but i know my conscience is clear... so dun get bothered much... i think some of the passengers knew i was rite... cos i was obviously rite... freakin hell driver... hope u can work ur brains more next time.. before it really gets rusty & useless... i'm jus not in the mood today... after comin back frm bras basar... maybe earlier than tat i already no mood... i know there's sth tat occured tat made me really mad... but i jus dunno wat thing... forget it... dun wan waste my brain power thinkin... after work & everythin... it's already like 8 plus... me, joan & kenny jus quickly make our way to take the train... joan went hm.... kenny went hm... me rushed to wilson's place... promised him will get there by 8... but nvm la... took the some line with kenny... kenny also not havin a gd wk workin... too many things happened... i jus dunno y some ppl like to joke... but jus dun tend to bother with other ppl's feelins... yonghao's rite... when u joke with others... can... but pls think... if u joke with others... u mus also prepare to get teased... not u can joke with others, whereas others cnt joke back with u... as u tend to get angry & offended & stuff... & everytime u all tease other ppl... there's a limit to it... if it's beyond limit already, it's beta to stop & not continue... as for me... there's many things to think bout too... haiz! really sian 1/2...
( ^_<)\/ luv, lyn =the Best Proof of Luv is Trust=

Wednesday, December 07, 2005

peter called himself 'Gentleman of the next Generation' i call them both... 'Bitches of all Generations' crazy women... come frm china... siao gina... tryin to be funny... jus a small prob then wanna quarrel with us... only nv recive tat pathetic bowl of starry munchies & they quarrelled for like 20min with us... giv them $4 discount they dunwan... say not enough... still dare to claim tat they r only gonna pay $25... take it or leave it... freak them... they tot we wan their money so much ah... pizzahut is too rich liao... no need u to pay also nvm one... still dare to throw the money to us... fuk... no manners... & i bet u both jus planned a lie to try gettin free lunch lo... they said they asked a short, chinese ger to ask for their starry munchies... but in the end wait til very long also dun hav... & guess wat... they say they dun recognise the ger... ok i ask u ah... in service... only me, bella & liting the only gers outside... joan not counted cos she only stays in her cashier bar... yet she dun even recognise which ger it is xactly among the 3 of us... tell lie also dunno how to tell... tryin to be really funny with us... lame losers... geez! heard tat kenny & the other's champs course is a total disaster... lol~ is cos they went to the wrong place... so the course was cancelled for them... even umjad din know the rite place was at kallang... every1 tot was at toa payoh... happy new yr! lol~
( ^_<)\/ luv, lyn =the Best Proof of Luv is Trust=

Tuesday, December 06, 2005

din work today... but went down to pizzahut to finish deco... lol... went to bras pasar myself to buy materials.. start doin the things at around 5 plus... in the mornin the oven spoil... ho sei! lol... but now ok liao... when umjad tell us if really no cure... mus buy the fan for like $30 000! crazy~ for jus one dumb fan inside the oven... umjad say is cos of the auntie who cleans our store de... pour water & the water made the machine spoil... lol~ when dave realise the oven spoil... he's like very mad lo... but tried not to scold anyone... guess he knew it would be fix ba... =) then after tat me & joan decided to go pastamania eat... lol! hungry la... then umjad tot i go le... cos i carryin my bag mah... then he called me to tell me bout tat time tat crazy customer... complain to HQ... told a cock & bull story... freak him man... poor marcus.. bein maligned... i believe he din do such things lo... the person like writin a script like this... scenes of a drama... crazy! bloody hell... tryin to be funny... no money to eat pizzahut still dare to malign us... still dare to say our service not gd... still dare to say u r the student of SMU (Singapore Management of Singapore)... freak u man... full of lies... today eat many things... keep on eatin & eatin... lol~ like a glutton... goin to take results le... goin to take pay also... can't wait to know if i get promoted or failed... haiz~ even if i say i dun wanna know wat my results r... it's like... haiz! still hav to face reality... hope tat day faster come... pls oh pls... let me pass... ammar... funny guy... he say he nervous... then i ask wat u aimin for... he say ITE... liew~ then me & joan say lo... 'if u aim for ITE then y still worry... lol~' actually need to worry la... cos grades also affect ur choice of courses... hmmm... sian man... dunno wat this yonghao thinkin... m i a monster... die also dun wan tok to me... do i look like i'm invisible... lol~ yusuf also... does joan look like a monster also? comeon... haiz! heard peter & desmond quarrelled ytd... lol~ bunch of childish 'grown up guys'... peter really very gd... when i get to store in the mornin... he saw me & still told me he actually wanna call me & fetch me to store... around at 8 sth... lol! cos he's in sembawang... he's really the Gentleman of the next Generation sia... i really agree lol~ i think he's only guy who's bein so thoughtful ba... =D
( ^_<)\/ luv, lyn =the Best Proof of Luv is Trust=

Monday, December 05, 2005

early in the mornin went to store do deco... lol~ got do like nv do... no diff... tomolo dave comin... he insist to do himself... but me & joan decided to go down to help out at least... after the deco then i stayed awhile with bella & anna... help joan open bar... help the aux then munhon with the make... lol~ after tat left to meet wilson... went to eat... waliew~ really broke like crazy... $61++ for tat meal... most xpensive meal i've paid for... lol~ heartpain... before goin in to 'Sizzler' my legs turn wobbly then hesitate wanna go in not... lol! but eventually still go in le... but i still think 'The Ship' is nicer... =D sometimes a little of disagreement can help a relationship turn beta... =)
( ^_<)\/ luv, lyn =the Best Proof of Luv is Trust=

Sunday, December 04, 2005

worked for the whole day today... 11a.m to 11p.m... pro rite? lol~ bit tired... do whole day cashier... lol! today jiahow & luke come our outlet to eat... haha~ surprised to c them... but too bad i'm the only one workin today... i very gd to them de lo... lol~ giv them icecream for each of them plus 10% discount... lucky today me cashier =) all thanks to me ah... =p first time got customer jus put $20 as tips lo... but is cos of some probs... durai gav them free lunch... tat's y the customer gav the $20 tips... but too bad not for me de... lol~ tomolo not workin... but still hav to go back to store to do some deco... haiz~ lol! gotta finish it by tomolo... sian 1/2 ah! then after tat go out with wilson lo... lol~ broke liao ah... dunno my next pay how much... hope it won be so less... sobz sobz!
( ^_<)\/ luv, lyn =the Best Proof of Luv is Trust=

Saturday, December 03, 2005

bot new shoes le... waliew... finally... lol! if not everytime mus help my shoes put bandage... i m really unhappy with the crews... argh! goin crazy soon... forget it... marcus goin to NS soon... so me & joan decided to treat him eat sth... Wang Jiao! lol~ my inspiration for the deco comin le... lol! today cnt wake up... sick like hell... kenny also... so nv go for the deco... tomolo also got... tomolo work full shift also... mus keep on workin to pay back wat i hav spent... sad to c my bank savings keep decreasin... haha... i'm alrite this few days le... it's like... jus face the fact + reality lo... dunno if i made the rite choice or not... but the fact is i already made a choice... so i cnt regret if i should hav chosen the other choice or watsoever... if we r meant to be, we will be... if not then sry... haiz~ dun wish to think so much... make myself miserable only =)
( ^_<)\/ luv, lyn =the Best Proof of Luv is Trust=

Friday, December 02, 2005

sick again! lao eh~ dunno wat happen to me... mornin still ok de lo... maybe too cold... so cot a cold le... haiz~ sian 1/2... unhappy with a few things durin work... nvm... dun wan tok bout it... ate like bout 6 cold relief, vitamin C pills... still not ok lo... the pills r not effective at all... haha~ today like whole day very sway... everybody got some prob... only the riders... havin fun like dunno wat... lol~ ok la... tired man... tomolo still hav to get up early & reach P.S. by 8.30a.m. hope tomolo will be ok le...
( ^_<)\/ luv, lyn =the Best Proof of Luv is Trust=

Thursday, December 01, 2005

finally came back frm camp... tirin man... slept for so many hrs... but back hm cnt slp... lol... not tired... tomolo still got work... lol~ bit miss workin... =p... got sun burn... lol~ but was fun playin in sentosa... =) then after camp, went to wil's hse to take a nap... i also tot y dun wan go hm slp... slp for the whole afternoon... nth to tok bout lei... 3 days not at hm... also din hav any special things happenin... lol~ icy cold baths r nice =D... freezin like hell... but it's nice... hmmm tomolo still need to wake up real early to get ready for work... 7a.m. gonna wake up... 9a.m. gonna reach pizzahut... but i 4p.m. then work... waaa~!!! sian...
( ^_<)\/ luv, lyn =the Best Proof of Luv is Trust=