Friday, May 30, 2008

I didn't feel like updating anything today. But there's nothing for me to do, so... yeah... Here i am... My whole morning's occupied by photography assignment, ITE's award winning ceremony. Hmmm... i would love to see myself on stage too, being awarded the most outstanding student and all. But nah, it won't happen. LOL I'm just too lazy. Responsible in the anything but studies. Anyway, back to what i'm suppose to talk about. Woke up at 6.45am in the morning, met one of my juniors before heading to Dover to meet up with the rest. After settling down, got all necessary preparations done. Then we're all set to fight the 'war'! Everyone dispersed to accomplish their missions. And my role was to give out number cards to every single one of the prize winners, Repeating every word quick & clear to every single person, with one of the juniors. She, PeiQin, had done a really great job =) I wouldn't be able to accomplish what she had actually helped to do. Listen carefully to the names & take down the numbers. LoL If it's me, i wouldn't be able to catch the names fast enough. So yeah, thanks so much to her, i don't really have to worry we'll screw up at all. "Keep this card for collection of photos at the basement." Then after repeating the same sentence over & over again to almost 40 people. I got tongue tied as some of them are rushing off before i managed to finish my sentence. Geez... at least let me finish what i want to say eh?? But never mind. I know, you tend to get nervous everytime before you go up on stage, with all the glittering eyes staring down/up at you. Then you'll experience the huge relief hit you once you get down off stage. Anyway, my sentence just got shorter. "Keep this card to collect your photos." Occasionally, i would add on the "...at the basement." Then my sentence got shorter again by the time it got to PrizeWinner #120++. "Collect your photos at the basement." Assuming that they would know the card was meant to be kept in order to get the memorable photo. LOL Then finally my job's done. But it's kind of messed up somehow down at our printing-of-photos station. Something/someone just had the whole process cocked up. The whole morning was filled with loads of different emotions. Love, Cheer, Anger, Frustration, Anxiety, Relief, Joy, Laughter. Love = The lovebirds in our club, Dane & Diyanah. Cheer = We done it together! 1 event down & many more to go, but still we'll never make it without teamwork. Anger = Anger comes after frustration. Tones of speech changed at times during the whole thing. Frustration = Knowing the whole process didn't go the way we had planned and the whole thing went abit hay wired, just dampened our mood. Anxiety = Worried that things would not go well. Relief = Although not everything went well as planned, at least it's all over. Joy = Serious work, but everyone didn't forget bout Play too! Laughter = Not forgetting the humour~ But phew~ for me... I'm feel more than OK today. Practically felt nothing more than calm. Although i did get abit anxious at times, i didn't go more than that. I neither felt angry nor frustrated at all. Well, i did save my money by filling my enpty stomach with refreshments provided. *wide grin. Satisfaction. I should have gotten myself more fruit tarts. One of my favourite desserts. *pout When it got to the end, it was already mid noon. Withdrew my own invitation for Mac's icecream. Went home instead. I just heard my bed calling for my name. Got home, surfed the net, watched abit of tv, then napped at around 5pm. Slept through the evening till 9plus. LOL That's the reason why i'm still typing at this hour. That's basically all about my life today. Tomorrow will be another brand new day. Hope it won't rain but bright cloudy day with cold wind. I love that kind of weather sometimes. FreshMorningBreeze makes me awake. Hope i can wake up on time and feel motivated to go for a morning run before afternoon class. Whew... talk about nothing much to write bout. Hehe. Contradicting. Bleahz. Pray Hard. Appreciate me. Love me. Think of me.

Thursday, May 29, 2008

I'm starting to get hooked up on DeviantArt. Had alot of nice photographs i took in the past, But lost all of them already. Didn't have the habit to keep all of them. But now with DeviantArt. Everything's much more easier. Smile.

Tuesday, May 27, 2008

AHHH... When can my luck get any better?!?! I just typed a whole lot of words and now it's all gone. I'll just briefly go through everything i just typed previously. ARGH Today didn't go really well for me. Woke up early & reached school at 8.45am to see mr ganesan when my class actually starts at 11am. Well, look on the brighter side eh?? At least i'm not late for school right... Hmmm was supposed to go to ITE Simei to accomplish a photography assignment. But in the end, was cancelled. I guess i can only blame myself for not doing the necessary follow ups & stuff. Haiz... Kind of disappointed. My first & only assignment. Gone down the drain. Class finally started. It, too, didn't go that well either. CA flared up today. We're just not motivated yet i guess. Or isit only just me?? I think we'll definitely buck up when we get our warning letters. And i'm already expecting one, again. LOL The dream of going to TP seems so far away now. Hmmm i think it's more of a dream than a reality which can be achieved. Rest of the day in school went ok. Until school dismissal. The sky turned so dark. Raindrops threatened to pour above us anytime. So we fought our way through the cold, chilly wind and walked as fast as possible to get shelter. Fortunately, we weren't drenched at all =) Lucky me though. Although sunshine didn't come out to welcome me home, At least rain decided to stay away for awhile until i put my foot into my humble home. The rest of the evening was spent on DVD. Finished the whole episode of drama. Supposedly was to meet up for a movie. But i decided to stay home as it was too late. Haiz. But i really wanted to watch movie, nibble & chew on popcorns & sip on a large size 7up. Never mind. There's always next time eh? =) Sad to say. I'm simply to gullible & naive to survive.

Monday, May 26, 2008

I see my life experiencing a really bad downturn. And it's not getting anywhere better. I just realised something. There's noone more trustworthy than yourself. I shouldn't have trusted anyone there. I'm just a stupid, naive & gullible girl who thought everyone was a good friend, trusted ones for some. But now i think that not all are whom i thought they are. Maybe my judgement could have been wrong. But now, i can only keep things to me & only to myself. I still think that they're trying to sabotage our relationship. Girl's instincts. He wants time then he shall have time. Destiny would decide what we should do next. Please let me be happy.

Sunday, May 25, 2008

It's easy to miss something you're not looking for. Nothing much happened today. But i did go to Sentosa, but sadly, alone. Well, i'm ok with it though. Wouldn't feel comfortable if people's waiting for me while doing nothing and all. Had a sudden urge to work in Cafe Delmoah. Still considering. But i'm gonna make up my mind soon. Most probably trying that job out =) But first... i need to do abit of makeover =p Sian... But thinking of working in somewhere relaxing, just perks me up =D o hohoho~

Saturday, May 24, 2008

Isit just my luck or isit really just me?? My heart ached when i see the soft eyes of this cute little boy. He really looks so adorable, with curly jet black hair, long lashes, chubby cheeks & a yellow bottle, hanging round his neck. He's such an angel. Sitting down beside me, keeping really quiet & looking curiously around his surroundings. This is, of course, not what ached my heart. It's how the mother of this little child treats him. She's a very young mother i must say, maybe in her late 2os. She had her earpiece on. She grabbed a seat opposite her son & me after awhile of standing. She didn't talk to her son throughout the whole journey. The boy just sat there & looked around, then started playing with his bottle, then played with his hands & fingers. Occasionally, he would look at his mother, then turned his attention to my finger puppet, then to other things that caught his interest. His mother, too, would open her eyes occasionally to catch a glimpse of her child. But she doesn't really give much concern to him. What makes me upset most is... When almost all the passengers are getting down at Hougang, including me, Which left the seats of both sides of the mother & son, The mother didn't initiate to call for her son to come over to her side, Neither did she initiate to go over to her child's side. She just continued listening to her music. She did open her eyes for awhile when we got down. But went back to her nap without gesturing anything to her son. The little boy just sat there quietly & stared at his mother. He's just around 3yrs old, i suppose. Throughout the whole journey, he looks at his mother with his soft eyes. As if wanting & waiting for his mother to come over to his side. Before i got down, i had a strong urge to take the little angel's hands & bring him to his mother's side, but somewhere in my heart held me back. Some passengers did notice what i saw. They just looked sadly & walked off. I thought i shouldn't be so nosey to mind other ppl's business. But now i regret not doing anything. The little boy just seem so afraid & goody-goody to do anything. Haiz... if i had plucked up my courage to do something. Sad =( I thought you would do something. Ain't i important to you??

Couldn't say much. But i simply felt like shit throughout the whole day. I felt so restless with so many things running through my mind. I couldn't really concentrate in everything i did. Watched the BeeMovie in school. Well, i could say it's cute, funny & whole lot of beezzzz... LOL Watched the 2nd half of it today. I know i'll sound silly & ridiculous. But luckily noone realised in that dark room. And yes, that movie wasn't suppose to touch my heart. But i felt my heart ached & my eyes welled with tears. Strange eh? I cannot figure out why either. *shrug Anyway, i hope there's a movie session once every week. *wide grin Because... there's free lunch! And guess what's for lunch... Mcdonald's DoubleCheeseBurger & McChicken (on Thursday) Mcdonald's FilletO'Fish & McChicken (on Friday, which is today) Cool eh? Watched WhatHappensInVegas. Next in line. MadeOfHonor. Chocolate. Narnia, PrinceCaspian. DrillBitTaylor. SexAndTheCity. GetSmart. KungFuPanda. YouDon'tMessWithTheZohan. I guess that's all for today. Hmmm... No sighing for today. I just hope my luck will get better day by day. Bad times will go away eventually. Tomorrow will be a better day. Pray Hard. My love for you is timeless.

Thursday, May 22, 2008

I'm damn pissed right now. & i don't care if i mentioned names here or not. Because i know this time, i'm definitely not in the wrong. Get this clear! This entry is specially for you, my friend, Suzanne. I hope next time, make things clear before u even try to reprimand me. To think of it, you're the one who's always drifting away from me & treating our friendship like trash. I don't know how i have offended you, but let me tell you this. The number of people you had ever offended before, aren't anywhere less. 4 years ago, i can swear to God. I treated you genuinely as my friend. I have never look down upon you, or even try to put you down. If you think i have a motive in telling you off in the past. (E.g. ganging up to bully you) You are so wrong. Let me tell you why i even bothered to tell you what i'm unhappy about you. The reason is damn simple. Because i just naively want you to turn for the better. I think you still don't know why i dared to tell you straight in the face & risk our friendship. It's because i care as a friend, & only true friends tell you the truth, no matter how the words hurt you, somewhere between those lines, it represents that person care & concern. NOW DO YOU GET IT?? I have never thought bout offending you. But time & time again, i don't know why, you're always against me. Sometimes i really think that you deserved all these spams from people. Because you never understands & never learns. Do you even know? Till just now, i still cared that you're my friend. Occassionally i will ask carol & the rest how have you been, do you even know all these facts?? Everytime you said i have changed into someone you cannot accept. So now tell me! How difficult of a person i have changed into?? Suzanne L. Do you know that you have hurt my feelings by making a comment bout me copying other people's idea as a gift for you? Have you ever thought about it before you even blurt out this kind of shit?? That card i made for you TWO YEARS AGO, That idea i have used, Came up by me & grace! Do you know how much it pisses me off that you doubt my sincerity?? Let me tell you all bout my hardwork for you ok?? I'll start with that piece of 'COPIED-DESIGN' card. I brought up that idea myself. I went around to take the photos of us. I went around to get msgs from them. I went all trouble to edit the whole portrait. If i'm not wrong, I even went to laminate the card just for your safe keeping. So all these efforts i'd done for you, are NOTHING to you? So all my hardwork & sincerity are meant to be spitted on & stepped on?? Think twice before you speak ok? Then next, the Sentosa party i have planned for you. I went around to buy the stuff needed for the party. I racked my brain to come out with a plan to surprise you. If i'm not wrong, we baked a cheesecake specially for you. I even went through all the trouble to form the words on your cake. Then another one, last year. I bought a set of fragrance for you without even thinking how much it cost. I bought a brownie cake for you because i knew you wanted & loved it. I still squeezed in time, just for you, even when i'm in a hurry to somewhere. Because it's all for you! I don't mind how much time i spent on you. I don't even bear the grudge that you don't really treat me as one of your friends. Now? Forget it ok. I just feel so disappointed. You're always biting a hand who always feeds you. I don't realise it until now. You're just not worth it.

Wednesday, May 21, 2008

We are what we pretend to be. The only normal people are the ones you don't know very well. There's no man worth killing yourself over. These are the qoutes i got from the book i read before. Haiz... What else can i say bout my own life... One word... Unlucky. Didn't get to satisfy my crave for ice cream today. The ice cream machine just let macdonald's down today. Lol. Has quite alot of plans for the following days. I don't mind sharing with you peeps. But i won't guarantee if i can fufil every single one of them as expected. Hmmm First up, tomorrow, want to catch a movie, "What happens in Vegas". Hope i won't be watching it alone =) Then on Saturday, work then dental then maybe, would plan for a meet up. Meet up with who?? Let's see when the day's nearing. Next, on Sunday, work then to Sentosa to do some exploring & photo shoot. Then, on Tuesday, finally i'm taking a photography assignment, in ITE College East. Held our Pixel Lab Basic Photography Course today. Well, it was kind of successful. Mr Ganesan was really cute & funny. But i think i do better with typing, keying in of informations, planning of events & other stuff & providing sudden brainstorms of inspirations, than teaching people things. LOL I'm afraid of providing people with the wrong informations & teaching them the wrong things. I want to go overseas!

Nothing ever goes well for me this year. I swear one day i'll go crazy. Argh! I know i'm in the wrong already. I've done what you want. What more do you want me to do... Ahh... Never mind. I believe. You'll talk to me one day. *scowl... xiaoqigui... the worst one i've ever met somemore smile your head >=[

Sunday, May 18, 2008

Hmmm... I guess my life couldn't be any better. LOL! So once again, Mistakes. Mistakes. Mistakes. Blunders after blunders. Well, what can i say... Luck just chose to fail me sometimes. *shrug But all these ain't gonna put me down. *wink I just have to stand up quick enough whenever i fall. If karma strikes me, then yeah, i'm gonna face it. No point brooding over, "Why's my life so miserable? Why this shit have to happen to me? Why blablabla..." It will just go on and on. And then when you look back, WOAH! You'd have wasted a lifetime just by thinking about questions that you yourself couldn't answer. Move ahead. Put down what you think are mishaps. Be positive of what's going to happen in the future. Be proud of who you are. I really took this by heart. Thanks to someone. Hugz A long weekend. But it's still all work, work and more work. My nails are ready for manicure-in-progress! *wide grin So excited~ I'll just stick with the sweet & simple french manicure. Patterns are too much for me. I just want it simple =] Anyway, always think. You're feeling all sorts of negative emotions, thinking that life's meaningless. But think again. We're all just caught in a dilemma. We just have to turn down to the other path, to make life easier for ourselves. Unlike those who are caught on a line between life & death, they have no choice but to believe in their own fate. They wouldn't give up until their last breath. So why are most of us thinking bout giving up & ending our chapters of life when there's still a whole lot of pages for us to fill up?

Saturday, May 17, 2008

Compassion I'm not going to blame myself this time round Bcos it's obviously not my fault to begin with But i'm truly apologise to my dear friends for what had happened tonight I'm drained...

Friday, May 16, 2008

Another unlucky incident just befell on me yesterday While on my way getting home Sigh Everyday, there'll be something for me to update Unfortunately, almost every something is bad luck The bus driver didn't notice that i was still in the bus (Obviously, when you see this... i'm the last & only passenger) I was busy replying msgs until i look up and realised the driver didn't let me get down yet And he drove past the drop-off point & into the parking lot... He only realised that i was still in the bus when i pressed the bell So he drove one round, back to the drop-off point... And me finally able to get off the bus, wondered how many shit things are going to happen to me for the rest of 2008. End of Mishap No.## Hmmm but think of it I'm not as unlucky as the innocent lives who were struggling to survive & be found by rescuers in Sichuan. Disasters are devils who come and go, taking lives without mercy. My heart go out to them for those who lost their loved ones & those who weren't able to see tomorrow. Life's so unpredictable, Life's never fair either. Things happen without you expecting it. Actually we shouldn't even sulk about how shit our lives are. At least we don't have to face the unexpecting disasters. At least we have friends & family around us to love and to be loved. At least we have a long journey ahead in life. At least we don't have to struggle to stay alive. At least we have a shelter above our heads. At least we can always say 'Tomorrow will be a better day'. We can never compare our so-called misfortunes with those who are more unlucky than us. Watch the news if you don't understand what i'm saying. We should make good use of every single day, rather than cry in one corner, sulking that life's meaningless. We'll definitely regret if it's our turn not able to see tomorrow, Because there's alot of things in life we haven't had the chance to experience them. We're so caught up with our busy lives that we neglected how much time had passed us by. Therefore, i'm not going to sulk & whine about how many mishaps i've gone through & how many of them are going to come one after another. I believe sunshine & rainbow would eventually show one day. Life's definitely not fair, but still... I still have to stand up & keep going forward. These are just small obstacles in life that i have to go through. Thinking back, i'm not all that unlucky. It's Just My Luck. Face It. I've never been any luckier anyway. *wink Pray Hard for the unfortunate ones in Sichuan

Thursday, May 15, 2008

I think it's time for my it's-better-if-you-leave-me-alone period I'm lost in my own ridiculous thoughts Getting moody every now & then Just wants to do something i want to do For once Yeah People around me might think i'm behaving abit crazy I don't feel myself either Don't know what happened There's so much in my heart But nothing comes out from my mouth Who has the key to my heart I too want to have fun I'm creating misunderstandings unknowingly Yeah, you're right I find myself abit irritating this days too But how to relieve myself How to cheer myself up I think i'm trying too hard

Wednesday, May 14, 2008

I'm home now And guess what... I left my digi cam's charger together with the battery, hanging there, charging, in school... Sigh I feel like a retard... Leaving things around Forgetting them I feel so senile Maybe it's the symptoms of getting one soon

5I think i'll be down with a depression soon ( O_O ) I've been having all sorts of things revolving in my mind Leading me to having ridiculous thoughts & paranoid guesses I don't know what the hell i'm thinking right now I recently realised how much i get affected by people's comments & impressions towards me And then the worst part comes... I'll go into all sorts of questions... Asking myself, If i somehow offended that paricular person when one doesn't seem too happy when talking to me... If i did/said something wrong when i felt that sudden cold shoulder... I would think that our friendship would be balancing on a line, if my best bud don't contact me for quite some time (but the truth is... he/she's busy with sch & other stuff) I would get jealous & petty with my brother... (my very own beloved flesh&blood brother) God... I would cry myself to sleep with no relevant reasons sometimes -.-" I would behave quite emo when i feel i'm neglected... What's happening to me man... Feel so lost Anyway, end of me in my emo state... Had macdonald's for breakfast this morning Thanks to mrs tan Geez... i hope we can have free breakfast every morning It actually motivates me to wake up early & be punctual for school =D It will be better if we can have breakfast in a different restaurant frequently Imagine having Sausage McMuffin with IceMilo every morning every single weekday, LOL Yeah I think you get the picture I lost my umbrella... Damn It's one of my favourite And worse, it's raining Trapped in school Sad I've decided, from today onwards... I'll update every single misfortune happenings that befalls upon me I think my luck won't be with me any sooner this year... So go ahead... Laugh at my mishaps IDON'TCARE! Once again I'm telling YOU! I don't have LT Never in my whole life Not before Not now Not ever LOL

I don't know why I always get myself into unneccessary trouble Geez... Sian~ More & more restless at work So tired Almost everyday working Haiz... no life Money can turn a person into a devil Found out the ugly side of people I want to go to school early tomorrow~ Free mac breakfast Hee~ I was about to end today's entry When something just popped out in my mind suddenly. Dropped my wallet in the bus. Didn't realise until i walked all the way to the MRT station. Ran all the way back to the Bus Interchange, God, the distance is quite far i must say. Barge into the restricted bus area, LoL Walked back to the Office, Had to sign a stupid Lost&Found form. Was panting and with a blank mind, I finished the form with multiple cancellations. I can have my name and address written wrongly. How stupid can i be. After signing, Ran back to the MRT station, Afraid i'll miss the last train. I'll curse myself if i really missed it. But thank god, I didn't. That's all for today. Not very happening, But ya, LOL I'm tireddddd~ Need to refresh my mind with a good night's sleep LaLa Land Here i come!

Tuesday, May 13, 2008

Yr2008... worst year for me ever I think i need to wash myself with pomelo leaves... And i mean everyday Damn bored... Haiz Why can't my life be more colourful like others.. Had a piece of mother's day chocolate cake, Thanks to bell bell I knew all along she had Lesbian Tendency towards me =X She just treats me so nice la What a good friend LOL ARE YOU TOUCHED?!?! (wait till she read this) WAHAHAHAHAHA There's nothing much to talk about actually... Hmmm maybe there's something more happening for me to update later Let's see

Sunday, May 11, 2008

FUCK FUCK FUCK Oh God I really hate myself ARGH Why am i so fucking stupid I dropped my phone into the toilet bowl Don't worry The water's clean But now, the phone's dying It's not even a month's old yet! I cannot believe it AHHHH! I don't have the money to repair or change a new phone I hope there's still hope to have it repaired & i think i'll trade in for another phone DAMN CHERLYN LOK!!! GRRRR! I'm so damn sway Why is my life so unfortunate.... 2008 is really not my year OMG! Let's see what can be done tomorrow when i send it to servicing It's karma... I'm sure of it But what wrong had i done to deserve this

Saturday, May 10, 2008

I finished reading my book P.S. I Love You It's a nice book i must say... Unexpecting endings Been working almost non-stop like a workaholic I find illustrator more fun than photoshop... LOL Many people may not agree with me Because i'm not good at memorising and there's too many functions to remember in Photoshop Therefore i think doing design using illustrator may be my forte Hee Having fun~ And YES The wound's healing up The dead skin's peeling off There may not be any scars either Hmmm... i hope there won't be any But well... this time i'll be really careful when handling the bread tray You bet i learnt my lesson Once bitten Twice shy And nowwww I'm going to flash LOL What are you thinking... I mean... Flash the pictures we took during our NDP presentation We're nominated for the next potential number 1 MIC studio lead actors... NOT! Bleahz~ Here Goes~ The Kampong Days It's Us! Back to the 60s~ And this is how the story began... The Story about Kampong Girl & her Nerdy Boyfriend Ah Nerd wants to take Kampong Girl on a movie date. But Kampong Girl rejected Ah Nerd. Again, Ah Nerd tried to persuade Kampong Girl to go on a date with him. With his 'Never Give Up' attitude, Kampong Girl finally agreed to go to the movies with Ah Nerd. There they are now, happily sharing a piece of corn while watching the movie with the Residents. The End. And here's our noble speakers. On the left, we have Shikin, speaker cum actor. On the right, we have Bell, speaker cum scriptwriter. Our whole crew of Project Back to the 60s. Starring: Kampong Girl - Cherlyn (*Bows~ Thank You Thank You) Coolie - Clement Emcee - Charles Hawker (Clogs Seller) - Wanni Malay Taitai - Samantha Chinese Taitai - Vicky Speaker 2 cum Hawker (Corn Seller) - Shikin Speaker 1 cum Scriptwriter & Director - Bell That's US! IEG And US again! That's all folks =) Hope this entry gives you peeps a nice laugh adios~

Thursday, May 08, 2008

I can't believe so much trouble is caused just by a few words... So screwed up now We don't even have time to collect back the milk we'd spilled... That's the bad bad news... But fortunately, we have a good comforting news... Thank God We get to present our idea to the higher authority! Isn't it amazing?? HE heard my prayers... Um actually i just prayed on my entries... LOL Hmmm i should 'Pray Hard' here often =D My wish actually came true! Hmmm talk about miracles Happy Anyway i'm abit pissed right now... Oh god... i can't believe this is happening... Hope everything will be just fine Like i always say... Storm will go away & Sunshine will come our way... Pray Hard

Wednesday, May 07, 2008

And so... my question for today is... How did the problem get to such an ugly stage... And why does it have to end up in such an awkward situation... Damn Hmmm i kind of felt bad too... But let's see how things goes tomorrow... Hope they'll be fine Pray hard... Why does we always have to get into trouble when actually we just want to express how we felt somewhere... So... yeah... we expressed all of our happiness, sorrows, anger & all sorts of emotions here... yes... right here, in our very own blog... Is it even illegal?? At least what we wrote about, can give us the laughs years down the road, when we actually browse through all our entries we expressed in the past... Laugh at how silly we were before... Think back about how childish & stupid we were to get angry at something or someone in the past... It's like a memory lane... An imaginary photo album, that shows us teenagers, bits and pieces of our lives... Aren't blogs our own personal online diary?? Well... i'm not saying this because of what happened, like now... But through what i've experienced all this while... Because of blogs... Geez... i just hope what i wrote here makes sense to everyone... We just need people to actually understand what many of us are going through & what all of us are thinking... We may be silly, problematic at times, and getting into loads of trouble once in a while... But we're humans... We may be doing stupid things sometimes that make people around us fume But we live to learn... That's when we learn what's good or bad for us, And what's right & wrong for us... We're growing from our experiences & knowledge Ummm... i hope what i said wasn't crap... lol Somebody tell me all these, ain't crap?!?! *wince

Hmmm geez I did have something to say just now But i forgot Stupid brain Wonder how much IQ i have Damn >=[ Well... never mind I'll just type out whatever comes into my mind Hmmm The Annual Great Singapore Sale is round the corner! Everyone! Get ready your wallets... Be sure to fill it up with cash! Get ready your filled-up piggy banks... Be sure to smash it! Get ready your ATM cards... Be sure to save up enough to be able to swipe all you want! Get ready your credit cards... Don't have to think twice, JUST SWIPE! hehe I'm gonna SAVE UP, SAVE UP, SAVE UP

Tuesday, May 06, 2008

Oh God! I can't believe it Sometimes i really hate China & the shit they actually do to harm living beings... What the fuck are they actually thinking Hell with them man Geez... i know not every part of China does shit... But... argh I don't know if you peeps can view this video... But it's really advisable for the weak-hearted ones to not view this video at all... Pledge to go fur-free at PETA.org. SUPPORT FUR-FREE CAMPAIGN !!! STOP ANIMAL ABUSE !!! ALL THIS SHIT MUST STOP !!!

I don't know why i have so much to write about this days So much to comment about Hmmm Haiz So envious of our gang's sweetest lovebirds - R & C Lol that makes it RC, RitzCarlton... Yeah, i miss that place too, Sigh~ Anyway, back to R & C They're just a couple who receive happiness from each other every single day without fail I guess it's just because they understand each other & tried to compromise with each other's mistakes & personality They're both fun people =) & they lead a very colourful life together as what i've seen I'm truly happy for them Hugz If i could be like them, Geez... who wouldn't want =/ I have so many things to put in my To-Do-List - Great improvement in my schoolwork & attendance - Work hard so as to fill my bank up to the brim - Play hard so as to catch up with my friends (they have moved on with their lives, geez, leaving me behind lol) - Need to put everything aside one day & go have some real fun with my long lost buds - Strengthen my love life I think this is all for now... Hmmm I miss all of my friends, no matter it's from ritz or my old buds But do they too?

OH GOD The scar looks like it's caused by an accidental stroke drawn by a permanent marker Andddd It's like a smudge that no matter how hard i scrubbed & washed, it just stubbornly won't come off Oh... Not that i tried scrubbing it with a brush or something I won't do such a stupid thing Hee But it's so embarrassing!!! Everyone thought it's a smudge or dirt Which the truth is... It's not! Sigh How i wish it's just dirt smudged on my face Rathering than this dumb burn mark HMPH I look like i just survived from WWIII And lived with just a scar left on my face I know i'm not anywhere pretty looking But i'm a girl !!! For pete's sake SOBZ I don't mind getting scalded anywhere... But... *tear drop... my face s THIS IS SO UNFAIR I'm going to pamper this wound with 100% care & concern Treat it with moisturizer every day & night Until it thinks it's about time to leave *Assured nod LOVESONG Y

Monday, May 05, 2008

After so many months of hectic schedules Juggling between school, work, projects & social life WE FINALLY MADE IT ! Our hard work actually paid off !! I'm proud of all of us & i know we're proud of ourselves =] WE WON 2nd PLACE FOR OUR NDP PROJECT 'BACK TO THE 60s' Although our idea may not be carried out, Well... at least i'm certain we're not as bad I'm sure we're close to winning 1st ( which was claimed by the Red Dot Production, or isit Girl Power Productionss) But never mind~ We did our very best Each & every one of us Putting our heart, soul, blood, tear & sweat in this project cum competition I strongly believe in that Hmmm... i'm happy being in the Top 3, getting second in place, really Ummm... but i have a tinge of disappointment that we didn't manage to get up to winning the 1st place I so wanted our idea to be taken to consideration & we can really work out the project, turning it into reality I so wanted to get my hands onto the project & work everything out Our project Our brainchild Our creation Our imagination Our hard work Our dream actually i think it's my dream Lol my dream to make this idea of ours work out, make the dream come true by putting real life into it So wanted to see all the happy faces on every resident and participant who joined us in the fun... This is what i want... Seeing people have fun, with lots of laughter because of our carnival cum countdown Awww~ Please call us up To say our idea is being taken into consideration & you'll use it Please oh please Pray Hard! *Cross my fingers *Cross my heart Pretty Please Pictures of us with our presentation would be uploaded as soon as i received it from our amazing photographers =) Stay tuned & you'll see us in our fantastic dress-ups And me & my nerdy 'boyfriend' HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA !!!

I think I'm damn DUMB I got a burn on my face!!! AHHHH!!!! I'M DISFiGURED! The culprit who did this to my face? A bread tray freshly taken out from the HOT oven But my question for today is... WHY ME~ss SOBZ Tried to save bell from getting burned But I got MYSELF burnt instead And bell said... You'll definitely get something good in return YEAH RIGHT! I got a burn mark which has a BIG possibility of becoming a scar in the near future, in return... -.-" I really really hope it will go away really really really soon And my pimples will go away with it too And money would come back to me instead LOL But really la for real I wish I wish With all my might The mark will go off quietly And no scar will want to choose to stay permanently DARN I think i really live up to the name SOTONG

Sunday, May 04, 2008

I know I know But everyone is a child at heart once in awhile, yeah?? umm... okok maybe not once in awhile *blush Watching Mulan2 on KidsCentral LOL i know what you're thinking! TSK! Entertained myself with BarbieMariposa on LabourDay HEE Fell asleep on my bro's bed while waiting for him to surrender the com But now my question again is... How did i end up in my OWN bed??? Did i sleep walk or did my bro just dragged me out of bed... Still a mystery And it's not the first time Wierd huh?!?! I'm feeling really insecure But why?? I'm getting paranoid again Afraid I just want assurance To show that I'm significant & important Is that too much to ask for? Am i just being selfish?? School's really really really boring I can say Nothing is being taught at all yet Wasted 2 wks for nothing Geez My duty is to my heart Follow your heart & you'll do the right thing isit true?? It's our big day tomorrow NDP Proposal Competition Wish us luck eh I really hope we would win To prove that our hard work actually pays off And i wouldn't want to miss the big opportunity to organise our very own event, which we create, plan & make our dreams become reality! So excited~ YY Y YY Y YY Y YY Y YY Y YY Y YY

Saturday, May 03, 2008

When i thought the storm's gone Another just came to rack up my life again What's happening to this fucking world... With irritating people around who have nothing better to do than to agitate miss tolerance here KNNCB Argh~ Must make things clear before i scold her FUCK Temperature hits the bulb That's how angry i am now The only question in my mind is WHO THE FUCK IS SHE?!?!

Friday, May 02, 2008

DAMN DAMN DAMN Stupid School's PC So what if it's brand new So what if it has a big big screen It actually deletes everything i typed just now!!! AH~ Never Mind! I FOUND MY DUMBDRIVE! YAY! Don't know if i should be happy or frustrated. DAMN When i'd done everything nicely & was about to hand it in the next day, it actually went missing when i woke up. Now, when i've re-did half the things that was supposed to be gone with the dumbdrive, it reappeared right in front of my eyes. God's playing a prank on me >=[ Oh well~ i'm glad i found it. At least i don't have to worry bout how the hell i'm going to get the money to buy a brand new one. At least i won't have to rage when i buy a new one and actually find it sandwiched between my pile of flattened gift boxes. So should i say... PHEW?!?! It's my mama's 4_th birthday today~ She always looks younger than the age she actually is now. Maybe it's because she looks petite. Despite the times we quarrelled, she nagged and i talked back... But still... ILOVEHER Y HAPPY BIRTHDAY MAMA~ We'll blow the birthday candles tonight =] Thanks to my beloved brother. Bought 5 slices of cakes when i only expect one. LOL Still thinking of what to buy her for her birthday cum mother's day present. Any suggestions from you peeps? Facial masks?? Diamond earrings again??? Anyway... i'll change the fonts & colours when i get home tonight. Damn PC LOUSY CHERLYN WAS BORN A CHEERFUL PERSON

Thursday, May 01, 2008

Ahhhhh~ I want to go clubbing I want to shop to my heart's content I want to go on a holiday I want to fly off to somewhere far far away Far from this place How i wish i was born with a silver spoon in my mouth But i'm contented with my life anyway Lol just daydreaming bout something that would never happen LOL a teeny weeny lizard just crawled past should i say... Eeew~sss Soooooo~ Bored...

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