| Friday, June 15, 2007 |
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i screwed up the roleplay... haiz... the script looks nice... but the play... shit man... all of us too nervous & forget our lines eventually... SOBZ~ but nvm... like sam said... we'll do beta next time round... n we beta do... >=[ haiz... hope there's another roleplay... =( i wanna do beta... hope we dun flunk in this roleplay... WAAAA~ at least it's over & done with... down with one assignment & many more to go... |
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I MISS MY DARLING LA HOW COME I'M ALWAYS THE WHO SCREW UP EVERYTHING... RAWR! TALK TO ME LA... |
| Thursday, June 14, 2007 |
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my team's roleplay was delayed till tomolo... LOL! b'cos... ours r kindof special! WAHA~ alot had happened since my last entry... but i lazy to state everything... so i'll jus start frm this morn to now! O-haiyo i woke up late... tired cos of work ytd... so rushed to prepare everything... but my dad keep on naggin, & i'm already beginnin to turn fustrated already... late + rushin for time + couldn't find my things + tryin to think wat necessary things i forgot to bring + not enough slp... so without thinkin, i think i said sth tat hurt him... haiz... i dun mean to de mah... i jus dun like ppl to rush me... i'll be more fustrated & mess up everything... Konnichiwa nth much durin noon... jus some last min moments for BZF roleplay... will shorten my life rushin thru all the powerpoint slides... lol! so nervous la... then my brain stuck, cnt think... then keep on makin mistakes... hope sam not angry cos of me... =[ she looks so screwed up in the student hub with charles jus now... like anytime will xplode... scary~ before goin to the hub, i faster gobbled down my lunch... lol eat so fast till my stomach damn bloated... haha... rushin for time mah... no choice... after finishin my lunch... i secretly washed the plate & cutleries, then stuff it into ayin's & dane's plastic bag... HAHA! i even 'borrowed the canteen's tray without permission' LOL... now all the props for roleplay in my locker... funny~ but in the end... rushed everythin but still hav to wait till tomolo then perform... geez Gombanwa i missed my track trainin today somehow... went for some activity meetin... so went to koonloong's hse to hav dinner... one word to describe 'SUPERB' the tom yum soup, curry chicken... TOM YUM SOUP!!! bell! u saw this?!?! my fren knows how to prepare this dish! haha after tat i went hm while they went for nite cycling... i also wanna go nite cycling... like so fun... quarrelled with darl again... he also dun understan wat gerls r thinkin de... i dun think i'm being unreasonable now... i jus behave like how other gerls behave, tat's all... hmph... always like this de... sam's & vic's bf came to pick them up frm sch today... nikki picked bell up frm sch too... haiz... how i wish darl will come & pick me up frm SCH... not wait at junction 8... imagine how nice it would feel... but dun think my wish will come true... *JEALOUS* |
| Monday, June 11, 2007 |
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would i prefer to be back to the past which had turned to memories or cherish now like i hadn't been doin so last time... watever it is, i'm fairly contented with who & wat i hav with me now... =] WAHA~ thanks to my bro! i got 50bucks frm my dad! woohoo~ he spilled the beans durin perfect timin! had a small tiny nice chit chat with ms ng on friday... or isit mrs ng... um i'm not even sure wat position she holds in the sch... isit the head mistress of ite... i think so... hmmm... dun bother to kill my brain cells to think hard bout tat... lol~ she's actually a fun person... kind too... altho she's fierce when it comes to 'law by law'... heh every single bit of my energy was drained near the end of ndp prac on sat... i went all quiet after the rehearsal was done... waha... scary for other ppl... but normal to me... hey hey! i'm not astroboy... i get tired when i use up every single bit of my energy, jumpin around, fool around & runnin here & there takin shots of beautiful sceneries... squiggy dun say die... but energizer also will got limit de mah... nv say die then really won die meh... lol hope darl's wound heals up soon... then can touch his short prickly hair =D a huge bunch of hungry ghosts were let out today in ritz carlton! LOL~ they were mostly uncles & aunties near to being called ah mah ah peh... it's a buffet... but frm then till now, i haven't seen anyone, who's capable of finishin almost the whole of buffet line... the buffet line was topped up again & again la... LOL! & first time i saw the dessert section being 'attacked' till need to be topped up several times... normally the max time the pastry chef would top up is only twice... lol! & i tot auntie & uncle dun like sweet stuff!! surprisingly, all of them had sweet tooth... how bout sweet teeth... ha! our goal was to get to eat the left overs of the buffet line... but eventually it wasn't accomplished... sad la... my muah chee!!! whole day quite slack... baobei & me go around together almost the whole time... lol! so u can imagine how clack we can b... then we were dismissed by 8pm... so early la... my $72 aim gone, jus like this... haiz.. only got to earn like 48bucks...??? haiz... beta than nth... then baobei, mervyn & me went to MS to hav a short window shoppin before the shops closes... i've decided to buy this top for 19bucks on wed before work... waha... GSS GSS GSS~ met yuli by coincidence, she's as funny as last time... she's one gerl i liked for her great personality... she's super happy-go-lucky, she's always smiling & jokin around... there's almost not once she's moody la... she cheers ppl up with her nonsence... shops closes so we went to mac to chill & talk... not much to talk lei... both of them like the souls will b out of their body anytime sooner... lol~ i dun wanna eat de... din bring money along also... but the white choc rasp cake frm mccafe looked soOo sinful... can't help it.. so merv borrowed me money... sobz! he shouldn't hav even bothered bout me... then i could hav saved my $4.70 hmph! me & my crave for food... geez! based on this rate of eatin... i will nv be able to save enough for GSS... awww~ if only i hav more fashion sense & dress appropriate, y not phrase it this way... if only i hav the money to buy the clothes i need to build up the fashion sense i need... LOL |
| Thursday, June 07, 2007 |
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Walkin can also be a great way to release stress. the whole class went to the HISTORY MUSEUM today... super cool & i luv to visit these kind of places rather than goin shoppin... before i start with my story for the day... let me name some places i like to go & would luv to go
so if u wanna date me out... y not take me to this places =) hehe well actually it's ALMOST the whole class... weilun & charles ran off once they got down frm the bus... i din xpect weilun would go off jus like this la... so disappointed... =[ but anyway, i jus luv today la... a really nice day, b'cos i hav super great frens =D next time show u pals the pic... the museum is now so high-teched! a guide is not needed anymore... they'r usin this big ZEN NEEON-like controller to xplain to us the artifects, introductions & tell us bout the history of SINGAPORE... so cool la! so fun! & we'r camwhorin like mad la, especially me =p  but so sad, i nv bring my LUMIXy =( there's so many things i can take photo for... haiz if there wasn't tinkerBELL... i would hav chosen the last resort of askin ppl for help -.- rmb i lost my ezlink card? i went to replaced a new one... tell u the truth... i used the same photo & it's uglier than the previous card... GOD~ & it cost me $19 for the replacement... DAYLITE ROBBERY ah.. sobz *money fly away... who knows... i only had 16 bucks with me... so i panicked & waited for a miracle... i smsed bell to tell her wat happened while lookin for ppl i mite know... but unfortunately, there's none... sad la! i almost forced myself to ask ppl i dunno for money... but lucky bell came to my rescue jus in time... luv her la! one worry down & lots more to go... lol! if my class would be as united as we hav xpected...  EDITED BY DANE! HOW CUTE LA~ i dunno y suddenly i had the feelin of wanting to become the class monitress... i'm startin to get interested in plannin class bondin stuff... events for class & manimani more~ hehe~ sry i dun mean to steal ur rice bowl... but i can't help myself... mayb due to the duties i hav last time... & i luv all the responsibilty i'm handlin with, altho i always complain... but overall, i luv my duty as a class vice-chairperson b'cos the class luves me & gives me the support i needed & i luv them equally as well too =D truthfully if u giv me a chance now, i dun think i'll turn the offer down... but it's jus the punctuality prob i'm facin... haha... DEH~ NEXT~... i'm out! heh P.S. no offence to my darling moniter & monitress... =) i believe u both can do a beta job than before. rmb tat the whole class' puttin faith in u both. work hard to earn all of our trust k? hugz & kisses! lastly... i din know takin notes is so interestin... especially takin notes & writin irrelevant things *not involvin sch work... hehe~ CHEERIO~ SQUIGGY LUV |
| Wednesday, June 06, 2007 |
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i xpects more frm u, b'cos i luv u & want u to shower me with lots & lots of luv... i think i did nth wrong today... i dun think i'm at fault... but i jus dun get wat makes u fume... u jus ruined our only day out for this wk so easily... i hate u... i was lookin forward to today for the whole wk... no matter how tired i was today... but u dun seem to care tat much if u'r waitin for me to giv in, honestly i won't... not this time... i'm not stubborn but i know i'm did nth wrong at all y can't u be more understandin sometimes... it jus hurts me whenever u push my hand away even when i take the initiative to hold ur hand... u dun even giv me a chance for all i know, i cnt tolerate ur HUGE ego any longer... haiz... i tot it would b a happy outin for us today... but i guess i was wrong =( nth turns out the way i wanted them to be... if i could turn prettier... maybe he would luv me more *tear |
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morning blues, with thots swirling inside my mind... i've always been thinkin... y do i always lose my best fren... a reality, which makes me certain tat my life would nv be truly completed as there would nv be a true fren, who would stay with me as long as we could think of... one by one every yr they would leave me for someone else... maybe tat someone else r beta then who i m now... i dun blame anyone for these... u hav ur own rights to make ur own frens... i hav no rights to stop anyone of u... but it certainly hurts to see tat person who was once sooo close to u, like sisters... treats tat someone with absolute tender loving care... time heals wounds, yet can tear us apart too... maybe it was me who ruined tat precious friendship, sisterhood of ours... maybe it was who i was last time, the selfish & childish-thinkin me, tat turns our friendship sour... i really miss those days... yet those were the memories tat would always b somewhere but nv be repeated again... nth would b the same again... i hated the feelin to see my once-who-was-my-bestest-bestfren who now has her own bestest bestfren... they cherished their time together well... maybe b'cos i would nv learn how to earn one's trust... i would nv be a gd fren neither would i be a gd gf... i jus couldn't learn how to understan the other party... i'm the one who wasn't understandin enough... i should xpect more frm myself rather than frm others.. i should hav been more initiative... but i'm contented enough to know tat u had someone whom u could rely on & u'r happy tat u had them as ur bestest bestfren... i'm fortunate enough tat u all din forget bout me... high hopes would jus lead to great disappointment... all i jus ask for is to be more cliquey to all of u... CHEERIO~ i'll start earnin trust frm my class! i'll try to be more initiative & less nonsensical... i can feel my brain cells searching for ideas! i think i got it i think i got it... oh no... still thinkin... lol! i hav upgraded frm sotong to SQUIGGY! PROMOTION~ To my beloved class of 502 Look Here Look Here! Your adorable Sotong have thot of organising a simple yet fun outin for us N yesh~ only us i'll giv further notices when i came out with th plans & stuff wait for my blurry news~ i'm shy to say this but *blush MISS EVERYONE OF U SO VERY MUCH! awww~ dun reject my invitation K?!?! or get it frm SQUIGGY... SQUIGGY LUV~ SIGNING OFF  SQUIGGY AKA SOTONG |
| Monday, June 04, 2007 |
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Just My Luck i'm in the middle of the wee hours, & i simply refuse to go to bed... my eyes hurt even when i'm wearin my specs instead of contact lens... i felt tired physically but not mentally... & there's sch tomolo! my luck was down the day before ytd... i lost my ezlink card while i made my way to meet darl before i went to kallang for NDP prac... tat was when i realised i lost it when darl & i parted... he lent me his card... was sad la... had to take id photos again & most of all, waste money! feel like hittin myself to a wall... smart alec... dun wanna put card into wallet la... hope this will teach me a lesson... once bitten twice shy... can i use this idiom for this kind of incident?! lol i almost squashed a small bullfrog on a heavy rainy day... LUCK INCIDENT 1 yet, i can count myself lucky ytd... boarded the bus to darl's hse to return his card... the bus attendant board the bus after a stop or 2... scared the sh*t out of me... i swear i was like an ant on a hot stove... nervous, cold sweat & wished i could jus get down the bus before he came to me... but too bad~ we'r in the middle of the xpressway -.- i used darl's card & the last tot i had in my mind is pray or i'm a goner... darl will hav to follow me to replace a new card together... lol~ but guessed wat... close shave shei... really close... double WHEW! he turned over the card but his thumb covered the photo! i held my breath & my heart kind of stopped for a sec la... thank god! LUCK INCIDENT 2 i was kindof late le... & was rushin for work... yet i jus got down the bus & i wasn't even near darl's blk... saw bus 63 left frm the oppo busstop... GEEZ~ = so i had to walk all the way to my destination... under the blazin sun, started to sweat... my last tot here was tat i'm goin to be late... gosh when i finally reached his blk... i searched for his letterbox... couldn't find... was like every unit also hav only his... wierd la... carefully scannin thru again & again, i eventually found it... it's at the bottom... believe it or not, once i pop the card into the box, the bus arrived at the busstop tat was jus infront of me... LOL! to me, it's a miracle... & i wasn't late for work... hurray! LUCK INCIDENT 3 i worked as a bride's maid more than a waitress tonite... most of the time i'm lifting up the bride's long gown & puttin it down nicely again... doin the same thing over & over again... gah! tirin sia... it's a japanese couple weddin... & the bride's pregnant for let's say 4-5 mths? the function was a small one yet fun... the guests were spontaneous with the games & activities they had organised... cool la! their weddin cake, 3 layers of strawberry cake... *heaven~ taste nice la... but i din get to eat the main course... *curse... my beef steak... hmph... the main point here is tat... we end work at 12am but our vouchers were signed off at 1230am... 3 bucks xtra! cool! once in a lifetime treat shei! ^^ happyhappy... 3bucks also money ok... can buy 3 chicken wings =X |