my Life

Haiz.
Why only me?
Like the feeling of embarrassing me in front of the whole class??
I'm trying to make an effort already.
Stop demoralising me.
Just stop it.

If it concerns about my private stuff, then it's meant to be talked about in private.
Not out loud to the whole freaking class.
Wtf.
Screw the damn ******!

I should have known.
She's the princess.
And i'm just the maid/servant.
I only can have the opportunity to love someone secretly.
Everything should be kept inside me.
No way can i voice out my feelings.
Because i know, it doesn't matter at all.

I'm always putting in effort to please you.
But have you made me happy before??
Happiness from beneath my heart?

I really have the urge to sew up 2 voodoo dolls, with 1 name on each.
Only me and bell know who's names i'm gonna put.
Beware.
Or your name could be in that box where all my handmade voodoos are >=/
Sheesh.

Keep your bloody comments to yourself.
If you think you can inspire me with your views & opinions, let me tell you, it's not going to happen.
Amend your flaws first before trying to make people listen to you.
What right do you have to comment about my suck-y attendance??
Ouch! I did feel the pinch from your unnecessary comment.
But count yourself fortunate, i laughed it off.
Bloody hell.
Please show some dignity, and stop your dumb boot licking to climb to the top.
It irks me somehow.
Although i felt bad about yesterday.
And STOPACTINGCUTE! It simply doesn't suit you at all.
God.

Why am i complaining so much nowadays??
I don't seem to be pleased with anything coming my way.
No wonder i'm so unhappy, so emo.
I need someone to cheer the hell out of me.
I want to surprises happening when i open my eyes every morning.
I want to have that special happy feeling everytime i get out of bed, just knowing that there's something cheerful coming my way.
I just want that carefree feeling.
I so want to feel loved =(

There's nothing for me now to feel contented about.
I'm not fussy.
But just feel shitty now.
Everything just don't seem to go the right way we want it to be.

Labels: - Worry just makes small things grow big.

Tuesday, July 29, 2008

Beauty is not skin deep.
Gold is buried beneath the soil.
Look with your heart.
Not your eyes.

I'm gonna go cut my hair.
I think i'll go on thursday =)
Then maybe do some treatment.
It needs some pamper, so so dry.

3 more days to being a coolie -.-"
Should i be happy about it?

Saw a pair of nice heels from Charles&Keith.
So longing to have it =D

Maybe going for LasikOpt on the next holiday.
Abit excited ^^
No more wasting money on contact lenses & spectacles.
How nice.
Smile.

There's so many things i want to do.

I wish everyday will be a happy day.
And i'll get whatever i want.

Eating cold porridge now.
So that you will have something better tomorrow.

Giving up comfort and pleasure for a greater good.

Labels: - Beach . Ball . Babes

Sunday, July 27, 2008

I think i'm down with some kind of internal sickness.
Worried.

Why be such a hypocrite behind his back & behave like a dog in front of him??
Don't you have a little bit of dignity left in you?

Life never gets any better.
Maybe it never will, for me.
Will it??

But i count myself fortunate.

Will Cupid come for a visit??
It should be time for me to be showered with some true love eh =)

I'm not her.
I'm Cherlyn.
It starts with a C, not a K.

When i do something wrong, will you forgive me?
Just like how you forgave her when she hurts you, that deeply?
Will i have a chance to be apartofyou too?

Asking questions when i already knew the answer.
Gullible, Naive, Silly.
That's me.

I'm sorry i lied.
But tell me, why are you so strict with what i do??

Is it true?
She wins me in everything??
No matter it's personality or appearance??

Work today was a breeze & a bore.
High tea buffet lasted for 4 hrs.
Can you believe it?
God.
But well, we're happy for the celebration though.
25 years after they graduate from primary school, they all met up again.
Through FaceBook, they found one another.

Hmmm.
Envious.
I'm curious how we all will look like after being seperated for 25 years.
Then meet up again at a place which brings back all our memories.
Wouldn't it be fun??
HAHA =D

Labels: - Thinking too much

Saturday, July 26, 2008

I'm going to make a very big fuss here before i go to sleep.
Rawr!

I hate people who shout at me in front of everyone when i speak to them nicely.
Fuck.
You know how to cook.
You're the head of the kitchen.
So what?!
You're still new here.
And you ought to show us some fucking respect!
I just merely asked, out of goodwill, why don't you use the pasta bowl instead of the dinner plate for the oxtail because it's kindof oily, ok... it's VERY oily, and 3 pieces of them will slide in all directions, it wouldn't look nice right?
Hello~ i just suggested a SUGGESTION??
I didn't storm right in to the kitchen and demand you to change the platings next time round, right?!
Do you have to shout at me in front of everyone immediately, saying "It's my fault i didn't carrying the fucking plate carefully, that's why the food will slide around the plate. Always come and blame the kitchen when something goes wrong."
First thing first.
Did i blame you, saying it's your fault??
Did i ever come in to the kitchen, finding faults with you guys??
Listen to what you said, and reflect ok??
Look around your kitchen and see what your staff did to deserve complaints.
Wthell.
Do you think we have nothing better to do than to find fault with you people??
Think again.
We have much important things to do than to be bothered with you guys in there.
Not another word from me suggesting anything to the kitchen, not ever.
Because some people just wouldn't realise their mistakes & appreciate others' goodwill & advice.
They just think that they're doing the right thing when actually, they're doing everything wrongly.
Note: I'm not talking about one person here.

If i heard it wrongly, well, then i'm sorry.
But i thought i heard you commenting, we, service staff.
Hmmm.
Let's see.
"Looks like the service side very cock up ah"
"Well, it always does what..."
Wtf?!?!
Are you sure our side ALWAYS cocked up?
Or isit you people inside who pulled us down to die together?
Well, i admit it's very messed up outside at times.
But you dare to say you guys inside did a fantastic job??

Credits should be to us, but you ALWAYS steal the limelight.

Another one another one.
God.
I don't know how can the boyfriend stand her, compromising her temper and all.
Tolerated her tantrum the second she stood in front of our menu stand till the end of the whole meal.
She was pouting the whole time, with her eyes rolling whenever talking to us.
Damn rude.
Me, joanne & snow felt like slapping her bloody face.
Umm, that, maybe it's just me who's hotheaded, wanted to do that.
But never would ever do it.
Anyway.
So tired already, still need to face this kindof guests.
Ahhh...
Nevermind.
You're so fortunate to have such a good boyfriend, lady.

Well, think of it.
I'm always throwing tantrum too =X
Oh well.
Girls. Ladies. Women.
Fickle-minded, superduper stubborn creatures with unpredictable emotions eh?

Hmmm.
To think that we can sleep through the morning, and maybe the early noon too.
But we were so wrong.
We still have to go to school in the afternoon, while everyone should be working, still snuggled in bed with their bolsters or out, enjoying an early weekend.
Me, attending an urgent meeting with PixelLab.
Bell, attending her date with mural painting.
Why oh why.
At least she's having fun.
But I'm there just to take attendance, which makes me the 'most' important person.
Because everyone depends on me for their overall CCA points.
Say a few words.
And bye~
Off to have lunch alone.
Then off to work.
That's when horror begins.
Sheesh.
When will work get any better.
At least i prefer people in ritz.
Clique better =(
Haiz.

Just take one step at a time.
There's no need to rush.
It's like learning to fly.
Or falling in love. ^^

Labels: - You'll always be a part of me, I'm always part of you indefinitely

Friday, July 25, 2008

Watched TheDarkKnight!
To tell you the truth, i never liked watching MarvelSuperHeroes Cartoons.
Moreover the movies.
But well, i heed your advices and gave it a try watching Batman's movie.
And yeah~ it was really nice =)
So now, i have only watched Spiderman's, X-Men's & Batman's movies.
So i guess i should catch Superman, Elektra, HellBoy on the big screen too eh??

Hmmm getting really sick & tired of my everyday life.
Can't life get anymore interesting??

Haiz.
We're often used as tools when we're of some kind of use.
When we're not needed, we're usually just being treated like we're non-existent.
Wtf.

Hmmm.
How i wish i can earn money as an athlete.
If i can be more persistent in accomplishing something.

Labels: - I just need a little of your time to say the words i never said

Thursday, July 24, 2008

Finally finished watching TheChronicalsOfNarnia:PrinceCaspian.
A really nice fairytale movie!
Love it~
But the buffering can kill.
Spent a week to finish the whole almost 2hrs movie.
God.
But well, it's worth the wait.
Hope there's a part 3 for this movie =)

I'm proceeding to YouDon'tMessWithTheZohan.
Funny start.
So i guess the rest will be equally hilarious =D

I'm not late for once today for school!
HiphipHooray~
Lol.
But i couldn't take it when it gets to MICE.
Fell asleep after staring at the whiteboard & listening to her talk for 15mins.
Then slept till the next teacher comes in to replace ThinkingSkills with this discussion bout our NDP celebration's songs & choreography.
Wthell.
But it was kindof fun, i must admit.
Sing-Along-Session.
"... This is home, truly. Where i know i must be..."
Geez.

See things beyond.
You'll find something unexpecting.

See with your heart.
Feel it.
Embrace it.

Dreaming of a true love's kiss.

Labels: - Deep down inside we wanna believe fairytales still coming true

Monday, July 21, 2008

Been busy with work these few days.
I so need to soak my feet in a bucket of hot water.
I need a massage!
A full body massage.
Every part is aching!

Haiz.
I have to work extra hard now.
Can't wait for the monthly pay.
Flowers would have withered by the time i got their cheque.
Quick cash!
That's what i need.

Soooo...
I'm juggling with 3 temp jobs currently.
Going to think really carefully how to slot in every booking.
Haiz if it's holiday now.
Oh well.

School's... how should i put it...
Still very boring??
Yeah.
The only place i always thought of going, is back home.
No matter i'm in school or at work.
I always look forward to going home.

Working in Chijmes is... kind of something new.
Well, not exactly new.
Just abit not really organised here and there.
Oh well, the pay's good.
So, what more can i ask for.
At least, they would shoo us home on time =D
Something that i like, i don't have to ask around or peek at my mobile secretively for the time.

I think i should learn yoga.
To learn how to calm myself & meditate.
I'm losing control of my own emotions.
LoL.

I have something to say...
People in ritz... are wierd...
AHAHAHAHA!

Funny happenings always occur in ritz.
And i'm really sorry for whacking you in the eye that very night, kim babe.
So very sorry.
I'm sure you can feel my sincerity =X

I can't wait for a break to party~

Labels: - If i walk away, would you give chase?

Friday, July 18, 2008

Yesternoon.
A few of us felt like we just threw our faces on the floor to let others step on them.
Sheesh.

Work was kindof tiring.
But everything's alright.
With a team of good workmates.
What more can i ask for =)

OT was really earning easy money.
Me & sam just basically walked around and sat down to iron a few pieces of organzas for the chair sash.
Lol.

Haiz it's been a long time since i stepped back in there.
If it's not for papa & my going-blind-anytime-soon eyes.
I would try to stay away.
Not a happy place to work in.
But well, it's always better to work with people i'm familiar with there.
Thank god there's sam, kim & serene =)
Iloveyougirls!

Understand my situation eh??
Noone understands why better than you do.

I want to go back to who i was before.
I feel much happier then.
Being all happy-go-lucky.

I'm bringing myself down constantly since when, i don't even know.
Now i'm trying to pick myself up from where i fall.

Labels: - Do you love me??

Wednesday, July 16, 2008

Oh god!
You're definitely stepping on my tail.
You fatso.
You're jealous that i look more attractive & beautiful than you??
Ha.
Calling me a whore eh?
Why? Your CB too itchy but noone help you scratch or want to fuck you isit??
Buy a vibrator la!
Cannot afford??
Put that on your wishlist.
I'll remember to get that on your birthday.
*wink

You're getting way over my head, my friend.
Oops. I forgot we're not friends anymore.
Why? Ask that yourself.
But well, treat enemies like your friends.

I don't even have to think or imagine.
People have mouths to spread whatever they want.
That's what word-of-mouth means.
But go on, say whatever you want.
Only close friends know who i am?
Ask them how i treat them.
Like a true friend.
Not like someone.
Who goes around telling people i'm a bitch or a whore.
Well... but thank you! calling me such names indicates that at least i'm attractive enough for people to want me!
Ha!

Labels: - You're desperate to be fucked? I'll help to find you one

Tuesday, July 15, 2008

Haiz.
I hate to say this but...
School's crap.
I just cannot help it.
Argh!

I rather bury myself in all those projects everyone's been busy with, than going to school everyday aimlessly, looking at the time shown in my mobile every now and then, couldn't wait to fly home immediately.

Alot in my mind.
But don't know where to start from.
Bits and pieces here and there.

Got friends also a problem.
No friends also a problem.
Wthell.

I don't remember me being like this before.
What actually happened ah.
Asking questions, even me myself couldn't answer.

If there's someone i can really turn to.

Looking around, love is definitely in the air.
But too bad, i'm not breathing that same air.
Singlehood.
Should i be happy bout it? Or brood over it??
Mrs. A.
Ha!
If only~
Dream on.

Soooo boring!

Think of it.
Have i ever been happy before??

Labels: - I didn't know where to turn to

Monday, July 14, 2008

Watched NationalTreasures2:BookOfSecrets.
Two thumbs up!
Amazing~

I wouldn't call you a bitch.
Why?? Simple.
I'll tell you why.
Because bitches are kindof smart & hot, and... you're nowhere there.
Don't know what other name i could think of that suits you.
But whatever~
Just stop being so immature.
Damn fucked up.
Why even bother.

You always want me to listen but i would never get a chance to voice out what's always kept inside me.
Those little comments you always find them irritating are actually little thoughts about how i feel, not out to irritate you.
Fuck!
Why am i saying all these when i know you won't even give a damn.

Yes.
I may not be as smart.
I may not be as pretty.
I may not be as hot.
But well, so what.

Will you stay if I asked you to?
Will you accompany me if i needed you?

No matter how hard i tried, i'll always be the last one left on the shelf.
The spare one, just in case.
Always the last choice.
Always the insignificant one.

I never get what i want.

Nobody understands how i feel, because i refuse to open up.
But when i'm ready to pour everything out from my heart, nobody would be there to listen.

I'm there for you when you were at your lowest spirit.
But i'm being chased away when i'm at mine.
Nothing but hurtful words:
I hate you, you're being very irritating.
Wtf.

Read this.
I hate you too.

Labels: - words that hurts so much

Sunday, July 13, 2008

Thought back bout what happened yesterday.
Feel like laughing at myself.
Wthell was i thinking.
Sheesh.
AHAHAHAHAHA!

That similar wave of pain hit me again.
I mean the headache.
Decided to stay home instead of working.
Although i know i need that money.
But well, working with a malfunctioning body system = SureDie!
Lol.

Another week gone, just like that.
Time flies so quickly, unnoticed.

I found myself covered with tiny, small & big bruises.
I don't even remember banging, hitting, knocking into things.

Anyway, i think i'm going to join the 10km NikeRun - Global/International which falls on the 31st of August.
Anyone interested to join me??
Ummm although it doesn't really matter i'm alone or not.
Because~ I would end up running on my own, not looking out for anyone.
WAHAHAHAHA!

10km.. hmmm... I think that distance is just fine =)

All i want is to be happy.
To hell for those who wish to bring me down.
Because you'll never succeed.

Labels: - an insignificant me

Saturday, July 12, 2008

Nasty~
Vomitted 2 times.
Wthell.
Still don't get why i drank so much yesterday.

And i'm so sorry to make the peeps worried.
I just fell asleep somewhere.
God =(

And...
I'm still sick.
Double nasty...
Sobz.

Happy Birthday DRIN!
Happy Birthday HUSTON!

Labels: - I knew all along... your heart wasn't with me

Friday, July 11, 2008

Yes~
I'm still sick.
If i had the chance to not go for work today, i would.
Ahh... Cartel tonight, again.
Sian.

Hmmm.
I missed the entire school days this whole week.
Let me see.
I only went for a total of like... 3-4 lessons?
Wthell.
I was either late for school, and only attended the last lesson, or I wasn't able to drag myself out of bed, or i was sick, or, lastly, i had no choice but to take a day off from school because of some important personal stuff.
Way to go, girl! NOT~

God.
Gonna buck up next week onwards no matter what.

Hmmm.
Cough.
Fever.
Intense headache.
Now what?!
Runny nose.
Sheesh!
The process of body breakdown.
Rawr!

Watched AhLongPteLtd.
Was really funny =)
Too bad i missed it in the theatres.
I suppose it would be better watching it on a HUGE screen.
Haiz.
It would be even better, with the company of popcorns, nachos & Zappel ^^

I guess i would never be able to change your perspective, no matter how hard i try.

Labels: - And if you want to cry, Cry on my Shoulder

Thursday, July 10, 2008

Still had that wave of pain in my head.
Yes...
I'm sick.
I spent the worst night after so long alone.
I just felt like someone's hitting on my head repeatedly.
But i felt the warmth when my mum came to my room just to see if i'm ok.
It was when i felt something cool & wet on my forehead then, that i realised mama placed a wet towel on my forehead to subside the fever.

I don't even know how i got sick.
Hmmm.
I think it's the cough that's caused by my stupidity of pouring too much strawberry syrup into my drink that night on Tuesday.
That caused me to choke on my drink, because it's too sweet.
And therefore, i started to feel the itch in my throat, & coughing non-stop.
Wthell.

Anyway, went out with Wilson yesterday.
Had SukiSushi @ AngMoKio for dinner.
Heck!
First time went there after buffet time.
But everything's fine.
Only that the place's more highclass.
But we don't have many choices from the menu =(
After which, we watched It'sABoyGirlThing.
Hmmm.
I thought tickets after 6pm is $7.50?
But she charged me $6 per ticket.And i bought a drink, which cost like, $2.20??
Lol.
She only charged me $12, which only means... she only charged the tickets!!!
We just kept quiet and walked away.
Hee~
I think she's busy & it does didn't came across her mind.
Oh no~
More karma points i'd collected.
Haha.

The movie was nice.
Funny in some scenes.
The whole movie was filmed very nicely =)
The male lead is such a hot hunk!
LoL!

After the whole movie, that was when i felt my body starting to change.
Felt the chill, alittle feverish and my whole body aching =(

Took the train towards HarbourFront to get his pay.
Well~
It's Wednesday!
Ladies'Night!
Went in for fun & got myself a glass of OJ.
It was still very early.
Hmmm.
10plus, counted early for clubbers right??
I can even use my fingers plus toes to count the number of people in there at that particular time.
And the songs sucks abit.
Lol.
Like i said, still very early.

Went home with my head feeling bloated.

Sobz.
We need to buy a first aid kit soon.
I don't even have a panadol to ease my headache.

Labels: - Big Girls don't cry

Wednesday, July 09, 2008

Haiz.
First time work Cartel.
Wasn't a very good experience.

Don't get me wrong.
Me?!
Giving up working at Friends & try my luck working in Cartel??
No way!
Alot of reasons why i won't even consider bout working in Cartel instead.
I'm just helping out by the way.

Read the term, Helping Out.

I was being told that my job was just to be the runner.
But when i started work yesterday.
O.o
They practically taught me everything a part-timer there has to know.
I was like, wthell?!?!
Even cleaning up of the whole restaurant, clearing of garbage, topping up of the glasses & all.
Hello, i thought i'm just a help-out??

Then i realised i'm like the only one running up n down.
Even Josh saw how i'm being treated also angry la.
I just felt they're like taking advantage.

Haiz 7bucks easier to earn than a 5bucks.

But thanks to my work mates next door, at least i got some entertainment.

Hmmm.
I guess i have walked past my rocky journey.
Everything seems fine now.
I hope.

To all my darlings who are facing the storms now.
Usual saying.
Just bear with it for a while longer.
Rainbows and sunshine will always show after every storm =)
I'll be here to listen to all your complaints & unhappiness.
I'm always just a ring away.
And know what?!?!
I'm always online!
Wahahaha~

HUGZ~
ILOVEpracticallyEVERYONEwhoLOVESMETOO!

Labels: - Don't hesitate no more, I'm yours

Tuesday, July 08, 2008

AHAHAHAHA!
How come blogs that were updated by people around me always makes me feel like laughing..
Hmmm...
Boy, no point regretting now.
Always lose that one person who loved you so dearly before, then realised that actually somewhere in you still loves her alot.
But so what, can you promise that you'll not make her cry, you'll treasure her love & give her happiness??
Hmmm, I just don't wish to hear you giving lame excuses & see her cry.
She's a good friend to me.
And i don't think you fit the bill of being a good boyfriend.
But well, who am i to stop all this from coming?
If you're both meant to be, then i don't see why i should stop this relationship from starting =)

Girl, i just want you to be happy.
If you think both of you will work out just fine this time, then go ahead eh?
(ummm, you're smart enough to know who i'm refering to)

Anyway, once again, back to my day.
First day of school.
Boring~
Lol.
I practically only went for a half an hour recess break & 1 and a half hours of Design.

Today's Design lesson was 'DWUW!' (Do What You Want)
Lol.
As usual.
I played Viwawa, Big 2!
And the whole room looks like a LanGaming room.
Haha!

Went straight home and started to sit in front of the com to do my usual stuff.
This has become my daily routine.
Lol.
And it won't change for the time being.

I need a new job!
Fast!

And i regretted not going for the dinner in the evening =(
So sad.
I missed all the good food.
And it was so cheap.
Sobz.
Never mind.
Mama's cooking was nice too =)
Had prawns for dinner tonight.
And the fish was nice too =D

Labels: - Time can't erase a feeling this strong

Monday, July 07, 2008

Oh god.
School's starting tomorrow and i can't wait to give myself an extra week of holiday.
Can i self declare?
Lol.

School's starts at 8am.
And i'm still online!
It's already 2plus in the wee hour.
Wthell.

I'm so not looking forward to school.
Don't mind me.
I don't even feel like working anymore.
I need a really long vacation.
A really long break for myself.
I want to get out of this country!

Sunday's supposed to be a great last weekend of that week for everyone.
But how com all my Sunday's till now, sucks so much.
Every Sunday's a drag.
Well, i don't have a favourite day.
Everyday seems so happening, NOT.
Haiz.
Everyday seems so predictable.
Everyday, i'm doing the same old routine.

How i wish one day i find out that i'm the long lost daughter of a billionaire.
Lol.
*Snap & Smack
Dream on!

Can school be anymore interesting?
At least influence me with some motivation to drag myself to school.
Come on~
Surprise me!

I'm being lame.
God. I'm bored.

I wish i was little again.
Won't have to worry bout anything happening around me.
Won't have to worry bout what i should do next, because there's always cartoons & more cartoons to entertain me with.
Playtime every evening with next block kakis at the playground.
I don't have to worry bout not having enough money.
I don't even bother if i look nice or not when i'm so young.
All the books were just about ABCs, 123s and pictures of apples & sweets.

Everything seemed so easy & carefree in the past.
I'm kinda tired of growing up.

If time can just stop somewhere to let us take a break from all these hectic everydays.

Another 9-10weeks of school to the next holiday.
Haiz.
Why oh why...

Labels: - I'm here waiting

Sunday, July 06, 2008

Hearing all those ridiculous facts.
Seeing him just makes me certain that he's a complete failure.
I don't even bother to find another word to replace the word failure.
How bout a 'useless fucker'?

Can you believe that you had driven everyone to the edge??
Even your good partner who treated you like a good friend, who's the only one who tried not to give up on you & helped you along everytime, gave in to you so many times, gave you chances over and over again, well, he finally sighed & decided to give up on you.
I can't believe that you actually terminated his shifts.
Wthell were you thinking?!
You think you can actually make some kind of miracle happen all by yourself?
I can tell you, NO WAY!
Dream on!
It would never happen!
Trust me, continue being like this.
You'll never earn any of our respects.
Because till now, you don't deserve any.

If it's not for G, you wouldn't have make it this far.
If it's not for G and E, everyday would be a cock-up day for you.

You brought all this shit upon yourself.
You're simply hopeless.

You're one of the reason why i wanted to leave this horrible place so much.

Anyway, back to MY day.
Played Viwawa the whole of last night, till like, 5 plus am??
Then couldn't wake up on time for Visual Diary meeting.
Lol.
I still thought the vibration of my mobile made was part of my dream.

Visual Diary's getting really interesting =)
I hope my concept works out fine, 'again'.
Hee.

Then i dragged myself away from the com and out to work.
Haiz.
I'm so so so not wanting to go to work.
I'm kind of sick & tired of F&B jobs.
But i'm not ready to take up sales.
Anyway, we'll think about that another time.

I finally got the hang of Big 2!

Labels: - I fake a smile so he won't see

Friday, July 04, 2008

OMG!
Anyway i think i'm not trying to be a saint or an angel.
I can be selfish & aggressive.
I'll forgive but i'll never forget how i'm being treated.
Stand by her eh.
She needs more friends than i do.
Because only people who really does know me, knows who i really am.
I don't give a shit about how you think of a person i am.
If you think you're that great of a person, hmmm, think again, why does everyone choose to fall out with you?

Anyway, i have alot of people who really understands me, knows me & loves me.
Losing one friendship doesn't really matter to me.
Hmmm, some people are worthy for me to be kind to.
To you, i'm seriously not contradicting.
People have eyes to see.
I treated you really good previously.
And i tried & tried, but too bad, it doesn't really work.
So well, you gave up on this friendship.
And now, i have no means to salvage it any further.
Because i know, the outcome will be the same.

7 years long of friendship or not.

Till now, i have wonderful friends all there for me, no matter rain or shine.
Importantly, I lived happily without you too.

Labels: - I'm loved, definitely

Thursday, July 03, 2008

It's already 5am.
And i still refuse to go to bed despite me feeling really really tired.
Earned a hundred today.
Kind of easy today =)
If there's a catering which pays $10 per hr once every week.
How nice $.$
Ooo... I see money!!
Haha~

I had fun today =)
Always had fun working with funny people doing nonsensical rubbish.

I want my pay!
I want my pay!!
I WANT MY PAY!!!

I'm leaving that *toot* place.
And noone's going to stop me.
Bleahz~

Anyway, i felt happy today.
Practically the whole day ^-^
Happy. Happy.
Went to the airport to welcome my dad home.
Partially i couldn't wait to collect his presents.
Hee~
Loads of perfume.
Weet~
I just love my papa.
Bought lots of boxes of chocolates.
And he took pictures of TheBigBen & London'sEye.
So beautiful, i must say.
I would wish to tag along too if i had the chance =(
But i'm glad he's back.
I would miss him badly if he's away for months.

I missed my mama too when she went to China the other time.
Hee.
Noone help to do the chores =p
Haha!

After the trip to the airport then back home.
Wait.
Did i mention that we took the Limo Cab home?
LoL.
I thought it would be really comfy since it sounds so luxurious.
But NO.
The seats so hard!
Hmmm.
But to think of it.
Maybe it's because i sat in the middle.
Sheesh.

Then~
After the whole trip, rushed over to Bugis to accompany Lianyin to do some shopping.
LoL.
Felt abit bad.
I had to rush off then left her to do the shopping alone =(
Sorry girl!
I promise i'll shop with you the whole day another time.
I really promise.
Plus when i get my bloody pay, that is.

So that's all for my happy day for the second day of July.
Hope this month will be a good month for me =)
Pray hard!

Double O tomorrow!

Labels: - If you intend to leave, i will not stand in your way

Tuesday, July 01, 2008

Rawr!
Where's everyone when i need to talk to them about something urgent?!?!
*pull hair!

Cancelled work today.
Cannot take it.
The pain's killing me =(

We'll eventually reach the finishing line, no matter we walk or run.
If we run, we'll miss out all those beautiful sceneries.
Why not just walk our way to that particular finishing line?

Life's short.
Time will never wait.
Live life to the fullest.
There's alot we can do in life, why stay at one spot for so long & miss out all the wonderful things out there.
See life in a different perspective.
You'll find something really nice.

HAPPY JULY!

Labels: - looking out for a better someone