| Thursday, February 28, 2008 |
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I don't see how We could have drifted so far apart Seems like just yesterday You were calling me dear Now i'm alone And i can't help crying Do over Darling i want a Do over 'Cause i'm not ready To let you go Going through the hard times |
| Sunday, February 24, 2008 |
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i've got alot to say... but nothing bout me seems to matter to u at all... all the words & actions seems so true... but nothing would happen like i wanted it to be... i may be stupid & silly to always stay by you... but i don't expect for any returns... i thought i know what i was doing... but all i did was hurt myself more... my pillow is always wet with my flow of tears... the sorrow cry is always heard across the other line... my eyes are always blinded by the overnight puffiness... every tear i shed for you means nothing at all to you... for all i know, i couldn't bear to let go... i know very well that all possibilities are zero... yet i still want to hold on to that teeny weeny hope... hoping that you'll realise my love & be touched by my heart... i don't know why... but i always think that you're the one for me... betrayal & unfaithfulness became our obstacles... forgiveness & acceptance become our weaknesses... all i wanted to say to you is... although my love for you isn't that strong as before... but it's enough to tell you that i love you... because you really mean something to me in my life... |
| Tuesday, February 12, 2008 |
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i have no words to describe how i'm feeling right now... my life is falling into different directions... worse is that i'm debarred from all three modules of my course... just great... have to go through all the trouble to appeal... the problem is... what if i'm not approved??... DARN i have two choices... 2 great paths for me to choose... it's either i excel & get myself to poly... or get myself leavng this country... DAMN if i'm a Singaporean Citizen, i'll long be in poly... felt so unfair being a foreigner... GRRR it's obvious why i envy my brother so much... he's smart... he's sensible when it comes to money... he's hardworking regardless if it's sports, studies or work... he gives in to me eventhough he's not willing to... what more can i ask for from a brother... SIGH i don't know if i should call myself stupid or out of my mind or just simply too naive... DUH i think it's time for me to change my blog skin... NOD time to go to vic's house for steamboat SMILE |