Sunday, June 25, 2006 |
my mood now? true frens r jus fake... they dun xist in reality... Man have too many ppl surroundin them to realise who they truly need to cherish... i giv up... i should be contented with wat i hav now... so i dun yearn for more... i dun need true frens... cos i'm jus imaginin them... honestly, i'm realise i'm jus decievin myself... forget it carol... no need to say those sweet remarks regardin who's ur true fren... cos i know i'm not... u jus dun understan... =) nvm... cos i dun believe in it anymore |
jus finished art camp =) so tiring came hm ytd evening... dear fetched me hm frm sch... how sweet! luv him so much... nic also went to fetch shuzhen... n roysten went to fetch carol... aww~ lol sweet rite? =D after takin a bath then me & dar went to cosway for movie & dinner... watched 'Just My Luck' a romance comedy show... really worth watchin ^-^ was quite late after the movie... almost every restaurants & food outlets closed... then in the end we decided to eat at yoshinoya... lol! last customers... we faster eat le then go... can feel tat the ppl there cursin us liao haha! then when i reach hm... was so tired tat i fall aslp once i get to bed... lol! forgot to change my lens out... haha! ltr still got work... hope today's fun =) sch's reopenin this comin monday... haiz... one mth holiday so fast over... -.- feel so sian sobz~ ( ^_^)\/ luv, lyn =Just My Luck= |
Thursday, June 08, 2006 |
feel abit disappointed... lol... i wanted this big head soft toy... actually i wanted it very much... lol! so long dun hav this feelin... but he dun wan buy for me =( lol... ask if can buy the smaller one not, cheaper -.- miser! lol nvm... maybe i shouldn ask for sth so... not important & kindof x, $29.95... maybe it's a waste of money to him ba... hmmm haiz... nvm maybe if i like it so much, i should buy it myself... i'll think bout it... & walk past again... c if tat feelin still there not... lol! maybe if we r fated, we will be together haha! tomolo workin... finally i can earn money... =) goin out with rol gan before work... gonna go treat her =S pocket got hole liao lol~ =p no la... jus kiddin... it's bout time i return her sth... lol! she treat me so gd =D *puke* haha~ jus kiddin la... dear is a miser bleahz! =p ( ^-<)\/ luv, lyn =take the lead, not follow= |
Thursday, June 01, 2006 |
my turn feelin down now... i wasn't improvin in my work & alot of things i actually realise tat i'm not capable in... ytd dear wasn't feelin happy yet i only know how to make him angry... he was feelin rather down at nite but all i did was fall aslp & bein petty... honestly i think i really dun understan him... at all... doesn't matter if it's his thots, his feelings or his problems... i'm jus not an ideal gf... maybe he's rite... i'm too young for him... as in thinkin... most gers at this age should be mature... but not me... i dunno y... haiz... i'm jus so sry... & i guess i'm not suppose to get B3 for mid yr eng... i'm lousy in my eng... i should get C6 or D7 instead... haiz... i'm sry dear, really ='( i know i can't help in anything... i'm sry (^_< )\/ luv, lyn =i guess i'm jus not capable in doin anything great= |