| Monday, January 30, 2006 |
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won be bloggin till i come hm =) in malaysia le, miss ya ppl... especially my precious darling muackz luv him & miss him so much! ( ^_<)\/ luv, lyn =luv is not bout possession= |
| Saturday, January 28, 2006 |
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so tired today... 2hrs plus in sch... then 6 hrs at work... 2 hrs plus in marina bay celebratin samantha's birthday... lazy to upload pics... lol! next time... dear so kelian... work frm mornin 10a.m. till 11p.m. haiz... he's so damn tired lol! managed to get back hm to catch 15 min of the last episode of the 9p.m. show... lol! tomolo goin to go malaysia liao... haiz... sian sian one... durai still ask me if i can work tomolo not... too bad... but durin the day goin out with dear... hmmm hope he won change his mind last min tomolo... if not... haiz... nvm... scared he ltr say too tired, lazy & dun feel like goin out... know his pattern one... got chance to communicate with grace today... cos noboday accompany her... all nv come sch... lol! managed to take a photo with her... =) happy hmmm aiya... sian! ( ^_<)\/ luv, lyn =luv is not bout possession= |
| Friday, January 27, 2006 |
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trainin was... another day of 2 hr torture... lol... too long nv train... hmmm lots of new sec 1 members =) after trainin went to yishun with my mum... bot some clothes... lol! happy =D at least found sth for new yr... god is not completely bad to me lol! tomolo gonna celebrate samantha's birthday... i'm in charge of the cake... lol! tomolo early dismissal... noone would believe this... 9plus then end sch liao... wahahaha! so decided to work in the mornin tomolo lo... desmond called ytd to tell me we won first prize for the christmas deco... lol! i expected it actually... hope tomolo work will be a peaceful one ( ^_<)\/ luv, lyn =luv is not bout possession= |
| Thursday, January 26, 2006 |
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din go for art today... so sick since this mornin... sneexin like hell... lol! i hav another name... kelian... youlok gave me this name one... crazy... he say cos i look kelian... lol! lame... so decided to go meet dear... he again... nv go work... kena sack then he know... aiyo... missed the show at 9p.m.... watched 'the memoirs of Geisha' ummm... i admit tat my language very weak... i dun really understan the whole storyline... lol! haiz~ tomolo got trainin... ahhhh! new yr liao... i mean goin to... goin back to malaysia... not a sad thing la... but like... i'm not very xcited bout it... lol! ( ^_<)\/ luv, lyn =luv is not bout possession= |
| Wednesday, January 25, 2006 |
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went to buy clothes with carol... aiyo... very hard to find ah... so sian... mus go back malaysia... haiz... frm sat to tues... freak man... nth to tok bout... bye for now... miss my dear ( ^_<)\/ luv, lyn =luv is not bout possession= |
| Tuesday, January 24, 2006 |
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freak man... haven even buy anything yet... go out whole day aiyo... lol! then tired like hell... today de homework all nv do... lol~ mrs singh damn angry... next time mus rmb to do... in class when she ask who's still workin... noone admitted lol! she say gonna call every single of our parents n ask them the truth... lol! ask lo... =p tomolo go buy clothes straightaway after sch... mus mus buy sth... dun care ah... ( ^_<)\/ luv, lyn =luv is not bout possession= |
| Monday, January 23, 2006 |
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was really worn out ytd... once got hm, had my dinner then haven 10p.m. slp liao... haiz... been thinkin bout sth, which honestly i shouldn't hav think bout... but like aiya, realise i actually dun hav any best fren... there was like this worksheet which my form teacher gav, then there was this part which is 'my best fren is ..........., blablabla' then was like suddenly thinkin... my best fren is rol gan... but... who will be the one writin my name... altho all those who r quite close to me in sch... obviously, they hav their own best fren in mind... but definitely not me... thinkin of it jus makes me sad... for xample... zan will write amy or either joslyn... grace wrote xiaofen... shujun will write either grace or xiaofen... xiaofen will write shujun... carol will write shuzhen... huizhen wrote stephanie... so nobody will write me... haha! such a sad case... who is a nobody in ppl's life... maybe jus an ordinary fren to all of them... i jus dun get it... all my past best frens... i really wanna cherish them... like zan, grace & carol... i really like goin out with zan last time... but she jus do sth tat i din like... n keep on gettin worse at it... grace... i really like her last time de... she was always with me... was sad when she wasn't in the same class with me... tot we can still be best frens... but i was so damn wrong... she had her own frens... now her best frens were either xiaofen or shujun... maybe even zan... rol gan... she had too many frens le... everybody liked her... she spent her everyday so happily with everyone... it was like haiz... nvm... when i treat someone as best fren... they either go too overboard when i treat them really nice... or they jus drift away without knowin it themselves... in grace's life... i was nth... maybe jus a stranger, sad to hear... even when i asked her to go out... she still hav to find shujun & xiaofen along... wat did i do exactly to deserve all this... every single one of them said i changed... if it wasn't all of u... would i change?!?! no!!! for now... i would jus choose to be a lonely soul... maybe i jus shouldn't bother bout all this... maybe my life's fated with jus ordinary hi bye frens... there will be no more frens to encourages me to buck up in my studies... now all i could think of is... frens r nth... ( ^_<)\/ luv, lyn =luv is not bout possession= |
| Saturday, January 21, 2006 |
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scolded zan today... she really m very rude lo... she really dunno her limits... act cute la... stubborn, selfish, rude & simply crazy... like a not yet grown up child... i kind hearted tell her the ans... nvm if i'm wrong... she still say it in a very rude way lo... of cos i not happy say her la... angry till ears red face feelin hot.. then she also make amy angry... amy was slpin... bout she was like doin sth wierd... so kaihui tot she was like dreamin lo... then ask zan look wat amy was doin... she jus push amy so hardly... like with full force... then amy almost tilt off her chair lo... walao! we also nv ask zan to wake her up lo... even if wake her up also no need push her so hard rite... when amy wake up... she looked shocked and very angry lo... liew~ zan really dunno how to use brain think one lo... really no manners... then when work.. many complaints ah... then got this new comer... fida... so was like... damn awesome.. she was super friendly to customers tat she really treated every single one of them like her fren... she made everyone one of them frm frown to laughter... she's really very gd... but durai say cnt be too casual also... mus sometimes draw the line... cos some customers dun like... hmmm... tired like dunno wat lo... haiz... ( ^_<)\/ luv, lyn =Luv is Not bout Possession= |
| Friday, January 20, 2006 |
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after sch dun wan go hm so early... lol! also nth to do... so decided to go eat pizzahut... again! haha~ brought hm alot of bks... liew~ so heavy... but no choice... sooner or ltr also need to bring hm... dear promised to tutor me after chinese new yr... =D but the tot of it bit sian =_=" lol! the tot of bks simply makes me... *sigh* dear workin almost everyday now le... no time to meet up with each other... haiz... always nth to do... since the day i started sch... lol! always think tat i did alot for ppl... but eventually i still get really bad comments... still dunno y... many said i changed... others say i useless... i still dunno where i changed... maybe my noisy irritatin behaviour ba... made alot of dumb comments in front of the person & in the end offended them & hurt their feelins... was thinkin y i cnt actually keep my mouth shut... & y nv was my dumb brain to think... freak man... my class is ok.. but honestly i dun really like my class... it's like everytime i say something... they jus hav sth to comment... haiz... but nvm la... sth u've done is wat sth u will get in return... watched th show 'ai de zhang men ren'... chunchun said sth really rite... lol! always learnt sth frm drama shows... 'luv is not bout possession, is to let the person u luv, find his/her real happiness & try to get wat he/she really wans...' ( ^_<)\/ luv, lyn =the Best Proof of Luv is Trust= |
| Thursday, January 19, 2006 |
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din blog this few days... lol! very sian... today sick... whole day sneezin n feelin cold... after sch got maths remedial... to sick to listen to the teacher teach... he very long winded... lol! then went to slp... after tat still got art club... lame lo! lol! time today so hard to pass... aiyo! heard frm mr chia someone frm our class sent an email to principal to complain bout mr lee... mr mario... lol! dunno who so black hearted to do such things... ( ^_<)\/ luv, lyn =the Best Proof of Luv is Trust= |
| Sunday, January 15, 2006 |
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not really happy at work... especially cos of someone... who dampens my mood... geez! after work went out with mum & bro... till 11.30++p.m. then reach hm... lol! dear still sick... more & more worse le... ask him c doctor he dun wan... hope he gets beta tomolo... tired man... tomolo also got work... hope tomolo will be beta... =) ( ^_<)\/ luv, lyn =the Best Proof of Luv is Trust= |
| Saturday, January 14, 2006 |
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went to pan pacific hotel to look at the art gallery... lol! actually i din understan the whole thing... but the drawings r nice... =) at least i understood tat he's drawin humans' xpressions in diff views... not like rol gan... no artistic sense... haha... after tat treat them eat Gelore... ummm dunno if it's spelt this way... anyway... jus treat it as koonloong's birthday present... lol... after tat went to parkway parade to find dear... wait so long for him... lol~ actually is i get there too early... if not wat he wan me to do alone while he's still workin... so tired... dun really hav any thing to blog... again! zan said i changed... wthell... i really wanna confront her & ask her y... it's like i dun really like her this days also... honestly... nobody... xcept some of them... i tried to be her fren... not out of pity but out of true frenship... but she made me more & more dislike her as in her behaviour... unique but too much... as in really too much... how dare she say i changed & din think of ppl's feelins before i say anythin... yet she's also like this... i agree... i dunno wat happened to me this days tat i keep on shootin things out frm my mouth which i know i shouldn't hav actually said... i really din mean to... maybe again... the best decision is to stay shut... everytime! haiz... tat way she won hav anythin to say bout me... if she does... then let her be instead... maybe it's jus like wat koonloong says... she's said all this out of jealousy & envy... i already very gd le... i din say anything tat will really tear her heart apart... like wat some guys & gers will do... at least i know my limits... i guess i'll jus let this matter rest ba... =) watched the 9p.m. show jus now... one part is so touchin tat made me & my mum almost cry... lol! the part which lance showed everyone how thoughtful farida is to her mum-in-law... & finally the mum-in-law still accepted farida... so touchin... hmmm another part was when sunny quitted his job as a model & ruxin tried to cheer him up... so she said so many sweet things to him... actually confidence is also a kind of beauty... my mum found out bout me & dear's relationship... hehe! again... she's so clever... anyway... i really dunno y i like him so much lei... hmmm... dunno wat got into me... really... luv is blind..., when u r in luv, u dun really know y u made this certain decision... u jus hav the feelin tat u should... =) (^_<)\/ luv, lyn =luv is like in an unbreakable circle= |
| Thursday, January 12, 2006 |
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changed new keyboard le... lol! watchin star idol now... quite nice la... actually suppose to go meet dear after his work de... but i already at hm... & he ends work at 7... so bit late... & hard to find reasons to go out so late... hmmm... sian man... got the motivation to do hw... but again... one word lazy... =D carol, shuzhen, nic, cheexian & koonloong went to orchard to buy new yr clothes... lol! so early buy... i decided to go with huizhen they all to buy... after i take my next salary... maybe this sunday... hmmm almost everyone i know whom jobless, now has a job le... gd for them =) next time got time go find them... tomolo maybe go art gallery... waaaaa!!! dun wanna go one sia... haiz! y... y!!! hmmm tomolo got P.E. sure kena scoldin by mr chia one... lol nv go track... was so tired today... got slp durin lessons... lol! maths... so borin... confirm slp one... like whole wk very bz sia... haiz haiz haiz!!! ( ^_<)\/ luv, lyn =the Best Proof of Luv is Trust= |
| Tuesday, January 10, 2006 |
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LIEW! KEYBOard spoil... dun mind ALL THIS Caps letters... some kind of pATTERN also... hmmm... hooraY! FOR THIS 100TH entry... lol! lAME... after sch went out with deAR actuALLY... DIN GO FOR WORK & TRainin... hmmm mAYBE HE'S MORE IMPORTant bA... TRainin is i go ALSO NO USE LO... Last min sAY GOT TRainin & i din even hAV anythin with me... geez! quARRELLED WITH DEar cos of work... lol! everytime like this de... but aFTER awhile ok le... cos dEar giv in to me... & i meAN alwAYS... actuALLY asked zARIFah to replACE ME DE... SHE Say ok... but 5 sth she caLLED ME TO Say she cnt work for me... then durAI Say i mus come bACK TO WORK... HOW TO COME Back to work when i hAV NTH WITH ME EITHER... DUN Care lA... JUS sAY REally got sth on... tomolo mus reALLY WORK Hard...lol! mus behAV... IF NOT SURE GIV THEM SCOLD LIKE SIao... geez! deAR FOUND a job le... AT 'GIanT' supermARKET... LOL! HE'S GONnA WORK EVERYDay le... hAIZ! TREat it AS a retribution for me not spendin time with him bA... LOL! ( ^_<)\/ LUV, LYN =THE bEST pROOF OF lUV IS tRUST= |
| Monday, January 09, 2006 |
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freakin hell tired... worked for the whole ytd... woke up so early in the mornin for orientation... then immediately go for work le... doin bar whole day... cashier in the mornin... i slp almost everywhere i sit down... in the train... when i get hm i jus lay on the bed then fell alsp le... then dear called me... i woke up again... then when say i ltr then call him, i slp again... then rmb i haven changed & called dear back... woke up again then finished doin everything le... then when hang up, i doze off again... so freakin tired... ltr workin again... tired tired tired... ( ^_<)\/ luv, lyn =the Best Proof of Luv is Trust= |
| Saturday, January 07, 2006 |
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din update ytd... lol... can't think of anythin to type... today, din bring my phone with me!!! ahhh~ so difficult without my hp... geez! huizhen also forgot to bring... lol! after sch suppose to meet dear de... waited for him like 1hr... walkin to & fro frm 'Cheers' to the phone booth... keep on callin his phone... but nv pick up... carol also helped me call... i tot wat happen to him sia... so worried... thanks to christopher.. he borrowed me his phone when i needed it most.. lol! fightin back my tears while waitin... so so worried lo... when he finally came... he keep on apologisin continuously... i was happy to c him la... but also burst into tears... glad tat he alrite la... lol! waste time worryin =p... he should get touched lo... din get angry for him bein late la... partially my fault also... prob starts with me first... i din bring my phone & i very late then called him to wake up & come down... tat's y he was in a rush & forgot to bring the phone... after tat went to suntec... hav lunch first then go ask job frm job agency... after tat nth to do... decided to go watch movie 'The Family Stone' actually i dun really get the storyline... lol! not very nice to me... i only felt sad when maryldi i think is spelt like this... felt tat she's treated badly by the Stone family... lol! first time received so many sms & calls at one go... lol! tomolo got orientation... cca de... after tat need to rush for work... mus wake up early tomolo! ( ^_<)\/ luv, lyn =the Best Proof of Luv is Trust= |
| Thursday, January 05, 2006 |
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frens prob... AGAIN!... i really hate this dumb feelin... y can't these ppl use their brains n THINK... i hate ANTI-SOCIAL ppl... freakin hell... dunno wthell they thinkin... do u all mind? treat ur old frens as HUMANS... they got feelins one also k?!?! not tissue paper, after usin then throw aside... we r once ur frens... so y the sudden avoid?!?! i got disease isit... or u think i CHANGED... u all r the one who hav changed like fukin dunno wat... i dun mind if u all ignore me or dun even treat me as even a hi bye fren... but comeon... dun leave carol & shuzhen in one corner can... doin ur own stuff... livin in ur own world... y can't u spare a tot for those who once treat u well... dun u all hav a heart??? then meihong lei?!?! u all firstly keep on wantin to find her... but now? u all dun even contact her!!! IS THIS WAT FRENS R FOR... IS THIS EVEN CALLED FRENS!!! i really felt sad for meihong... really!!! y u all wanna do this to her sia... she's like so lonely... but u 3!!! maybe 4... i dunno y u all suddenly so close to each & startin to avoid us one by one... but i dun care... cos i giv up totally on this circle of frens... claimin us as sisters... PUI!!! wat a joke... more like strangers! even u will agree... y? cos of ur sudden change of frens... if u think we're not worthy to b ur frens... then so be it... i only thinks i hav terrible grp of frens... y? ask urself!!! argh! used a bottle to throw at hongwei jus now... lol! of cos pain la... geez! who ask him... always find ppl to bully... one day he will let me scold him, if he keep on doin wat he wans... really sian today... lucky there's always carol to hear me nag bout this grp of frens... lucky i'm not as dumb as last time to stress myself with all this probs... if i'm not important in their life... they won be in my life too... altho i know even if i treat them well, i won get the same treatment back... but i won regret treatin them well... cos i know sooner or ltr they will understan... if not then too bad... ( ^_<)\/ luv, lyn =the Best Proof of Luv is Trust= cute ger rite? hehe =D me & the little ger  |
| Wednesday, January 04, 2006 |
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waaa~! the first day of sch is... BORING!!! kaoz~ really man... since the time i step into the sch gate... the only lesson i was lookin forward for was RECESS!!! hungry like hell... like always... lol! mus save money liao ah... startin my plan of eatin bread daily... home-brought bread... =D startin this daily routine frm next wk onwards... lol! mus save money like siao... geez! my money in the bank decrease like the water runnin frm the tap... i spend more & more than wat i hav earned... aiyo! mus control ah... really very tired today... not used to wakin up at 6... lol! for ur info... not 6p.m. is 6a.m.!!! actually was happy to go back to sch on another thing... frens... lol! long time no c all of them le... =) first day of sch then get cot for fringe... how to cut it in one day's time... rubbish... nvm... then still got assembly after sch... liew~ bout discipline thingy... kaoz~ heard it every single yr since sec 1... i also can memorise le... after sch went to bishan junction8 to hav lunch... with carol, shuzhen, cheexian, samantha, nic & dear... dear came to find me so tat ltr i can follow him to take his pay check frm secret recipe... went to P.S. to take a form or contract... then need to get to joochiat before 6... the company was there... liew! we went one big round then found the dumb place... after tat ate roti prata... lol! then dear sent me hm... lol... actually he wanna come my hse de... but decided to go hm instead... lol! sch was always tirin... haiz! freakin sch... one thing i went back to sec 5 was cos of sports day... but freakin hell NO sports day... knn! mr chia bluff me... liew! again wat amazin race... wthell... i hate it man... i wan sports day i wan sports day!!! the Head of Physical Education BETA CHANGE THE PROGRAMME TO SPORTS DAY!!! argh!!! freakin sch... ( ^_<)\/ luv, lyn =the Best Proof of Luv is Trust= |
| Tuesday, January 03, 2006 |
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very tired today... actually planned to go out with wilson de... but he dun wan go out... so decided to go out with my mum lo... to tampines... lol! walk around & look around only... before tat, stayed at hm to watch tv... 2 nice shows... lol! one is at 10a.m. stephen chow's show... the other at 1.30p.m. 'qu wei lou'... a touchin show... almost cried at one part... so nice... =) actually movies made by Singapore, as in like real life stories, r really nice & touchin... like 'fang xue hou' also quite nice... the shows directed by jack neo also nice... tomolo's sch le... sad ah... suddenly my mood is dampen by this tot... *SIGH* my bag will be empty with only a pencil box + notebk... cos i haven bot my bks... cool!... lol! it's really time to change my pencil box... been usin it since pri4 or 5... aiyo... how long liao... 6to7 yrs le lei... aiyo... my sch skirt also... frm sec 1 til now... lol! new yr mus change into new stuff le... =D me& dear =)  |
| Monday, January 02, 2006 |
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jus came back... frm work... bit drenched... but not really wet thru la... cold like hell... regret forgettin to bring my jacket along... ahhhh! gonna be sch reopen le... no~! haiz... reality sux... lol!no la... cnt c asyik le... sad... but able to take a photo together with him =D haha... he's gonna go NS soon... munhon forget he got work today... lol! wat an xcuse... actually kenny, joan, lina, suzi & me work til 6 de lo... but desmond chase us to clock out at 5... cos too many staff le... geez! not fair... but nvm... but how can he decide himself sia... he's jus a supervisor.. not as if he's the manager... hmph! lol! finally had the chance to joke with yonghao... lol! finally break the ice liao... =) but he's still bit dao... but nvm la... won be workin til next sat... long sia... haiz... but quite xcited to go to sch on the FIRST day... lol! kindof miss so many ppl... haiz... those workmates who've quitted... those schmates who din make it to sec 5... tat's how unfair life would be... but life still goes on... *shrug* ( ^_<)\/ luv , lyn =the Best Proof of Luv is Trust= me & asyik =)  |
| Sunday, January 01, 2006 |
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1st day of the new yr... & i freakin hell feel like cryin! knn... dun wanna tok bout it... promised myself & many ppl i cnt cry le... controllin my stupid dumb tears... wat a yr... everyone wan me to understan them... ok... i giv in... i learn to compromise... but who will come & understan me... everytime ppl get wat they wan... but do i get wat i wan... NO! sad case... freakin hell... dropped tears liao... yr 2006... i dropped my tears... wthell... workin frm mornin til closin... entertainin customers... the staff... the managers... smile to them... try to make their stressed mood go away... this is fine... i'm happy when they r... but it's tirin ok... i'm really tired... couldn go for countdown... couldn go off early... i dun mind... at least there's still someone who keeps on makin me laugh... thanks to the great guy munhon... =) helped him to clean his station then sent him to k-box... went back myself... in the train, in diff cabins... saw ammar, dheeban, eric & jerome... today's jerome's last day... argh! u jus dun understan me... when u wan it ur way, i almost always let u hav it ur way... but when i wan sth, haiz~ nvm! forget it... jus sad la... frm wat u said... nvm... won sms u unneccessarily again... gd... save my sms also... same for urs... jus won disturb u la... i know i'm irritatin... jus kinda forget tat... thanks for remindin... tomolo workin... gd... at least can work while i put everythin aside... back to my lonely life... lonely yr... lonely days... gd... all times to myself... tomolo asyik last day... lucky i got work... thanks to durai for letting me work tomolo =) as all i can say is... smilez always... even it's nth gd to be happy bout but... at least it will make my spirit brighten up abit... anyway, HAPPY NEW YR TO ALL!!! ( ^_<)\/ luv, lyn =the Best proof of Luv is Trust= |