my Life

Thursday, February 26, 2009

Oh ya! I almost forgot =)
It's our 2nd mth together baby!
Actually it was on the 25th.
Muackz~ I promise i'll start loving you.

Met up with bee just now!
Spent the whole day "studying".
Did something for him.
Ta-Daa~

Used up an hour to do this okay?!
Very proud of my masterpiece indeed ^^
That metal ring really gave me a hard time -.- But still, at least i'm capable in creating something with my own bare hands. WAHAHAHAHA!
Nice right? *smirk
Oh... that spikey thing is the cacti, bee bought for me the other time from IKEA <3
Still surviving well *wink

Bee came over today.

While waiting for me to have my dinner, got the chance to clique with papa.

Scheming hor~ Want to win the father's trust first! Orh hor! Think i don't know... Haha!

Don't know what they're talking bout.

Something bout fishing. Yes! Fishing! My love rival -.-"

The rest was in Hokkien/Teochew, i know nuts bout that dialects. *shrug

*Smile =D At least it looks like papa enjoyed talking to him, well, it seems like it to me.

After dinner, went to Mac to study, while bee did his own things.

God. Cannot take it. Too many distractions, how to study.

Lol. I rather hide in my messy room to do so.

Too much noise!

Girl multi-tasking (Sing-out-Loud session while marking work) & a couple talking and laughing like nobody's business, in their own world.

So i ended up staring at his laptop and had the urge to play Spot-the-Difference.

Lol. Played till my eyes were blurry and back aching.

Played damn long.Went off only until there's no more life.

Walked home in search of playgrounds with swings.

But nowhere in sight.

Geez~ How can a playground have no swings and see-saws =/

That's the 2 most important things when you're in your childhood days of growing up.

Sheesh!

Anyway, although it's just a couple of hours together, well, that's enough =)

Labels: - It's you whom i want to love =)

Wednesday, February 25, 2009

I'm self declaring... SCHOOL'S OUT!
Hahaha! Every project's done except CDP.
Go to school also just revision.
Debarment list's out too.
Can sleep in late and study at home =)
But still, have to go to school for some days.
Freaking sian >=/

I need a break.

Labels: - Stop poking your nose in here. B*tch

Monday, February 23, 2009

Went fishing at Seletar Reservoir yesterday with Aazon, bee and friends =)
A really refreshing experience.
Never before did i tried holding a fishing pole and casting it into the water.
Unless you count fishing through video games and casting the pole with the game controller as an experience.
Haha! I just assured bee i won't have that luck to catch anything.
But it's fun casting. Then the big catch came.
Omg! It's damn fun! But it got away with bee's lure. Haha! The line broke when the catch swam under the bridge and cut the line.
Not disappointed but just felt happy!
Thanks bee! =D
He's still feeling disappointed bout it. And still talking bout it to everyone. Silly boy la. Haha!
Muackz~

Labels: - A BIG Catch.

Friday, February 20, 2009

Rushed to school like mad early in the morning.
Practically ran all the way from the interchange to school.
And teacher's late -.-
I thought i was late for class for 30min.
But she's later than me.
Basically just attended 1 and a half hours of lesson.
No P.E. No PR. No CDP.
The day just ended really early.
With no money and nothing much i can do.
I just headed home straight.
Reached home by 11am and just lazed around the house watching TV.

Recieved NP's letter.
Expected la. Lol.
Don't have to guess also.

Life's not always a happy story.

Labels: - Yes. You're in my hate list No.1 BIATCH.

Wednesday, February 18, 2009

Watched BenjaminButton yesternight with the same gang =)
It's a nice movie definitely.
3hours of screening was worth it.

Had BarChorMee for supper.
Then home sweet home.

I admit i will fall asleep in any transport.
Be it car, lorry, van, bus, train or plane. Even on a motorbike -.-
That's how extreme.
But only on Josh's SwiftSwift. I always tend to just drop dead. Totally knock out.
Lol too comfortable wu bo.

If i could do wonders, I hope i can...

just have money without worrying a day without it.
i can help others to every max of my limit.
i can be really happy-go-lucky and not worry about a thing.
i just wish i could get anything i ever wanted.
One last wish... alot more wishes to be granted.

One more month - one day.

Labels: - If you're mine...

Tuesday, February 17, 2009

Haiz felt so fucked up yesterday.
Before you have all the assumption made up in your minds... it's because of school assignments.
I don't know how to react, seriously.
What do you expect me to say.

That's life. I know.

Anyway, i'll start this entry from Friday.
Went straight to NP after school with bell.
To hand in our appeal, which i think, there's not much hope.
Then rushed to Fen's place to bake an Oreo Cheesecake for Valentine's Day with Baobei ^^
After a few delays and blunders, we managed to finish it by 11pm but baobei had to end up cabbing home due to my stupid suggestion. It's okay if it's stupid, but it's the wrong suggestion somemore. Wthell.

I thought it wouldn't turn out good. But the matter of fact is... It's nice =) *proud

Then moving on to Saturday, which is Valentine's Day!
Okay i must admit. It cannot be counted as a special occasion.
Like bell said, it's the attacks of the clones. (Figure that out yourself)
To me, every single day can be Vday =)
And so, i must be thankful because bee did make me happy everyday and giving me all the love he can shower me with ^^
Hugz~

Then here comes Sunday.
Stayed home in the day time, doing particularly nothing more than just switching the TV and com On and Off.
Did abit of housechores and then head to bell's place for dinner.
Finally we got to watch LoveMatters in the night at AMK Hub.
The movie was funny but not everything nice.
The whole storyline just didn't seem to match the title.
But again, suddenly i think it did. If you let your brain cells work abit.
A munch here and there in Mac after that.
Then home sweet home.

Didn't go to bed immediately eventhough i was dead tired.
Haven't done anything to my PJMS presentation.
Okay partially it's my fault i chose to drag it till last minute.
Faced the screen blankly for 30minutes and still not coming up with anything.
Silly-ly broke down and went to sleep after, not doing anything.

Then comes yesterday, Monday.
The day which my presentation fell on.
Woke up early in the morning and did everything.
I must count myself lucky that i always have last minute inspriations.
Bell did help abit. With the checking of my powerpoint and animations.
Thanks babe. Greatly appreciated.
Then rushed to school, ready to present.
But... God... something happened.
Okay i'm just going to stop here.

Movie tonight again =)
The Curious Case of Benjamin Button.

Wahahaha~ We're just toooo free.

God gave you to me to give me hope. (Or isit the other way around?? Haha)

Love people and use things.
Not love things and use people.

Many people walk in and out of your life.
Only true friends leave footprints behind.

Labels: - To handle yourself, use your head. To handle others, use your heart.

Friday, February 13, 2009

Haiz. I guess it's impossible to get the best of both worlds =(

I just want things to work out the way i wanted them to be.

Labels: - Note: to you, Please understand.

Thursday, February 12, 2009

It's just random. But i still want to say this... Shut the FUCK UP and STOP COMPLAINING, BIATCH!

Okay i've let it out. Feel much better =)

So let's start with what happened yesterday.
Went home after school to get prepared to meet Bell to hand in our appeal letter to NP.
However, something cropped up and didn't manage to hand them in.
So went ahead to meet Baobei at Bedok to buy baking equipments and decided to buy the ingredients on Friday itself.
We're gonna be so broke again. To think we're both jobless.
Ate dinner with her parents. Then laughed, joked and teased each other while buying.
I cannot imagine my life without these people around. My world would be in darkness la, i guess ^^
I don't have to mention the whole list and i think you guys know who you are. ILOVEyou peeps.

After so much of disagreements and finally agreeing on the equipments, we went seperate ways.
Me went over to Serangoon to meet Bell and her, going home.

The moment i stepped in to the restaurant.
I felt this pinch. Felt a tinge of sadness and the feeling of tears welling in my eyes.
It's the many memories there, with people walking in and out of the place. Be it the staff or customers.
Seeing it in a torn down state, made me think back of that very day i left my old house for a new home. It's like the emptiness of the house was threatening to destroy all the memories created there ever since i was a very playful child.
Feelings do fonder eventhough the percentage of me disliking the place (the restaurant) is higher than the percentage i like the place.

But anyway~ they were halfway done clearing up. And they decided to do the rest today. So Josh sent Snow and Joan home. While Bell and i went to AMK to have teochew porridge for supper.
The supper cost a bomb can. Lol! I was damn shocked when the lady named out the total.
Haha i thought i heard wrongly. But supper was nice so i don't mind. Must also see who the company is right. Hee~ *blush

Then it's home sweet home.

I don't know why i always land myself in these kind of situations.
Haiz. But i'll be happier if i could do something to make things turn around for the better.
I'm thinking... Maybe i'm that guardian angel God had sent down to protect the ones who needed love and help =D

I know i damn rubbish haha

Labels: - Help yourself before you can help others.

Wednesday, February 11, 2009

Did i mention that i'm out of debarment??
YES! I'm out of the debarment list!

Sunday was the last day of my contribution to the restaurant.
Kindof miss that place. As much as i wanted to leave so much, there's still so many memories there.
I'll definitely miss Snow, Joan & Josh. Aww~ We must meet up eventhough there's no fixed place for us to see each other anymore.

Then came Monday, school.
After school, we went over to Wanni's place for visiting.
Lol. It's already the last day of CNY. Bee's right, we did make full use of that last day =D
Played mahjong and me and bell's the big winner! We won 70cents each.
Of course i'm proud okay?!?!
Wanni's mum helped me along actually, and i learnt more from playing. Needs the brain and alot of thinking.
No wonder it helps in preventing senile o.O

School's out on Tuesday!
Teacher's meeting day, so there's no lessons at all.
Helped my mum in housechores. Then dragged all the way till 4plus.
Was supposed to go over to bee's place. But ended up not going, 'cause by the time i'm done with the haircut, it's already 6pm.
I feel so bad la. 2 days in a row, i think i disappoint bee. But i thought i estimated the timings, but you'll always get the unexpected.
I just have to brush up on my time management and organise it well.
After we met up, bell, bee and me went to IKEA.
It always brightens me up when i go to such places. IKEA, museums, galleries, supermarkets, etc.

We were supposed to have a last gathering at the restaurant yesterday night la.
But ended up cancelling it 'cause both bosses came down.
Aiya we should have that coming, expected.
Went all the way there after IKEA and went home with nothing done except farewells.
Both of them damn bu zi dong. What freaking day isit already? Our pay cheques had been stalled for more than a week already. Fuckers.
See us still can chio chio. And we thought it would be kindof rude if we asked like this, when everyone's there and it wouldn't be nice, letting them think we went down just for the cheques.

Talked to bee on the way home.
I'm glad we talked =)
It's just nice la.
Bee gave me a surprise!
He went to buy the cactus from IKEA that i said was cute!
So sneaky. Haha! I guessed he lied to us bout going to the toilet but went ahead to buy the cactus.
Muackz! I like it so much ^^
Thanks baby <3
I'll shower it with love and care, and make sure it will last long in my hands. Haha!

Labels: - It's the love from you that makes me smile =)

Sunday, February 08, 2009

I haven't actually slept.
My mind is tired but i just couldn't sleep.
There's still work later. Full shift somemore.
I'm so dead.

Worked the whole day and night yesterday.
Set up in the noon and dinner at night.
Damn paisei.
Only one VIP table. So i have to walk alone when it's the first dish walk in presentation.
Hell yeah i'm nervous.
My mind totally blank and my pace started to go slow and fast, slow and fast.
Fucked up right? I know, by imagination, i look retarded -.-

I'm kind of jobless now.
I won't be working in the restaurant after Tuesday.
Recession. What to do? Lol.
Then i can only depend on CHIJMES. But the number of events are becoming lesser.
Next week the only working day is Saturday, which falls on Valentine's Day.
How to work?!?! You tell me. If i choose work before baby. He's so gonna kill me la.
Cursing me under his breath. Haha.

I urgently need another job.
Lowest expected pay, actually $7, but mian qiang abit, $6.50.
Lol. Yo peeps. I hate sales. But i don't mind trying it out la. Please get it me if you have any job to intro me?
Pity me abit la =D
Help me keep a look out eh?
Thanks so much!

Labels: - I'm so tired.

Saturday, February 07, 2009

I finally learnt how to play mahjong!
Of course it's just the basic.
Yay! I don't have to reject people's invitations and i can say NO to senile!
Haha!

Went to Vic's place yesterday after school.
I was forced to learn mahjong before Sam and Bell came.
Wanni and Vic taught me how to play.
But surprisingly, a noob like me learn very fast!
*shrug... Too smart already =p

Left at 4plus.
Went to Cine to get Baobei's present.
Then head off to her place to pass them to her.
A necklace and a box of cookie nibblers with initials =)
I'm so glad she's happy.
I don't mind the cost of the gift as long as the person's happy.
Especially people i care and love.
After passing the gifts, i rushed off to work.

Work was fine. I felt really happy yesterday.
Just in high spirits.
Greeted everyone Happy New Year. Even the chefs.
Then Chef Wong praised me in cantonese. I'm so happy la!
It's like my grandpa telling me to be good in the past.
Didn't work OT. Headed to baby's place for steamboat.
Had it with his 2 friends. Every friend of his i met was so nice ^^
But i'm just too shy when meeting new faces.
I'll be a much out-going person the next time. Promise! Behave like who i am. Muackz~

I was so damn tired. Couldn't help but closed my eyes and fell asleep while bee sent me home.
ILOVEYOU bibi!

Labels: - The certified stamp. You're the one.

Friday, February 06, 2009

Pet Society is soooo cute!
Haha! Okay. It's my next obsessed online game =)

Attended Adam Khoo's workshop yesterday.
Lasted 4hrs. It's a workshop talking bout how to handle relationship and some personal emotions.
Laughed through the whole session. Everything just made sense although the facilitator put it in a more entertaining way.
This is how adults should communicate with us! LOL.
Maybe we would be less rebellious *shrug

I'm so tired.
Knocked out at 11plus last night.
Felt tired but didn't want to sleep until i couldn't take it.
Climbed to bed right after mama came back from work.

Going over to Vic's house later.
Then pick up things from Cine then head off to work.
Don't feel like working, but no choice.
Boyfriend no money. Have to feed him also =X
Shhh~
Hahaha! Not true la!

Labels: - IQ gets you a job. But EQ gets you promoted.

Thursday, February 05, 2009

Stuck in school early the morning again!
At least this time's better, lesson starts at 10am.

Slept at 6am this morning. Freaking tired can.
I feel so light now, i think i'm going to faint.
Swayed my way from the train to school.

Going to stay till 530pm today for some Adam Khoo's talk -.-
Eh it's out of my sign out range already lo...
Got OT points to redeem anot??
Lol.

Now WeiLun and me are like the buddies for signing in hours.
We both will come late then end up in the hub together, playing com.

Lol i just created a pet in PetSociety.
My pet look so ugly! Okay. Like owner like pet.
The games in Facebook quite fun lei.
But too bad, cannot play here.

Going to save alot of money to go overseas!

Just like Josh said, "Anything that can be solved with money, is never considered a problem."
It makes total sense.

Okay i'm hungry.
Should i go grab a small bite?
Geez... i think i should.
Ciaoz~

Labels: - Without your bestfriend, you'll feel lonely no matter what.

2 projects down and 1 more to go.

Just got back from town.
Went out with Baobei.
Was supposed to be celebrating her birthday, but it seems more like just a normal outing =/
Felt abit bad la.
Like so not organised, and no plans made.
But relatively, she's happy. And that's what matters most =)

Watched BrideWars.
I think girlfriends should watch it together.
It wouldn't feel the same watching with guys and boyfriends.
Guys would never understand. Haha.
It's a nice movie! Love it~
Then had dinner at Kobayashi after that.
Walked around awhile then talked and did alot of catching up.
I really like to catching up with friends.
The feeling's just very nice ^^

Broke down in town before meeting babe.
Fuck the school la. Argh!
Okay... maybe not the school. But SOMEONE.
Rawr~
I'm really really glad that both bee and bell are always there for me.
Hugz!

Went to bee's house with Bell for dinner yesterday.
Ended up spending the night doing and rushing projects.
Then took cab home 'cause baby had to go over to his friend's place.
Aww~ there goes my $28. Sobz.

Labels: - For us, for the better.

Tuesday, February 03, 2009

Rotting in school at the moment.
Wthell la. Can you believe it?!
Lesson starts at 1pm and i'm already in school since 8am.
Fuck! Argh!
I hate myself la. To trust me in landing myself in this same situation, over and over again!
Yes! Laugh all you want. I'm in the debarment list, AGAIN!
But this time, i'm definitely not the worst.
I'm considered good enough already.
Although getting myself into trouble again don't sound pleasant, I did try to make an effort.
For this, i swear.

Redeeming karma points, by showing sincerity that i want to take this last exam badly.
Geez... why can't they be alittle bit more lenient and let us off this last term.
They would be happier, seeing us fail and facing us for another year isit??
I really want to get out of this hell immediately, once and for all.
I think i would rather kill myself if i would have to stay here for another year. Don't even bother telling me that actually it's just retaining for another 6mths.
I couldn't stand another 1month here in ITE.

Actually i think my biggest mistake is to fail maths. My biggest regret is not being able to go up to Poly.

I don't regret meeting great friends though.
A friend who had been facing me for 2 years almost everyday.
Gone through many thick and thins.
I would never let go of this friendship =)
Because other than aaron, my loved ones and my other wonderful good/best friends.
You left a rather unforgettable image in my life.
I know you always call me UGLY. But i know you still love me =D
WAHAHAHAHAHA~

P.S. I know you'll be very touched seeing this.
Eh! Not kidding okay?! Meant every word.
Appreciate every single moment of your company.
And you're lucky aaron doesn't read blogs. HAHA! If not, BEWARE everytime you cross the road!

Labels: - If friendships can last lifetime.

Monday, February 02, 2009

Just came back from bee's place.
I don't know why i have such a cute boyfriend & his brothers are both equally good-looking!
OMG~ I didn't just said that. Haha! Shhh~ Only you and me know ok??

Worked in the morning all the way till the evening.
A baby shower 'high-tea' buffet.
It's more than what was supposed to be served in high-tea lo -.-
Buffet functions are always a bore.
I spent half the time, sitting in one corner and talked cock with Bell & Josh.
The baby boy's super adorable!
Beautiful baby. I like~ ^^

Left the restaurant and headed to bee's place at 7pm.
Went there to have dinner and 'shun bian' bainian.
Waited for baby's friends to come over, played iphone games with Aazon.
Then watched some TV.
His friends can join my clan lo. Lol. The FPA clan (Failed Punctuality Attempt).
They from 8pm, drag till 11plus then come can...
Lucky i'm not feeling hungry. If not i think i'd have been starved to death.
Then bee sent me home after dinner.
Felt so paisei. Everytime baby has to send me all the way back to woodlands then all the way back to the other end of Singapore, PasirRis.
Very tiring for him. Hugz~

It's okay if our long friendship ends here.
Because i'm glad you're happy now.
See? I told you. With me or without me in your life, wouldn't make a very big difference.

Labels: - I'll now put all my attention to you and only you ♥

Sunday, February 01, 2009

Just came home from all those visitings!
Lady Luck's definitely with me this year =)
I'm going to cherish this luck and not abuse it. Lol.

Played blackjack and won quite abit ^^
Played InBetween and Poker, won once each.

Slept quite late yesterday.
Reached home at 2am. Waited for Bala to leave and Josh sent me and Snow home.

Woke up at 1030am this morning.
Prepared and went over to Ryan's place first.
Then left and went over to Mr Wong's place (my pri school teacher) with a whole lot of my primary classmates.
Everyone looked rather the same. A few looked really different.
Felt abit unfamiliar when i met them. Maybe it's because of the 5 to 8 years of seperation and sudden alumni gathering.
But still, i'm glad to see most of them making the effort to put aside some time to gather together =)
We should really do this often. Gatherings! Be it primary school or secondary school or future schoolmates.
It would really be fun looking at how much our friends have changed as time flies.

Anyway, after Mr Wong's place, bee came over to pick me up and drove me to my place.
Met up with Carol and the peeps. Stayed awhile. Then left for KoonLoong's house.
Played blackjack. Won $18. *Happy~
Waited till Rachel & Suhaimi's arrival, and we left for Carol's place.
Lol. Her place's forever like chalet.
Ate dinner and played blackjack again. Thought i wasn't that lucky at her house.
But my winning streak came soon after. Wahahahaha!
=X cannot be too haolian. Ooops. Later Lady Luck run away.

Left around 10plus and headed towards the restaurant.

Actually i really cannot find a reason why i have to go down.
Lol. But i guess the main reason is wanting to keep my good friend company.
Wa sei! I can't believe i just said that.
To Bell: "Happy anot?!?! Feel honoured?? Touched??" Hahaha!

Really have to thank bee today lo.
Xing ku ta le.
Muackz!
I really enjoyed myself today. And i'm so glad you did too =D

Oh right!
The first month of 2009 just ended.
And here comes February!

Labels: - Do our friendship just ends here??