| Monday, July 30, 2007 |
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every single bit of my energy is wearing out & i'm feelin damn exhausted & physically & mentally... y does life has to hav ups & downs... torturing my soul bit by bit... haiz... in the end i din get to celebrate grace birthday with them... i screwed up our frenship & the party itself... i guess i'm too selfish to plan it in my own timin... but noone cares... it's actually super sad la... to be rejected & blamed... but watever... i dun mind being upset myself... cry in one corner like i always do.. jus so tat they can be happy, i'll b fine too... maybe i brought every bit of sorrows & worries all to myself... so there's noone to blame but myself the best way to stay out of trouble this time, is to keep everything to myself shut up squiggy... u hav no rite to speak anyway... =X |
| Friday, July 27, 2007 |
 ENVY?!?! haha~ coincidentally met them in J8... aww~ shawn's so cute~ but i dun look nice in this pic... gah... my specs lol! plus my braces... specs + braces = ugly betty hee missed sch for 3 days in a row... missed so many things la... missed lessons... missed my CA... i even missed takin my NDP tickets... which is due tomolo... THE SHOW"S TOMOLO!!! argh! i hav to get the tickets no matter wat it takes... sobz! oh ya... i missed sch cos of ITESC track & field meet... i lost in 3000m race but got 3rd for 400m... not bad actually but i know i can do beta... will do beta this comin wed... argh! i gonna miss another day's classes AGAIN! i miss my pals... i luv IKEA's hot dog bun & ice cream =D hee |
| Sunday, July 22, 2007 |
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Speak tat for urself, Devil! SATURDAY was weilong's birthday =] bot him a really small cake & celebrated with Wanni at PA my birthday greetin for him is, hope he'll be conquered by joy & laughter instead of overspillin tension... hehe i should stop myself frm havin nonsensical thots too... affectin my whole wk without genuine laughter... should b contented with watever i hav with me now... hav too many things to handle already... i'll think of the xtra things ltr whoever is the chairperson doesn't matter with me... but the truth is, there's noone in our class suitable for tat position... ha... so let the teacher rack her brains to decide the rightful one my class' is gettin smaller & smaller each day... more & more ppl wantin to quit sch... geez, wantin is not the word... they self-declared tat they're out of ITE... how nice of these ppl to self-proclaim & not havin even the slightest courtesy to tell the teacher... cool classmates i hav... yeah, real cool... i'm equally disappointed with my class.. skip class, sch, lessons... self-proclaimed 'ON MC' but without producin one... i'm not sayin i'm always early & always on time for class... AND i still dilly-dallyin on my way to sch eventhough i'm already real late for class... i still made it an effort to appear in everyone's eyes... =X alrite~ i'll TRY to appear early next time round... hehe i missed so many gd shows & movies... rawr! i need a movie-watching companion... MOVIE-WATCHING COMPANION/s WANTED! No age limit Keen to watch any movie, including CARTOONS No COMMISSION No BASIC SALARY Only need U to have a LOADED WALLET =D if you think you're up for this job... please don't feel shy, TAG! HAHA! CHEERIO PALS |
| Friday, July 20, 2007 |
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if u need time, then i'll giv u more time... but sooner or ltr u still hav to face the situation... it doesn't look like u'r tryin to break ur own barrier... to me it looks like u'r escapin & tryin to avoid the prob... i'v taken a step forward... so i hope it would b the same for u too... seriously, i'm really sincere bout this... 6mths had passed & i dun wish another 6 mths to go by for nth too... |
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Leadership Course was superb ytd =D so fun... hope can go back again heh |
| Tuesday, July 17, 2007 |
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GOD DAMN IT! RAWR! ppl hav ups & downs in life yet i hav ppl who make my life upside down... freak man... i'm so gonna confront them tomolo... geez man... tryin to tarnish my reputation... y u dun tok to me instead, rather than tellin my fren & in the end noone knows the truth... except for those false rumours in their heads, thinkin tat i'm tat kind of person, whom i m NOT! CURSE & SWEAR CURSE & SWEAR GRAWR!!!! i'm capable of sth & dun underestimate me for nth... i'm NOT stupid, i'm jus SLOW i'm tryin hard to gain new ppl's trust & adapt to new places... wat i jus want frm ppl is to jus leave me alone when neccessary & let me grow... HATE IT WHEN PPL MALIGN ME & ASSUME TAT THEIR FORESEE IS RIGHT... hey, fuk u u all shouldn't b the ones being angry bout me, i should be the one being angry of whoever said all these false rumours without me knowing... AHHHH~ now i'm real angry |
| Friday, July 13, 2007 |
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End of the 1st wk of sch... Sch's not tat fun like i expected... haiz... boring la... our sch so lousy... nth to play de... no real place to relax n stuff... student hub also closes early everyday... no library... when i need a library, there's none everytime.. geez~ Ahhh~ primary sch pals' gatherin this sat yet i cnt attend =[ saded... gd activities always clashes up with each other... NDP NE show on sat... cool! so fun la... gonna b so excitin hehe I lost my thumbdrive ytd... freak man... me & my stupid brain... dunno wat it's made of... shit maybe... gah~ then bot a new one, haiz... fortunately the previous one was free... but still, heart pain... sobz... luckily i was plannin to buy one frm the small pasar malam, our sch held ytd... WAHAHAHA~ Money Money Come again Hope u ComeBy Everyday Replacin the words in 'Rain, Rain Go Away' Haha! i may hav the talent to become a composer! |
| Thursday, July 05, 2007 |
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in my whole life, i hate ppl who treat me like a fool when i treat them like a gem... for fuk sake! y m i so fukin stupid... yesh gerl, u'r number 1 & only 1 in my HATE list... i hate to do this, but u made me do this... gdbye to miss nice me for now... fuker! truly boils my blood... urgh! wasn't seen online for wks... internet cocked up... rawr! cnt do anything... saded... usin darl's pc... for some reasons i miss sch... kindof... b'cos of canteen's fish & chips... & banana juice with milk... waha... i'm eager to participate in any projects & course activities... i hereby, giv u my word tat i will excel & reach for my goal, 'Tourism & Resort Management' here i come! wee... if everyone can be able to fufil their goals, y can't i... i dun need false encouragements frm hypocrites... for all i know, they meant curses... i hav all the supports i need frm the ppl who truly care & luv me... so shoo~ the ones who wanna ruin my life... i dun need u to speak a word to me i believe i'm capable in sth, & nv to underestimate me even if i'm lazy & blur... bleahz~ ciaoz ppl... i luv u pals... all my pals... miss ya & hope to meet up with u guys soon CHEERIO~ |
