Sunday, April 30, 2006 |
28th april released frm sch really early... at bout 10.30a.m then been released le... thanks to band... but hav to stay back to do the things for the carnival... till 1plus... been hit by a chair... now bruised lol! but nvm la... cos is gabriel the soyabean boi help me to carry de... everyone was really mad at zan on fri... geez... she's irresponsible & always thinks of herself only... wtf... leeling's the most 'goin to xplode' one... ask her if she got go eat yuki yaki with carol they all.. she said no... she hav to go her ah ma hse... & when i called carol to ask her if zan's there, she say ya... pls la... there's no linage of coincidence in this situation... if u got the heart to stay u will wanna stay to help... not leavin only 2 gers to do all the work in the end... at least i stayed longer to help out... she told leeling she need to leave at 12... but when leeling, anna & me in canteen... she jus left, told visithra, nv even bother to called leeling to jus inform her & left at 11.30++... u scared kena scolded by her isit... if u dare to leave so early... then y scared of her scoldin u... i tot u said u not scared of anyone??? geez i almost wanted to quarrel with carol cos of one SUZANNE... freak man... argh! my first sms was... can u all dun be so irresponsible... & she replied ya we know we r not responsible... "gd tat u all know, & stop pitying zan, she dun deserve our sympathy... u're makin her worser & worser" "dun let her hear this" PLS LA... I'M VERY MAD AT WAT U REPLIED ME... MADE ME FEEL LIKE SHOUTIN AT U IN THE STUPID PHONE... SIDE HER SO MUCH FOR WAT... I'M NOT JEALOUS OR WAT... BUT U'RE FUKIN PAMPERIN HER LIKE SHE'S THE QUEEN OF THE UNIVERSE... & TELL U HONESTLY... SHE'S NOT... U TOLD ME TO CHERISH THE FRENSHIP, IT'S THE LAST YR... I'VE TRIED & MANY TIMES SHE MADE US GOIN TO STRANGLE HER... SHE'S THE ONE MAKIN IT WORSE... NOT WE DUN WANNA CHERISH THIS FRENSHIP... IT'S DUMB TRYIN TO ALWAYS GIV IN WHEN SHE'S THE ONLY ONE ALWAYS RECEIVIN WAT WE GIV... WE GET NTH BACK FOR SYMNPATHIZIN HER OK... I KNOW U R SOFTHEARTED, BUT THERE'S A TIME FOR BEIN SOFT & TIME FOR BEIN ANGRY... DUN GET TAKEN BY ADVANTAGE CAN? SHE TOT IF SHE ACTS CUTE SHE CAN GET WAT SHE WAN... OMG! LOOK URSELF IN THE MIRROR... N ASK URSELF... DOES EVERYONE LIKE ME... NO!!! COS OF UR BLOODY ATTITUDE & BEHAVIOUR... DUN BLAME US FOR IGNORIN U & SO ON... BUT IT'S COS U ALWAYS ACT CUTE LIKE NOBODY'S BUSINESS... U R THE ONE WHO SAID U DUN LIKE PPL ACTIN CUTE... BUT U URSELF R ONE OF THEM... Y DO STH U HATE THEN... dun always think but ursself can? let ppl hav a chance to try wat they wan... the world consist of everyone not only u... to carol gan & the rest: if u wan to continue pamperin her... go on with it... u're jus makin her turn worse... u're not treatin her like ur most treasured fren... cos u're jus pityin her... thinkin tat she's very kelian... frens r not to be sympathized but to be cherished frm the bottom of ur hearts... if u really meant her well... tell her the rites & wrongs... tat's wat real frens should do... now lettin her do wat she wans & let her think tat u all won mind... but actually u mind alot... y hurt urself so many times cos of her... jus tell her straight in the face tat u dun like wat she did... if she realised tat she's doin the wrong thing & treat u all as true frens... she would listen to u all & change... but if she dun... tat means she's jus dun even bother if u r her frens or not... she jus givs the unhappy face when we told her off... cos she thinks she's rite... but y r u scared of her? there's nth to scared of wat... she would cry, ya... but y cry? cos she thinks she's not wrong... or is upset tat her frens r upset? if she offends u in any way... voise out... y bottle everything up? jus makin urself more miserable... it's not tat i wanna only 'target' her... but not only me is upset with wat she dos & says... not only me but many of us... jus ask urself... is she upsettin u? if she is... then tell her her wrongdoins when she does it again... if not she will continue doin the wrong things... nobody will try to change her... but only frens... if u treat her as frens... then jus speak up... u can choose to either do sth to really save this frenship in a rite way or jus sit there & do nth... 29 april deyi's art feista... wasn't really fun... cos most of the time was takin care of the booth... i knew zan would keep on stickin on to carol like glue... frm the start til the end... haiz... forget it... after the carnival was the concert... the concert was nice... beta than last yr's =) many ppl went... nic, shuzhen, anna, grace went with me & dear... there's youlok & his gang... x deyians... found out so many things... lol! feel sad for kelvin... haiz... the ger he liked was with another guy... but i was quite shocked tat charles was together with shauna... lucky i nv listen to his sweet talks... geez... nv trust him completely... andee was together with this ger... cheryl... delton was with his stead also... hmmm... i dunno bout dominic... but haiz! felt sad for him also... not cos he's single but cos his x with other guy... lol! after concert went to central S11 to hav dinner... after tat dear sent me hm... felt so tired... but cnt compare with dear... lol! ( ^_< )\/ luv, lyn =life is meaningless without u= |
Sunday, April 23, 2006 |
21st april went to marina square with dear after sch... watched 'Take the Lead', nice show! =) ratings? 5stars =D lol! mus watch... after tat went to dear's hse... cos his bro alone at hm lol! big bro hav to buy him dinner ^-^ everytime we meet, there's one moment when we will jus quarrel out of anythin... haha... actually dun wan it to happen one... but it's either he's moody or i'm moody... haiz~ & it's kelvin birthday on fri =) let's giv him a birthday greetin *Happy Birthday* 22nd april today's the big day for deyi band! they won the gold of honour! cool~ they were great man, really! woohoo! they rox to the fullest =) nth more to describe them but they were beyond marvellous =D keep up the gd work... u made the sch proud & honoured haha Peace! Psst~ hope we get one day off for this =p my mum asked me this again! argh~ i really dunno how to ans this... honest... i'm movin to NewYork after 1yr ltr... tat will be after my bro's O lvls... my heart & mind is so indecisive now... my mum says maybe i will get to like the place there... yes... maybe... tat's wat i wish for when i'm young... migrate to overseas... but it's like i will get really upset... it's been 17 yrs since i'm born here... i will be 18 comin up next yr... haiz~ i can't possibly leave this place jus so easily... there's so much i cnt bear to let go... my frens, my sch, my life... & especially my darling, wilson... how i wish it din hav to happen now... so quickly... 1 yr will pass by really quick... & by then, who knows... maybe i'll be in NewYork already... yes... there's MSN... but wth... it's diff... i can't get to c my frens... can't go shoppin... cnt even get to c dear... so sad jus by thinkin of it... haiz! dear sure dun wan me if i move there =( sobz! ( ^_<)\/ luv, lyn =my life is meaningless without u= muackz i luv u dear for life |
Monday, April 17, 2006 |
14th april went to cycle frm amk to sengkang with shujun, xiaofen, zan at first... then terence, a primary sch boi who is shujun's & xiaofen's fren came along... after tat zan's bike spoil le... so she stopped & went to her ah ma's hse to try to fix it... but cnt... so she din follow... before zan go... halfway met wenkai... so asked him to follow us to punggol end... lol! tirin but fun... rest there awhile before we continue our journey back to amk... lol! it's quite fast gettin back with wenkai's guidance la... before tat terence already went hm... then we three gers went to wenkai's hse to hav dinner... woah~! his hse is superb man... almost is 3 storeys de terrace... he's one rich guy whom i know who is very humble... lol! really very... the bike wasn't mine... but felt bad tat i ride till bit spoil... lol! somemore is boonchuen's birthday present lol~ ok la... tat's all... =) ( ^_<)\/ luv, lyn =life is meaningless without u= |
Sunday, April 16, 2006 |
lol dear sent me hm after track trainin on monday then after tuition on wednesday... very free hor... lol but i appreciate it la =) huizhen joined me in tuition... but she like din learn anything on first day lol! but it takes time la... nvm 15th of april went out with dear, actually wanna watch take the lead de... or boys eat gers... but none of the shows we wanna watch has the timin we wan... sian... then walk around... hav lunch cum dinner at Pepper Lunch... very fun n delicious yum~ haha~ can cook the steak urself =D next time go again... after tat went to visit dear's dad in hospital... poorthing... so lonely in the hospital, only him in the ward room... the others all discharged le xcept him... haiz... then hav a little quarrel with dear... in the end he gave in to me... after tat dear send me hm lo hehe! xing ku him le... ( ^_<)\/ luv, lyn =life is meaningless without u= |
Monday, April 10, 2006 |
8th of april went to sch for chinese oral... lol i can confrim i won do well for it... lol! nvm... prelims only... =D after tat went to dear's hse... after tat went to tampines to watch movie... 'Keeping Mum' quite nice la... before tat was quarrelin with him... i feel really stupid but yet angry... always cos of dumb small things quarrel... even cos of my bro... really wtf man... geez... make me feel such a fool to slap him... cnt control my hand... 9th of april went out with bro to P.S. really freakin unlucky man... din get to buy the bag i wan... cos no more stock! waliao... hav to wait for the next version... 2 to 3 mths ltr... freak man... grrr~ then watched 'Ice Age 2' lol... was so funny... hate to quarrel with ppl... no matter with who... dampens my mood & make me more hot-tempered than before... hate u hate u hate u... for tonite... eek~ monster! ( ^_<)\/ luv, lyn =Because of u= |
Wednesday, April 05, 2006 |
mr ang's rite... if i mix with the rite frens, i should hav no prob with my studies... lol! today after sch altho hav phy remedial, but i was like feelin very half-hearted... wish to go hm quickly... but then still decided to stay... before tat toked with grace... felt quite bad for myself... grace started studyin le... but i'm still in my own world... geez! then when phy remedial... my chance to ask alot of ques... lol! almost whole paper i also ask mr ang... then i still can spot his mistakes k... lol! clever rite... anyway after remedial was like 3 plus le... but then jason, terence & kelvin asked me if i wanna stay to revise maths... said ok after much hesitation... lol! no harm revisin, at least can learn something... then revise in class till 5 plus... terence goin to strangle me soon lol! teach le still dunno... haha! but in the end know liao la... i not tat stupid ok... then before we go... still got tok awhile... tok bout BGR la... lol! bout the ger terence like & kelvin... me & boss nth much to tok bout... lol! not bad... lol! dig alot of info today... wahahaha~ actually terence's not a 'casanova' la... lol! i mean flirt or playboi... he's actually a gd guy lo... but his face looks like a 'one-nite stand' face... lol! today dear went to register in his sch... but now sms him nv reply... call him nv pick up... guess he slpin ba... haiz... tomolo tuition... sad... fri maybe goin malaysia till sun then come back... dear's gonna get really mad i guess lol... dear faster reply me... kindof worried liao... eee~ ( ^_<)\/ luv, lyn =u make my life worthwhile= |