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Wednesday, April 30, 2008
miss wonderwoman finally fall sick

missed school again today

every single bit of my energy are drained, totally

i need a new alarm clock with a really loud ring, seriously

i want to have a girl's day out real soon, immediately

waiting for my pay day to come, desperately

Watched The Forbidden Kingdom recently
Lol it's abit... um... different from the previous movies Jackie & Jet actually filmed
Bcos there's too much digital effects
But the storyline's somewhat interesting, yet abit too fairytale to be true
Lol to another dimension, to another world
I wish that could happen to me

Not much nice movies i really wanted to watch
But Hansel & Gretel seems... hmmm scary

Waiting for the movie Made of Honour to show
Gonna watch that~

Bought the book i always had the urge to buy
P.S. I Love You
Haven't watch the movie yet, but i'm going to =)
Books always elaborate more than the actual movie
You tend to imagine the scenes, emotions, expressions & feel as though you're actually in the story
But too bad, you're not
Hee

Mum's birthday is just a couple of days away...
Wanted to do up something for her
But i'm still waiting for my bloody pay
Ahhh...

There's so many clothes i fancy while window shopping
Sobz
Would i strike lottery if i try buying 4D...
LOL
Beginner's Luck, like everybody always say
No harm trying eh s

i miss my friends, honestly

Monday, April 28, 2008
Don't Doubt Your Heart

I'm so so tired

I'm the brain behind all brains

Bleahz

Today's the first time i laughed when SOMEONE cried

And i feel my body's not functioning well...

My throat feels alittle sore

My head feels like there's some hammering going on inside

My nose feels achy

My eyes feel tired, as usual

My ears feel as if it had music blast into it for a good half an hr

My cellulites are coming back

argh~

Saturday, April 26, 2008
Don't make someone a priority
Who only makes you an option

cool... this phrase does make sense

don't have much to update today
but i hope there'll be more happenings for me to share with you peeps tomorrow =)

Y Y Y Y Y Y Y Y Y Y Y Y Y

lol copied bell's

just want to try it for fun hehe



Thursday, April 24, 2008
Storm's gone away
And Sunshine's coming back~

Monday, April 21, 2008
& my thumbdrive is never to be found again
I suspect that there's a blackhole somewhere in my room...
Maybe it fell into another dimension
Or maybe... there's a rat in my house...
Well... who knows

I gave up looking for it anyway...

Haiz... still, alot of ups & downs had happened
Have not pick up the pieces
Should i just leave it as it is now, or should i not...
Again, in a dilemma

I'm just a problematic girl to anyone in anyway...
I think i'm a jinx who's out to curse everyone around me & make their life difficult
Like he said, i'm not worth it...
I done so much but actually everything is not neccessary
It will just make irritate everyone... _
My life shouldn't even involve friends,
B'cos i'm just not worthy for anyone...

Sadded

My world came tumbling... *

Wednesday, April 16, 2008
i lost my fucking thumbdrive...
& i'm really goin fucking crazy
imagine all my work & documents
FUCK

i should have known
till now
in his heart, it's still her...
i feel so disappointed & dishearted now
that i don't know if i can still continue loving him or not
should i just let him go
& fufil his dream of getting her back??

maybe i should, shouldn't i ?
maybe this decision would make us both much more happier
knowing that, even till now, your heart is still with her
hurts me so much
do you know that??

why does my life has to be so screwed up...
why does the cycle always exist
why do you always have to do this kind of shit to me!

tell me, do you love me or her

Thursday, April 10, 2008
Miseries
everything happened so suddenly at once
charging towards me all at one time
couldn't react to every single one of them all together
my mind is in a blank state

Avoiding me like i deserve nothing

no matter what i do
it will just be disappointment to someone somehow

Dilemma

i really hate this feeling i'm going through now...
but who will understand

Wednesday, April 09, 2008
Stress
i messed up everything
i don't even know if i had made up the right choice...
i wasn't sure bout anything now

feel so fucked up now...
everything changed just overnight
i'm really thinking if i can take it now
i'm like the biggest jinx on earth la...

Tuesday, April 08, 2008
As a form of respect to the party mentioned in my previous entry,
I have taken the entry in question down.
If you please, this is my personal blog afterall.
As no names were mentioned, I see no justice in me being the butt of childish 'Tagboard Flaming'.

So if you all out there are truly concerned for her,
show some respect to me as I have shown her,
Leave.

Sunday, April 06, 2008
Is it wrong for all i'd done??

Do i still feel the same for him??

Does he even treat me like one??

Or am i just there to fill up his emptiness while he looks for another??

Haiz...

No matter what
Whatever i did
Was all from the bottom of my heart

But all i get was nothing back
Just empty promises
And a heart that doesn't belong to me at all

Hoping for something that would never happen

I'm still contented that he's there
Although i'm not happy that it's her who got hold of his heart

I'm just a pathetic nobody
Who only knows how to cry for help
But did nothing to protect myself

All i want now is my Mr Right to appear in front of my eyes

Like what my babe said
We shall see

Friday, April 04, 2008
Falling in love with clubbing~

It's kind of fun when u do this once in awhile

Had fun with you guys

Thanks for the company

Thank YOU for worrying and be by my side looking after me

I'm totally exhausted!

I want to buy my havaianas slippers tomorrow~

Wednesday, April 02, 2008
I just thought i should drop an entry for today
LOL lucky yet unlucky too
Bleahz
What am i talking bout??
Y'all know shortly

Me & my brother, ade, from 5 to approximately 11pm... was standing at the lift landing, clicking away on the counter while others are busy squeezing through the crowds & trying to serve them...
We're practically talking & laughing & gossiping
Almost 6 hrs of standing in one corner just simply drives us crazy & making us more tired than before
Although it's a super duper easy job, it doesn't seem that way...
This is my most slackiest work day ever
And to tell you the truth...
I seriously don't really enjoy it
LOL
& i'm responsible for the damage of "HardWork's Cafe's" counter...
Dropped it on the floor for around 6 times
Haha it's working properly until it fell into my hands
I swear i didn't spoil it on purpose

Then me and ade slack all the way till 12am

And it's time for OT
All is working fine until everyone's in the ballroom
Doing up all the chair covers
The best part has yet to come
My brother, JIEWEN, betrayed me LOL
Never expect that he'll push down the chair
Just didn't have time to react
& i just tripped over the chair & tumbled, rolled over &...
I thought i felt the slit of my skirt tore
LOL
I hurt the side of my knee
Just a little bruise
But everything was ok
Except for my skirt that turned too overly sexy
With the slit so high up
I swear the loudest laughter i heard was simon's
DumbAss
Still count yourself as my friend
LOL
The culprit was damn guilty
See if he still dare to play till so rowdy anot
Haha

Yay~
I finally found my rose tea in 7-11

Starting to get sleepy
Not working tomorrow
Not going St. James tomorrow
Geez
Boring~

Maybe have to cancel all my slots for this wkends
Let's see how

One more week
And everyday will be school day again
I admit i don't look forward to school reopening
There's nothing i can think of that i can really look forward in to do in school

I want to be loved every single day
I want to be happy every single minute

I'll talk about Friends abit later
I think i should get some sleep first before i wake him up for work
Ciaoz y'all

Tuesday, April 01, 2008
I have nothing to blog about actually...
Just couldn't think of any other things to do other than this
Couldn't really get to sleep yet
Although working at 12pm later
LOL

Staying up till 430am for some reasons

Hmmm where should i start for today's entry
Let me share bout what i'd been through during work
LOL
Actually it's just bcos i spent my whole day & night in Ritz
Today's work was kind of easy money
And i swear i'm not boasting
I'm certain khor's quite impressed with my performance today
Haha yeah~
I did half of the preparation for that particular event before he reported to work
And guess what, noone told me to do it
I know y'all gonna compliment bout how hardworking i am
*Shy~
Sheesh haha

I pratically did all the easy jobs while under him today
LOL
But damn boring
I rather fight the war with all my friends down in the ballroom
Although much more tiring
But it's fun by just calling for each other from one end of the back alley to the other
Gossiping & cursing how unlucky for any of us to get the worst cock up group in the whole floorplan
Haha
Despite my dampen luck during the previous week, i'm still considered lucky as to work with an average group and most importantly, my station's still in "Singapore" & not "Johor Bahru"
*Wink~

Honestly
Kind of missed ade's voice today
If not i'll be more awake & energetic with her around
Even though wilson tried his best to make me smile
But i'm just too tired...
Just wanted to finish up everything in a flash & go back home

I have alot of things in mind that i wanted to buy
Hands getting itchy

OMG
I'm starting to feel my eyes getting real droopy
No No NO

I want to go clubbing & drinking till my heart's content!

I got a new phone
But what the hell
I don't know how to use it
Or should i say it's faulty without me even starting to use it yet

I miss every single soul of my friends
As well as my cousins

I knew all along that he doesn't belong to me anymore
But i still want to stay beside him, quietly
Just so as to let him know i'll be there for him no matter when
Sounds silly?
But doesn't love always makes people do things in a stupid way??
Ha

Argh
I'm starting to feel very sleepy

Well~ the truth is i still love him
No question asked

HAPPYAPRILFOOL'S everyone ^-^

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