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Tuesday, October 23, 2007
just past 18 yrs old a few days ago... LOL! & i'm so excited bout it =]

plus my allergy to alcohol is finally gone! but i still can't get used to the taste bleahz

i can't wait to throw away my sec sch books... take up alot of space in my rm... actually i can choose to throw them away now... but had the feelin tat if i throw them away before the xams r even over, i'm definite to get a F9... LOL but who knows... maybe i'll get a F9 even without throwin the books away... ha... cos i din even study for it... -.-

the past few days were really fun altho alot had happened... the celebrations, surprises... Ooo... i luv surprises hee... thanks to all my frens, especially bell, my baobei & pong... & of cos ppl who really care =) i think i'll still be totally depressed without them la...

after my great 18th birthday is over... next will b my bro's sweet 16th birthday... wanted to plan sth big for him... but my dad's leavin to work overseas at the end of this mth =[ he'll be away for 6mths... i'm so gonna miss him la... he's gonna miss the celebration too... haiz

i wanna go suntannin & kbox again! maybe buffet when my mood's much beta & my appetite turns turbo...

isit fate tat we met again in the train, this time we'r both headin hm... & the most coincidental thing is tat he lives jus nearby, if i'm not wrong, jus across the street... oh god! wahahahahahaha! i hope we meet again hee... jus by seeing him frm the corner of my eye makes me happy

Don't tell me u love me when you don't...
I only accepts & listens to these words if you truly meant it.
I want nothing much from you but the truth...
The truth of true love.

Thursday, October 11, 2007
for the final time i've decided... i've given up on u le... not as a fren but as wat we r before...

i'd realised the fact tat i'd truly lost u & would b able to hav u back again... cos somewhere in my heart i know this time u really made it clear...

'since u can take it ez the last time round, y not now?' geez u'r rite pal...

if i'm a gd gf, like all of u said, then y did he turn to like other gerls instead? i hadn't done enough to make him happy, had i?

i always hav all sorts of ques in my mind... but now i think i'd to stop in order to b happy...

i'll giv my support to watever u do... i'll still giv u my care & concern... but this time i think i'll hav to stop luving u...

the hurt tat u gav me is like my world came crashing down... but, yah... i'll still forgive u thou... like i always had before...

but pls, dun come back & hurt me again...

i jus wish i can find a beta guy since u'd given me this chance...

& i hope u know wat u r doin... knowing each other 3yrs plus, i dun wanna see u get hurt... i still hope we can still maintain as frens... i'll start to earn ur trust n be ur best fren...

& one more thing... dun play with my feelings again...

i really dun like how u joked today... it's quite hurtin la... u know my heart haven fully heal, bastard!

saw this really cute guy working in ritz fitness centre... his smile is so damn gorgeous la ^^ hope can hav another chance to see him again... LOL! should hav asked for his name WAHAHAHAHA! got chance.. work under the same company =D

saw another cute guy at the same time, a singpost delivery boy... hehe simply cute! eye candies really make a gerl's day...

Monday, October 01, 2007
y do u fuking wanna lie to me... u denied everything when i confronted u... u sia..

i hate u so much now... jus admit tat u liked her...

so now i'm so convinced tat it's cos of her tat u broke up with me...

i'm so disgusted by wat u did now... to think tat i still trusted u so much...

u'r a fukin bastard!

i dun mind if she's beta than me but y do u wanna do this to me... when she's not even worth u liking

i did everything i can to maintain this relationship

shower u with luv... do little things to make u happy

but now i realised, all tat i had done before is jus my stupidity

i know i'm stupid enough to still wanting to luv u...

i still hope u will know ur way back...

u hurt me time & time again... but i always wonder y i still luv u so deeply...

this time u hurt me the deepest...

if u chose her to me, then all i can say is gd luck to u...

all i can say is i still luv u...

but when u made it clear tat u luved me no more, i knew there's no way u'r comin back

i wish i wish with all my might
tat u will come back to my side

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