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Friday, September 29, 2006
i know i should be blamed but i dunno wat went wrong...went to my aunt's medicure + pedicure + facial shop ytd after sch... actually i jus went there cos my mum like keep on pesterin me to go... & guess wat... i went there to become her guinea pig... use my nails to practice wat she had been taught -.- geez... but overall... it was ok la =) at least i benefited sth... hehe... she crazy... say wanna practice it everyday... paint my nails & doing pedicure... i think my nails will rot within 1 mth... lolbefore goin there, was with koonloong & grace, went to book rol's birthday cake... then went popular... took Maxim to view... actually there's not much things to c inside... it was like... the pics r normal... LOL! get wat i mean? then went to macdonald to buy a drink & eat some fries... =D loong went hm first after an urgent call... me & grace stayed until my mum called... went to the gym today with xiaofen, grace & max... lol! max lonely soul... so i entertain him the whole time... dun b mistaken.. i entertained him by talkin to him... xiaofen la... tell her to tok to him like wan her life like this... >=/ did alot of workout today... ok not alot but 4 workouts 20min each... lol perspire, not say alot but, at least got perspire rite... but i dun think it's enough... rawr~... the aircon is blockin my pores, preventin my prespiration to take place normally!! lol... too cold already la, the place... next wk, we'r goin again... without fail! =)i have this wierd feelin... & it turned into reality... it's sad... but we cnt change it... there's lots of voices stoppin me... but i only listen to my heart...no matter ... i'll always b respectin ur decision... & my heart will nv change... but watever u choose, jus dun regret...

Wednesday, September 27, 2006
darling feel moody, i too will naturally feel moody
after tuition, the atmosphere was nice... like very romantic & peaceful... the feelin was like havin a lantern festival... lol! it's really a beautiful nite altho there's no stars & moon in the sky...
darling's sick again... due to overwork... haiz... then went to look for him... before tat rol gan treated me a cheeseburger... lol! dun worry... i will treat u back de... $1 icecream haha!
i failed my art... first time in my entire 17 yrs... sigh... 40/100... besides anna who din take the xam... i'm the only one who failed... i've expected it, so i dun really feel sad bout it... jus abit... haiz... i dunno how to face my parents with this kind of grades... they're gonna be damn disappointed...
it looks as if alot of probs been troubling darling & i kindof felt useless... i couldn't help & he thinks tat i wouldn't understan... but i jus wanna share ur probs... jus to let u know tat u're not alone & there's me beside u... but u've been so bz nowadays tat i hardly spoke to u... it's kindof sad... but i should understan... i'm not being childish... i'm not tat kind of 'diedie u mus accompany me' kindof gerl... but i'm ur gf... so i wanna know wat's troubling u & stuff... but if u dun feel like tokin bout it with me... it's fine... jus understan tat i was tryin to be nice... & not wantin to probe into ur life...

Tuesday, September 26, 2006
after sch there's this performance by the sec 2 classes... ooo~ freakin boring lol! dun mean to b mean... after tat went to cut fringe... koonloong cut hair... xiaofen, shuzhen & grace waitin outside... lol ok la... my fringe bit funny at first... after awhile it seems ok... =)
then me, fen, zhen & grace went to cineleisure to eat oh lua mee sua! lol almost everything we share together... lol! crispy chicken, drink & icecream... lol speakin of icecream... i feel so idiotic jus now haha... we decided to 4 persons share one 'Uzumaki: Japanese Favourite Icecream' lol berry blue flavour... yes we look pathetic but this doesn't matter... the icecream is xpensive but lucky each of us had a taste of the icecream... cos jus as i stepped out of cineleisure i dropped the icecream, with the cone still in my hand... HAHAHA! xiaofen la! distract me... alah... we laughed instead of them getting angry at me lol! frm cine laugh till heeren... stomach cramp... but after awhile i felt bad... so decided to treat them each those cheap cheap $1 trolley icecream... lol! more tastier & most fortunate thing is tat i din drop their icecream & i din drop mine too! lol~ maybe i'm fated to eat cheaper icecream =p
it's already a headache deciding a present... & it's the first time i'm having headache findin a present! ahhh~ tiring like hell man... cnt dun find seats to sit ah... lol!
i brought my mp3 but without my earpiece today... how clever m i lol!
got back most of the sub papers le... haha currently only pass combine humanities... 51/100, failed combine sci 39.5/100, failed maths but did improve a little =) 41/100... so left art & eng... i din put hopes in them... so jiayou for Os ba... ^-^
i'm so missin darling =( he's workin like almost everyday... suppose to meet ytd... but dun hav... so hav to wait till sat... hmmm... nvm after Os, my turn everyday work le lol! mus borrow frm him again haiz... i'm so pathetic -.-

Sunday, September 24, 2006
stayed hm almost the whole day...
i washed the dishes, my dad washed the fishtank & my bro folded the clothes... & of cos my mum's at work... lol~ after tat my dad & i went to serangoon to buy small fishes... obviously it's for the tank... lol! i was so mesmerised by those tiny terrapins... they r so damn adorable... omg... how i wish i could hav them... look at them swim & u would go... aww~ how cute! haha
i keep on pestering my dad to allow me to hav a hamster... & of cos... he can't make the decision... my mum does... & she said NO everytime i asked... how sad... haiz... if i hav a big hse... i would keep a puppy, bunny, kitten, hamster, fishes & small, tiny terrapins, chinchillas fine with me too... but all of them must b small & cute haha
my dad fixed my rm's aircon... yay! tat means i can use it again!
met a fren who works at ritz carlton also... Rick... i dunno y i always sees him... it's either cosway or other places... today met him at serangoon... worse... the same fish aquarium... o.O he saw me first & stand there waitin for me to notice him... -.- i immediately turned away when i saw him... lol! dunno y, but was shocked... wat coincidence... frm woodlands to serangoon... i understan if i see him in cosway cos he lives in woodlands too... but serangoon? lol! pure coincidence... kindof funny... haha! he always wears this cap... think very handsome isit... lol! my darlin more handsome than u, bleahz!
dar... i miss u la... i wanna go holiday!

watched 'King Arthur' vcd ytd... was very nice =)
watched with my whole family... umm they only watch the hind part lol!
actually war movies are nice... but i prefer history, as in legendary history wars... the story was bout king arthur originally was jus one of the knights of the Round Table... bcos Roman took over the British empire, he helped to fight for the Roman empire, together with his 6 other knights, includin Lancelot... they were away frm their family for 15 yrs, & after this 15 yrs they were supposed to b granted freedom... but this Roman... i think he's the governor, said tat there's one last mission... it's to save the Roman Prince & his family back to safety... but arthur knows it's very dangerous... this would mean puttin their lives at risk... bcos other than savin the prince... they hav to face the Saxons, who wanted to kill the Prince & the village... they fought and they reached the Roman empire... the Saxons attacked them shortly after... arthur & his ppl fought with a kind of strategy... (it's really nice, u really should watch it)... in the end they won the battle, arthur lose 3 of his knights includin lancelot... arthur married this gerl starring anne hathaway, and was entitled the King, he then announced tat once again 'Britain would unite as one'... i dun think i summarises it very clearly... so jus go rent the movie n watch it =D the bravery & courage of the knights makes the movie nicer
oh god~ i'm stuck at hm again... lalala! actually rol gan asked me to go swimmin de... but i dun hav swimsuit... waaa~ i wanna go play water
there's this website, which was created to go against child sexual abuse... go take a look at the website... & i took it frm zan's fren edmund's blog de... lol hope he dun mind =p if he doesn't mind, i think u should watch the video in his blog... it's meaningful... i cnt find the video... so um, i hereby thank edmund =) www.ed-lame.blogspot.com
this is the website to giv support to this campaign: http://www.lightamillioncandles.com
i hav light up a candle... so it's ur turn ^-^

Saturday, September 23, 2006
hmmm i dunno if i'm rite or not but i wanted to comment on this...
yes i do think presents r a must for every birthday but now thinkin of it... presents doesn't mean everything... it's the blessings frm the ones who cares for u... it's happier knowin ppl still rmbs ur birthday rather than pesterin them for presents... it's also a happy thing receiving only a 'Happy Birthday To U' greeting... altho it seems nth but to me it's a big thing... it's touchin to know tat ppl r sincere to wish u... it doesn't matter if u recieve presents or not...

i jus dun get it
i'm tryin not to b mean already... honest haiz
no shows in the mornin & i dun plan to go out... i cnt afford to go out... dun hav the money =(
sometimes i'm thinkin, y can't ppl change for the sake of someone they cares, ok, or let me change it this way... y can't they change for the sake of someone or anybody they wanna be with? ans's simply ez... cos they r totally stubborn & thinks tat if tat someone's willing to accept them in the first place, they should tolerate for the rest of their lives... which is totally rubbish, i should say... yes, we should accept u as who u r... but wat bout us... we hav unsatisfaction of u, n i believe u do too... as frens, we tried, but failed... cos we can no longer tolerate... i wish i can tell u everythin bout how i feel, but it's difficult when u dun listen & in the end we both ended up startin a cold war & cursin each other... u should listen to other's opinions before u start urs... it's time for u to realise wat's goin on... wat makes us drift... the reason u dislike someone is similar to the reason we avoid u... if i person starts to lose trust, it's difficult to earn back again... it's not tat we dun wan to accept u... it's cos u disallow us to accept u... u refuse to change for the sake of us... we wanted to cherish but u messed it all up... we tried to b nice at times, but it's the behaviour tat u showed which we received in return... u should think in another way, 'y i'm treated like tat?'... u should think, 'does the prob starts with me?' then ask & listen wat we hav to say... maybe ur mindset is forever set, thinkin this is ur life & we should accept who u r... but ur life consists of everyone surroundin u... not jus u urself... u should broaden ur thinkin & think bout others too...

& dun let small misunderstandings turn to hatred
hope u get wat i mean
if u dun, i really dunno wat i can say anymore

Friday, September 22, 2006
nice workout today... felt more refreshed =)
was my first time to the gym... lol! actually bit scared would do wrong things... but we had fun thou... i prefer doin leg workouts rather than arms... lol i prefer runnin to b exact... need to train need to train... shuzhen & grace was kinda serious but me & koonloong bit slack... haha! always walkin round lookin for things to do... but actually the place was quite near... can take bus 161 frm my place, around 30 mins then reach le... decided to go to the gym every friday & planned to join the aerobics class after Os... let me hav time to earn back my money first lol!
i think it's time for me to cut fringe le... very long liao...
went to darling's hse before meetin them... had this bad stomach pain... like wanna vomit like this... maybe cos i din eat anything in the mornin & noon time ba... then darlin told me to go up to his bed to rest... in the end i fall aslp... lol! slpy ah... i hav dark eyerings!!! omg...
it's hard to imagine tat one day i couldn't hav darling by my side anymore...
TGIF... thank god it's friday! lol

Thursday, September 21, 2006
ytd went to rol gan's hse to feast lol! whole table of food =p
rol's hse has officially become our very provision shop =D i like the water spray... wahahaha~ xiaofen's my victim, she's my number one target haha n i caused her to sprain her neck lol =p after the feast & couples of slackin hrs, we decided to play monopoly in her uncle's aircon rm... her monopoly lol! is totally diff frm normal monopoly games... her places r xamples: ang mo kio station, marina square, orchard road, scotts road, etc. haha! but it doesn't matter if it can be played... anyway i ended up being the banker, carol, koonloong, shuzhen, grace & xiaofen were the players... xiaofen went off early... after a endless rounds, shuzhen was the first to bankrupt, followed by koonloong... lol crazy carol, buildin houses n hotels like mad... grace was the opposin team, lol build hses to go against carol... but in the end carol was the millionaire... she was lucky only la lol... after tat i went for tuition & they went hm instead
wati's ice milo was yummy~ altho bit too sweet, but it's alrite for me =D and i made this heart -shaped onion ring ^-^
today went to tread my eyebrows & grace went for the whole face treading at grand cathay... lol i was lost in the beginnin... tat's the consequences of bein late... but the treatment was bit x cos of some misunderstandins... but nvm la... dun take it to heart shuzhen =) it's ok... after tat went to plaza singapura to walk around... after tat i left to meet darling in orchard, & carol, koonloong, shuzhen, grace & xiaofen went to bugis to pray... went to eat in Kobayashi in cineleisure then watched 'The Banquet' in lido... it's a... actually i dun understan the storyline & the moral of the story... geez~ & i dunno y most of the time we watch a movie, we would meet someone we know, in the same movie & theater lol...
i like this particular mint ice cream which this uncle sells jus outside orchard mrt station... it's diff frm the usual mint other trolley sells... the flavour is tasty & dun taste like toothpaste yum~...
i wanna eat oyster mee sua frm shi lin
tomolo go gym... hope will be a fun time =) it's really time for me to continue exercisin... yeah
it's time for me to save money also le... rol's birthday next -.- can i skip the birthday present LOL! i'll giv u a kiss instead la haha... more unforgettable... u r lucky tat my darling wilson took leave on tat day to go for ur birthday celebration & he warned tat u die die also cnt postphone tat day's celebration... if not he's gonna strangle me first then u lol... note this ah!
y not all of u giv me ang bao on my birthday la... more direct... each ang bao S$50 la... lol! i'll be more than happier =D
watched 'Just Married' vcd... it was nice, a funny love story... bein together needs love, trust & honesty... it's true really =)
darling bot me a necklace today... altho it's not those frm branded shops but i still liked it very much... lol... he din know he din giv me any necklace before, funny... but actually i felt so bad... always use his money & he din ask anythin in return... sry darling haiz... i broke then make u end up broke also... lol

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Tuesday, September 19, 2006
i screwed up my art today... lol
the worst art exam i did ever... haiz... i dun hav the mood to paint... so anyhow paint lo... giv sam scold... was suppose to bring back the mounting boards back to him by today de... but i lazy... so me & amy decided to pass up tomolo... hope he won scold us... haiz... i'm expectin my first flunk grade for this prelims art exam... i was almost late for xam today somemore... ran in pantin & sweatin... geez...
today's shuzhen's birthday =D Happy 17th Birthday! muackz
darling came to buy breakfast for me in the morning, how sweet lol... thanks dar... he bit me in the face... now my face got one ugly mark =( sad...
tomolo is the last prelims paper... phew... almost over... i need a break... goin crazy cos of art... i dun expect much frm my results... there's still one last chance in Oct & Nov... haiz... actually i wanna go sentosa on fri... hope darling would allow... i know i'm kinda selfish... play alone & leave u to work only... sry...

Monday, September 18, 2006
today was the eve of shuzhen's birthday... went to suntec to celebrate with carol, zan, grace, nice, xiaofen, jiawei, ryan, max & koonloong... lol! took alot of time to find mache... in the end also cnt eat there... lol! so went to this Siam Thai restaurant to eat buffet... but also not cheap lo... $26 per person... haha... now bankrupt liao... die -.- fri still need to go sentosa... we play as if Os has ended haha... then after dinner there is this Fountain of Wealth... n sometimes can dedicate songs de... got this pc behind the DJ & we keep on dedicate to each other... haha, cos no need money mah... it's fun though... hearin the DJ read out ur name & msg & the song u dedicated... i dedicated one song to darling altho he's not there... but the song also nv play out geez... xiaofen's also... after tat we went round & round lookin for Milliena Walk... lol! we r actually dumb... y din i think of it... it's where Candy Empire is... -.- then out to the Sculpture Plaza... the wall fountain was beautiful with lights on... we played at the water... lol carol very poorthing... fell in the water twice, cos the guys tried to pull her in... xiaofen also been attacked... carried by jiawei once... koonloong fell down while being chased by ryan... his waist bleed alittle... i fell also while wantin to see if he's alrite... but i'm luckier... i fell on to the grass patch but my skirt got dirty... haiz... y do i always fall when i wanna help... i rmbed how i fell into the drain... lol! tat's funny... after tat walk back to MRT station & go hm le...
today was the sci practical paper... oh god... it's hard to understand the instructions actually... mus read alot of times... guess will fail this very first practical exam... tomolo is art... & yes... i'm not finished yet... but fortunately it starts at 10++a.m. & yes i'm still sittin here typin all the way =p
i miss darling... haiz.... also dunno he got OT not... he nv sms me... haiz haiz haiz... it would b gd if her went with us today... he can hav fun also =D
i jus can't wait to earn back my money $_$

Saturday, September 16, 2006
i jus luv my beloved darling
went to thomson to book shuzhen's birthday cake... & i made some contributions =) by designin the pic for the cake... lol! doraemon... quick, thank me =D but it's so not surprisin for shuzhen... everythin she also know liao... so no surprise one... lol! i like surprises... cos it's touchin when ppl surprises u... u will feel like cryin cos ppl cares haha =)
then we went to some kind of hdb shelter place... lol it's located on the 2nd storey... then we chat awhile while i find stones to throw at the pigeons perchin on the opposite wire lines... haha i'm bein cruel... =p ok! i'm sry pigeons
then went to this playgrd situated inside the bungalow estates... it's like... wow~ so many things to play haha, then dunno who came up with this idea of playin ice & water -.- i hate tat game... cos i couldn catch when i'm the catcher... geez... took some photos at the playgrd... lol! i tried out almost everything... the huge spider web & humongous see-saw... lol then played a game of mini racecar wall game with max... lol! nice of him to entertain me
after tat dark clouds started formin in the sky... so we sat under a shelter, & i came out with this 'Twister' game... i rmb i first played it in my dad's fren's hse... played with his children... it's a really nice family game ^-^ then shuzhen suggested tat we can make DIY the game... no need waste money go buy... lol! so creative... so, there's sth to play durin end-yr chalet... wahahaha~
after tat they went hm & i went to marina square to look for darling... his work ended work early today... it's so cold when it rains... wanted to buy cookies for him de... aiya... but he got out of ritz carlton so fast... geez... wanna watch movie but timeslot so not nice... then went to suntec to try our luck... also dun hav... & cos of IMF, we pedestrian hav to walk one big round to get to suntec... omg... this is so turturin... & we were like so lost... the directions also not clear... so dunno where to follow... then we walk here & there, finally reached the place... lol! waste time... but one pathment has lots of flowers... the flower bed was so beautiful... the sunflower so big... haha i asked if darling could pick one for me but he said the security there was more then the sunflowers... haha
nth to do, so walk around lo... then saw this OSIM or OTO feet massage machine facin rite outside addidas store... lol! then i go try it out... it jus made my legs numb -.- but darling said it was comfortable... umm... i think there's sth wrong with my body or nerve system or sth lol
darling bot me a pair of earrings frm precious thots... actually din xpect him to buy for me de... cos i saw it ytd & liked it very much... so i jus wanted to show him if it's nice... but i really liked it, thanks darling =)
went back to cosway... also no movie... lol! so nvm lo... darling wanted to rent some movies hm... so took him to MJ... got a can of free green tea... hehe i jus took the promotion leaflet to look & the salesgerl jus gave me the can... she looks like a doll actually... with her nice wavy hair
how can i make decent quick money... lol! ans: be a wealthy family's child =X
watched 'Qian Bei Bu Zui' vcd, starrin Yang Qian Hua & Daniel Wu... i actually dun like daniel wu... but he looks handsome in this movie... lol cos he always act those not nice characters -.- feel like smackin his face in some of his shows... lol but this movie is funny in some scenes... especially with qianhua... lol! i know y my bro like her so much =D cos she's natural
lalala~... no mood do art lei... i always tend to run to my pc... haha

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Friday, September 15, 2006
i hate big lizards!!!
omg... ytd i scream like nobody's business... lol when i was bout to close my rm door... the lizard came crawlin then it scampered away... but lose grip then it fell frm the wall... ahhh! i scream for my dad like hell... lol! then he came in askin me wat happened... then he took a broom to hit the lizard... lol! i helped by curlin up in bed & informin him where it went... when the lizard was unconcious... my dad told me to bring the pesticide... & he killed it... then he put it in a plastic bag & tied it with rafia string... haha! =X
went out with carol, xiaofen, koonloong & max today... went to buy shuzhen's present... then went to marina square... tryin out xpensive clothes... geez... koonloong goin mad while he wait haha! then ate Burger King... lol! i could use my coupon... =D
darling's pc spoil again... dunno how he use also... aiyo... always spoil... waste money fixin it... haha... u treat 'her' so gd... 'she' always let u down... haiz... 2wks de wkends cnt go out with darling... gonna be borin... next wk also got 4 days holiday... thurs to sun... but darling workin prm wed to sun... haiz... no choice... he needs money... haiz haiz haiz... this wk also cnt go out with him... nvm... stay hm study lo... if not go out with frens or sth... stay hm slp whole day also can... lol... sigh dunno the 3rd wk also will like this not... i'm startin xams le... also cnt go out often... i jus cnt fail Os... for certain reasons... i jus cnt afford to fail... haiz haiz haiz
hmmm... sometimes if u luv a person... it's beta to let her go... the thing tat will make u happy is tat she finds her own happiness...
i bot NIKE bag... altho not the design i wanted... but i fell in luv with this bag at first sight... so i bot it =D we'r fated to meet each other haha... it comes along with a pink gym bag too... cool haha! i'm happy i'm happy... it's brown in colour & with pink words & tick =)
ahh i cnt find my dumb passport... my mum mus hav kept it somewhere i cnt find... geez... cnt go in malaysia tomolo le la... sian... i wan a hamster... =(

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Thursday, September 14, 2006
i'm damn fed up now... rawr!!!
i hate ppl who cnt wake up & need me to keep on callin them... this is not the worst part... the worst part is... he picked up the phone & jus put it aside... fuk... makin it engaged when u called again...
hey... if u dun wanna wake up early... THEN DUN ASK ME TO CALL U UP EARLY...
still say wat huh 12 ah... so late... u dun even wake up now... so u call tat late?!?! geez
it's already 11... i c wat miracles u can make to be here by 12... still say wat eat pizzahut or macdonald's breakfast -.-
u r makin me so mad at u now... & i m sure u will wake up by 2... the EARLIEST time...
dun ask me y i'm mad at u ltr... cos it's simply obvious!!!
i won b able to hand up my art... cos i was too tired ytd to finish it... i guess hav to hand it in tomolo...
u r lucky we r not meetin to go out today... cos if u did this 'phone engagin' thing jus now & we'r supposed to meet... i'm gonna go there & wait even i know u'r still slpin to make u feel remorsed... lol!

if i'm gone one day... for real... wat will u do... will u come with me?
i'm jus scared tat's y i stick to u so much... without me realisin it... i'm sry...
i'm not angry le... cos he still came... =) bot pizza & sushi to share with me... he's always sweet to me... jus tat sometimes i dun appreciate... haiz... when will i learn... until i lose everything? geez
ate alot of junk today... mooncake, little cakes & mini fruit tarts... the fruit tarts r so damn yummy... mus ask my mum where she buy... so nice...
feel like eatin BBQ Lays =D
will u stay by my side always? till the end of time?
there's ain't no other man but u only

Wednesday, September 13, 2006
i wanna watch the musical play, 'the Forbidden City' starrin kit chan
took phy & maths paper 2 liao... lol! combined sci confirm fail liao... jus blame my laziness... yes i din study... i dunno if i can pass maths paper 2 but hope so... i'll be happy even if i failed the overall results for maths... but i dunno y they say paper 1 very ez... geez... m i tat dumb...
yay! no sch tomolo n on fri... cos i dun hav any papers on these 2 days... but hav to continue with my prelims art =( sad
today stay back for art... geez... kena caught back to continue doin my Os art... wakao... i do until pekcek... mus persevere... grrr! tomolo mus pass up... maybe i do the whole nite then tomolo mornin ask dad to fetch me to sch in the mornin to pass up... i dun wanna go back in the afternoon... so hot... lol! early go then can early be back hm =D
shuzhen's birthday comin... & yes! johor bahru her we come... lol! but i'm so broke... no money... so pathetic...
i need to get organise... & first... i hav to clean up my rm!... then do up a time table... lol... tat will take forever...
"A true friend is someone who knows you're a good egg even if you're a little cracked." isn't this phrase meaningful?
i hav a feelin jay's new album's not tat nice... lol
yay! tomolo darling goin to accompany me =D he's gonna disturb me again... no peace lol!
i hav sth for all to c... my trademark wahahaha~ ^-^ cool rite?!?!
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Tuesday, September 12, 2006
wakao! ytd singnet cock up... lousy lol!
today ok le... thank god...
took maths paper 1 & geo prelims paper... maths is confirm & definitely fail... lol... i'm stupid enough to cancel my ans when it's correct... obviously cos i tot it's wrong... wtf! someone jus hit me! geo ah... jus hope i pass lo... i really wanna pass combine humanities... haiz...
today took bio paper... actually the whole paper was ez... except tat the only prob is tat we din study... how bout say I din study... lol... still dare to laugh... haiz... if i could be a little bit more hardworkin... not little bit... is many more haha... the Os is nearing... xams xams xams... i wan to get 15pts 15pts 15pts... lol! y doesn't miracles happen to me... cos i'm still not kind enough... much do more gd deeds... cos miracles only happens to those to r gd & kindhearted... God, i'm gd & kindhearted, y dun u help me?!?! =D
tomolo mus show sam how r we proceedin in prelims art... lol! i was plannin to start this thurs de!!! geez... mus sacrifice slp today again... haiz haiz haiz... i hav to pass phy... jus hope i know how to do the ques tomolo...
tomolo's maths paper2 & phy paper... jus pray i rmb to bring calculator, maths set... =)
i hav a surprise for rol gan tomolo =D but i dunno if i did the rite thing not... dunno y i wanna help him haiz...
went to darling's hse to study jus now... i did study ok... dun underestimate me bleahz... only tat he always disturb me LOL =p oreo's nice... haha cos i always steal his hse's oreos to eat wahahaha! i jus luv his hse downstair's ice blended bubble tea... it's so yummy yummy~
pasar malam close le =( no more kachang puteh... sad!

Sunday, September 10, 2006
haiz... i din buy the NIKE bag... darling say toooo big for me =( but i like it... next time then i buy myself... dun care
went to bugis to buy bag de... but in the end... nv buy... haiz... so not happy... sad
watched 'Little Man' lol! funny comedy show... some parts bit touching...
darling's phone spoil le... suppose to buy phone today... but he spent his money on 2 t shirts & converse shoes... lol! then when wanna buy phone... already no money haha... aiya i wan the NIKE bag!!! grrr... bleahz... dun care, mus buy...
sian la!
watched the rest of 'My Lovely Samsoon' drama le... frm youtube... it's really nice... some parts very funny... haha! keep on gigglin to myself in front of the pc screen lol! but it's funny~
i need money to buy lots of stuff! who's willin to sponsor me! who? ahhh~

Saturday, September 09, 2006
darling went to slp le ='( nv wait for me to call him... waaa~
went out with my mum today... lol cos her fren cancelled their outin... went to orchard first... cos she wanna go look in Esprit... lol! she bot a new bag there for $29.90... saw some t-shirts, was nice, but so x... walao! $39.90... geez... dunno wat makes it so x also... then went to chinatown... bot currypuffs n walked to OG... woohoo! i also bot a bag, Guess for $39.90... offer bag... lol! i wanna buy NIKE bag!!! tomolo tomolo tomolo~ yes i'm being kindof defiant... altho mum told me strictly not to buy but... lol~ dun care =p
now then i know... PPL! when u go to KFC, & u luv to eat breast meat... no! dun take breast meat... take the thigh meat! it's much more tender =D
i hav Burger King coupon... yay! can eat turkey bacon burger liao =)
darling... u should watch my lovely samsoon... next time we watch together k? lol! cos u can learn sth valuable in the almost ending part haha... wake up la! i wanna talk to u, u dumdum! slp slp slp... only know how to slp... pig ah!

Friday, September 08, 2006
i'm sick again! damn aircon
the ballrm is freakin cold... make me sneeze the whole evening now got headache... haiz... tomolo dunno will hav fever not... not workin tomolo... work shift been cancelled... haiz sian... but darling got work... tomolo noone at hm... so noone gonna accompany me at hm... ahhh~ another borin day... maybe go library borrow bk & buy kachang puteh to eat =D
i feel like eatin oreo cheesecake...
no money no money no money liao~
hav to starve in sch again in order to save more money... haiz haiz haiz...
today kena scold 'dun act clever next time'... it's not totally my fault k... i din wanna serve... i came back after i go one round of toppin up of beverage n the food already served by auntie... geez... cos i dunno who is vegetarian... so i jus leave it till the guys come back first... then i tot the food is vegetarian food then auntie go serve... how i know... i din ask her to serve yet mah... i say wait for the guys to come back first... then foowen blame me... say i act clever,...ok watever... it's over & the prob din get to the ears of khor's... so nvm...
i'm lonely tomolo... haiz... maybe go wander around alone tomolo =D hehe~

everyone says this hazel gerl is very pretty... haven get to see her yet... dunno if she's really tat pretty not... even darling also say she pretty... hmph... ok... let's c ok... so pretty till all the guys in ritz carlton r so mesmerized by her... geez... she's only a gerl wat... so wat... lol pretty then pretty la... desperate ji ko peiS... only know how to go around getting all the chio buS number... bleahz

Thursday, September 07, 2006
yay! i'd accomplished my goal for today! sushi buffet~
luv the cream puffs! yum~
next stop... Sakura! yeah~
saw hongwei while waitin for darling at the station
went to sch for bio remedial... then for art... argh... it's definitely killin me... for sure
went to meet darling at somerset... then after sushi was movie... 'FrostBite' not nice... i dun find the movie nice at all... it's kindof gory & tat's all... i wanna watch 'Akeelah & the Bee' lol~
now watchin 'Herbie Fully Loaded'... the vcd i mean... =D
quarrelled with darling jus now for awhile... lol~ i argued back this time... n he finds it funny... oh gosh... he acts like a maniac... lol!!! S.M. =p
i wanna buy the NIKE bag on sun... awww~ hope my dad willin to sponsor me some on tat day
tomolo's workin day... money money money
darling tell lies... liar! u dun luv me... bleahz...

Wednesday, September 06, 2006
feel kindof surprised by wat darling said O.o
so bored at hm today... sian man... nth to do... so watched vcd... then went for tuition... waaa! not enough money to buy kachang puteh after helped bro buy steamed cake... =( no kachang puteh today... sad...
how come he knows my hse num... i'm still puzzled & wonderin who the hell betrayed me... lol! same old nag... hav to hand in my art tomolo... this time for real... tat's wat he said... okok... i also dun feel like doin it anymore... it's jus... killin me... yes... art's killin me for heaven's sake...
watched 'Nanny McPhee' jus now with bro... the vcd i mean... lol~ quite inspiring... altho i dunno wat's inspiring in the story but it's nice... there's this saying frm Nanny McPhee... 'if u need me but u dun want me, i'll nv leave... but if u want me yet u dun need me anymore, i'll hav to leave' sounds profound, don't u think? =D
my goal for tomolo... eat sushi buffet!!!
haiz... darling workin OT today again... sian... him n his wierd behaviour recently sometimes... hmmm... he din do anythin wrong, did he... hope not...

Tuesday, September 05, 2006
Oct: Loves to chat. Loves those who love them. Loves to takes things at the center. Inner and physical beauty. Doesn't pretend. Gets angry often.A meaningful love life partner. Makes right choices.Treats friends importantly. Brave and fearless.Always making friends. Does not harm others.It is all about love and fairness. Easily hurt but recovers easily. Daydreamer. Opinionated. Does not care to control emotions.Knows what to do to have fun. Unpredictable.Someone to have close to you.Extremely smart, but definitely the hottest and sexiest of them all.
kindof true... hey rol gan, we'r the same woohoo! but we'r not hot & sexy haha! i'm smart... hmm i din realise tat before... cool! i'm smart =D copyright frm zan =X
Jan: Loves to chat. Loves those who love them. Loves to takes things at the center. Inner and physical beauty. doesn't pretend. Gets angry often. Treats friends importantly. Brave and fearless. Always making friends. Easily hurt but recovers easily. Daydreamer. Opinionated. Does not care to control emotions. Unpredictable. Extremely smart, but definitely the hottest AND sexiest of them MFE.
Feb: Abstract thoughts. Loves reality and abstract.Intelligent and clever. Changing personality.Attractive. sexiest out of everyone.A real speed demon.Has more than one best friend.Temperamental. Quiet, shy and humble. Honestand loyal. Determined to reach goals. Lovesfreedom. Rebellious when restricted. Lovesaggressiveness. Too sensitive and easily hurt.Gets angry really easily but does not show it.Dislikes unnecessary things. Loves making friendsbut rarely shows it. Daring and stubborn.Ambitious. Realizing dreams and hopes. Sharp.Loves entertainment and leisure. Romantic on theinside not outside. Superstitious and ludicrous.Spendthrift. Tries to learn to show emotions.
March: Drop dead gorgeous!!!Attractive personality.Very! sexy. Affectionate & Secretive. Naturally honest, generous and sympathetic.Chatterbox! Loves to talk alot! Loves to get their way! . Unbelievable kisser! Easily angered. Very stubborn in the most way possible! Loves to get noticed! Willing to take risks for others. Makes good choices. Has a great fashion sense! Maybe a little too popular with others * wink wink*. Outgoing and crazy at times! Intelligent. Can sometimes be a heartbreaker! Can love as much as possible! Hates insults. Loves compliments! Just one of the clumsiest people you will ever meet. A very big flirt! Trustworthy. Appreciative and returns kindness. The best in bed out of all these months!! Hardly shows emotions. Tends to bottle upfeelings. Observant and assesses others.
April: Suave and compromising. Funny and humorous.Stubborn. Very talkative. Calm and cool. Kind andsympathetic. Concerned and detailed. Loyal. Doeswork well with others. Very confident. Sensitive.Positive Attitude. Thinking generous. Goodmemory. Clever and knowledgeable. Loves to lookfor information. Able to cheer everyone up and/ormake them laugh. Able to motivate oneself andothers. Understanding. Fun to be around.Outgoing. Hyper. Bubbly personality. Secretive.Boy/girl crazy. Loves sports, music, leisure andtravelling. Systematic. hot but has brains.
May: Stubborn and hard-hearted. Strong-willed andhighly motivated. Sharp thoughts. Easily angered.Attracts others and loves attention. Deep feelings.Beautiful physically and mentally. Firm Standpoint.Needs no motivation. Shy towards opposite sex.Easily consoled. Systematic (left brain). Loves todream. Strong clairvoyance. Understanding.Sickness usually in the ear and neck. Goodimagination. Good physical. Weak breathing. Lovesliterature and the arts. Loves travelling. Dislikebeing at home. Restless. having many children.Hardworking. High spirited.
June: Fun to be with. Loves to try new things. Boy/girls LOVE you.You are very hott. Secretive. Difficult to fathom and tobe understood. Quiet unless excited or tensed.Takes pride in oneself. Has reputation. Easilyconsoled. Honest. Concerned about people'sfeelings. Tactful. Friendly. Approachable.Emotional temperamental and unpredictable.Moody and easily hurt. Witty and sparkly.spazzy at times.Not revengeful. Forgiving but never forgets.dislikes nonsensical and unnecessary things.Guides others physically and mentally. Sensitiveand forms impressions carefully. Caring andloving. Treats others equally. Strong sense ofsympathy. Wary and sharp. Judges peoplethrough observations. Hardworking. No difficultiesin studying. Loves to be alone. Always broodsabout the past and the old friends. Waits forfriends. Never looks for friends. Not aggressiveunless provoked. Loves to be loved. Easily hurtbut takes long to recover.
July: You've got the best personality and are anabsolute pleasure to be around. You love to makenew friends and be outgoing. You are a great flirtand more than likely have an a very attractivepartner. a wicked hottie. It is also more than likelythat you have a massive record collection. Youhave a great choice in films, and may one daybecome a famous actor/actress yourself - heck,you've got the looks for it!!!
Aug: Outgoing personality, takes risks, feeds on attention, no self control, kind hearted, selfconfident, loud and boisterous. VERY revengeful.easy to get along with and talk to. Has an "everything's peachy" attitude. likes talking and singing.loves music, daydreamer, and easily distracted. Hatesnot being trusted. BIG imagination. loves to beloved. hates studying. in need of "that someone".longs for freedom. rebellious when withheld orrestricted. lives by "no pain no gain" caring.always a suspect. playful. mysterious. "charming"or "beautiful" to everyone. stubborn. curious.independent. strong willed. a fighter.
Sep: Active and dynamic. Decisive and haste but tendsto regret. Attractive and affectionate to oneself.Strong mentality. Loves attention. Diplomatic.Consoling, friendly and solves people's problems.Brave and fearless. Adventurous. Loving andcaring. Suave and generous. Usually you havemany friends. Enjoys to make love. Emotional.Stubborn. Hasty. Good memory. Moving, motivatesoneself and others. Loves to travel and explore.Sometimes sexy in a way that only their lover can understand.
Nov:Trustworthy and loyal. Very passionate and dangerous. Wild at times. Knows how to have fun. Sexy and mysterious. Everyone is drawn towards your inner and outer beauty and independent personality. Playful, but secretive. Very emotional and temperamental sometimes. Meets new people easily and very social in a group. Fearless and independent. Can hold their own. Stands out in a crowd. Essentially very smart. Usually, the greatest men are born in this month. If you ever begin a relationship with someone from this month, hold on to them because their one of a kind.
Dec: This straight-up means ur the most good-lookingLoyal and generous. Patriotic. Competitive in everything. Active in games and interactions.Impatient and hasty. Ambitious. Influential inorganizations. Fun to be with. Easy to talk to,though hard to understand. Thinks far with vision,yet complicated to know. Easily influenced bykindness. Polite and soft-spoken. Having lots ofideas. Sensitive. Active mind. Hesitating, tends todelay. Choosy and always wants the best.Temperamental. Funny and humorous. Loves tojoke. Good debating skills.(someone who they'll never have) Has that someone always on his/her mind. Talkative. Daydreamer.Friendly. Knows how to make friends

no surprise today lol~
went to sch for physics practical... hate to do phy graphs... geez so complicated... after went to hav breakfast at mac with zan & jos... lol! so full... then when was bout to go hm... met carol gan... so went along to go study... since i brought my geo book =D i hav psychic power lol! foretell the future...
studied in burger king with carol, zan, xiaofen & koonloong... studied little bit only then headache... lol! mus b cos i still sick... i still feel feverish sometimes... yes! i believe i'm still sick! =) aiya lantern festival still so long... next mth sia... they so fast then bring out all the mooncakes to sell le... goin to buy mooncakes & play with lanterns on tat day...
no tuition today~ lol! but tomolo hav... waaa~ i dun like maths... destroy my brain cells only... i wanna buy loads of clothes when i hav money weet~ money money money...
asked my bro to buy kachang puteh ltr... =D yay~ there's kachang puteh ltr... kachang puteh = chickpea
felt bad when we left out zan jus now... aiya! i dunno y i can b so mean sometimes... geez! honestly i really feel bad la... no joke... i also hav heart de ok... next time treat her beta la... sry zan... i will treat u beta next time =D
ah~ wildwildwet's cancelled... geez! nvm... wait till after 'O's play till siao also can! also can earn money money money!!!
my lovely samsoon de soundtracks very nice... 'She is' & 'Be my Love' ^-^ the soft toy pig quite cute also... u can get it when u buy the vcd =)

Monday, September 04, 2006
i'm sry darling... dun angry with me la =(
went out with my mum today.. wanted to ask bout my blue ic changin into pink ic... but i mus b 21 yrs n above then can apply myself... then went to eat laksa... my mum wanted to look around for bags... i saw new nike bags... nice but big... but nvm... still can buy lol! wanting nike bag for so long le... next time ask darling wanna buy same bag with me not... there's lots of things i wanna buy when i hav no money... haiz! saw this GUESS bag but so x... $129.90... with 10% discount also need $119.90... aiya... sian
quarrelled with my mum today... after tat she ask me to go out... then i broke my promise of goin out with darling... now darling angry... haiz... i deserve it =( hope darling can cool down & call me to chat now... darling ah~ wat u doin now ah... tomolo i giv u surprise... muackz
i love to eat kachang puteh!

Sunday, September 03, 2006
i hav a new blogskin! thanks to joslyn =)
quarrelled with darling today... almost whole day cold war... but in the end he giv in to me... but it's actually my fault... feel so bad... but i said sry... somemore he sick... dun wish to make him angry de... sry darling... i always make empty promises... haiz
dun think i'm gonin to pass up my art tomolo... lol! obviously cos i haven finish... =p
ytd was the worst workin day.. omg... i dunno y i was so unlucky ytd... keep on knockin into ppl... then got this ger... omg... she's the rude-st ger i'v currently met in ritz carlton... she's like so arrogant... so wat if u worked here longer than many of us... it's not like u gonna stay her forever... u jus came back frm a long 'vacation' mind u! so dun think i owe u money & u own this place... u'r startin to b like a sore to my eyes... so let me start with the incident... i accidentally knocked into her a few times... which is... accidentally... i din mean to knock into her... comeon... her tables & my tables r cramped together... & i din know she's behind me... geez! then i turned kncokin into her... she held my arm & kindof like wanting to push me aside... & i almost lost my balance so i stepped her foot... she gav me this 'fuked up' face & annoyed noise... how rude! i wasn't on purpose! then the last few times i knocked into her, she gav me tat black face... u think u tall i scared isit... it's not as if i din say sry... hope u hav a hard time workin in ritz carlton, bleahz
i wanna eat sushi!
sry for being so selfish today darling... i should show more care to u... not care bout myself only =( hope u get beta tomolo when u wake up muackz

i've got u, & i know u will nv let go-i love you

Saturday, September 02, 2006
yes, i'm still sick...
yay! ate buddy meal with my bro ytd... i'm happy cos i finally used the coupon lol~ then rented vcds frm MJ... lol it's mus worth & cheaper than video ezy... geez... video ezy rent 3 vcds for $9.90, 7 days... MJ 5vcds for $10, 7 days... of cos MJ cheaper rite... lol! altho MJ has much lesser movies la... but nvm... it's cheaper =D
there's work today =) money money money... haha
there's nth much to do durin this holidays, but only study =( i jus dislike xams...
lookin forward to wildwildwet... but dunno if they willin to go on sat not lei... haiz... if postphone, i'll be blamed & cursed, n i'll feel remorse... lol~ so hope it's a yes for sat =)

i've got u, & i know u will nv let go-i love you

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