| Thursday, August 31, 2006 |
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i'm still sick & jus too tired... today's teacher's day celebration... lol jos slang too much! part of the speech i cnt catch wat's she sayin... nadiah was like so full of expressions lol! but they did their best, gd for them... & Happy Teachers' Day to all teachers free bases (i think is spelt like this) formed by fatin, mel, ravi, diana, farhana, etc... did a great dance performance... surprise guests, mr sam & miss lee... they danced part of the performance too... u hardly can believe they can catch up with the moves... they're awesome really... after performance went to art rm to finish as much art remainings as i can... phew~ he said my mounting boards were fine, jus need more drawings on certain parts =D i did wat i could do... & i done it, thumbs up for me YEAH! mr chia won the most outstandin CCA teacher... the award definitely should go to him... he's jus a simply incredible person... but i felt bit stupid when the results were out... i cried while i cheered... altho it's bit silly but jus think... he did not get a single award for all these yrs... & aren't u happy for him when he jus won sth?!?! well~ i am... tat's y i hav tears of joy =D he'a the most respectable person we should look up to... he's jus the best was rainin all morning... geez... nv ending... it's teachers' day... y god cry... lol after art went to meet darling... call him to wake up... he go back to slp... lucky i haven start to go yet... actually wanna eat suki sushi... then the long awaiting queue was like forever... so we changed venue... sakura... but when we got down to the 1st level... heavy rain outside... no way we can cross to the oppo without a BIG umbrella... wat luck... haiz... then no choice in the end chose steak hse... hmmm the food is ok la... but i still wanna eat sushi... i jus hav the mood to hav buffet... lol watched 'the Devil wears Prada' starring anne hathawaythe storyline's nice =) but abit dull without much comedy scenes... i wanna work tomolo!!! i hate being sick at the wrong time actually if i'm not sick, i can work OC, but guess where... Istana Park... where the President hav meetings at... i guess so, tat's wat the place is used for... oh man... outdoor catering... somemore got chance to c president haiz... blame it on my wrong timing sickness... darling jus dun wanna put me to work =( i've got u, & i know u will nv let go-i love you |
| Wednesday, August 30, 2006 |
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afraid to lose you... i'm sick... haiz fever in the mornin... so skipped sch today... went to c the doctor... lol! he said the medicine he prescribed for me cnt cure my sickness... only to stop the virus frm becomin more worse... geez... still advice me to drink more water & exercise more, slp earlier & dun b stressed... so bored... actually mus go back to sch to hand in my art... but was so not feelin wel... how sam expect me to step out of hse... plead if i could hand it in tomolo... jus hope he says ok... =( i miss my darling... he's at work now... late again i guess... cos i called him up late... sry... next wk's september holiday.. cool~ but only 1 wk -.- but this holiday not for playin is for studyin... =( sad exams exams exams... life's jus so difficult i've got u, & i know u will nv let go-i love you |
| Monday, August 28, 2006 |
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went out ytd with darling to cosway =) watched 'LoveWrecked' starring amanda bynes... was a nice show =D then went to return the rented movies, actually was supposed to take the bus there but darling preferred to walk there... was kindof romantic honestly... quite fun haha jokin n runnin bout while walkin there... then walked back to my place de playgrd... sat on the slide n tok for awhile... he's becomin so sweet! omg~ he's so adorable, luv him so much took eng prelims paper today... haiz... i dunno if i did well anot... jus hope i did... hmmm... then actually suppose to go art de... but went to darling's hse to buy him food =p studied abit of social studies at his hse & played UNO with his bro... then darling went to work & i went hm... saw zul jus now... ok i'll recap who's zul... he's a former rider in pizzahut where i worked last time... lol! so coincidence... but he now workin as a kitchen crew there =) met chen feng ling also... aiya missed the chance to take photo with her... darling la... nv tell me earlier... geez & he rushin for work... only caught a glimpse of her side view... aiya! i've got u, & i know u will nv let go-i love you |
| Sunday, August 27, 2006 |
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jus came back frm work =) my legs r killin me... need rest lol~ got the chance to skip cocktailin today... was assigned to the spiral staircase... omg! it's so damn boring... noone really used the staircase to get to the ballrm... dunno is khor deliberately assigned me there or wat /= then after tat get to do usher... lol! so the beginning of work is super slack... cos there's hardly anyone usin the stairs... i took some pics =D show u ltr haha poor darling, today work so hard but got fed up cos of some ppl... at first i tot i made him angry again but lucky not cos of me, phew~ haiz nvm dear, chill! there's still ur lovable dar always beside u, supportin & loving u =D haha muackz i luv u, & beta dun let me find out u go take gers num /=\ gonna go find out who's this hazel gerl lol i've got u, & i know u will nv let go-i love you  |
| Saturday, August 26, 2006 |
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my mum's sick! omg~ i'm not a nurse... so i jus start to panic... she vomitted... geez wat's wrong with her health... hope she's ok... it's kindof fortunate she's not workin tomolo lol! my perseverence jus sux... i din finish my art hav to go back to sch tomolo to finish... sobz~ but i think, i think i can finish the canvas by tomolo... i'm jus too slow in progress... like slowpoke... lol hav quite some fun with the art students... playin stupid tricks... lol! me & my scandal, anna, the culprits hehe~ i'm proud of joslyn & nadiah =) they got chosen for being the emcees for teacher's day! isn't tat great?!?! i'd like to see their performance... hope they put great effort in it... cos it's their first & the last chance! hope jos darling won be petrified by us audience... lol! she's got STAGE FRIGHT!!! =D darling work OT today... haiz... sian! wanna wait for him to end work... there goes my slp again... lol i've been feelin real tired in sch lately... not sure y... but i guess not enough slp ba... lol! i'm becomin a fren of the pandas O.O i've got you, & i know u will nv let go-i love you |
| Thursday, August 24, 2006 |
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most demoralising moment of my life today... geez almost cried cos of wat mdm loke said... i dunno if it's true not but she said sam said my art looks ugly... wtf! even if it's true, y can't she keep the comment to herself... she can choose not to say it to me... it's jus so humiliating... in front of the whole class somemore... ahhh~ i've done my best already, wat more do they wan frm me... if she thinks demoralising us can make us work harder, then she's completely wrong... it wouldn't work out for me... i'll jus become more paranoid & depressed... get it ppl?... it's beta to keep ur comment to urself k? it's important to know when to say sth & when not to... rmb everyone has feelings... oh my god... u dunno how shattered my heart was when i heard tat... i stayed almost everyday for art, & this came to my ears... such 'great compliment' oh yes... this is to my dear fren suzanne... i think ur joke 9.5/10 is not funny at all... it sounds like criticism to me... i'm depressed enough... so dun add in more 'salt & vinegar'... i dun need tat pls... thanks... & it's really not funny... 'it's not very ugly la... jus ugly... haha jkjk' jus stop ur jokes... totally not hilarious... ur so-called jokes r makin me fed-up... heard tat? but thanks to carol, leeling & amy n the rest of my sistaz... thanks for encouragin me, really appreciate tat... thanks for shuzhen & jos for talkin to me durin bio lessons... the lesson which is kindof boring =p i've been stuck in this particular stressful subject called art... & i really hope i can finish everything by tomolo =) jus wish for me... i can do it! i can do it! noone's gonna stop me.. noone's gonna demoralise me =D so long nv get to c darling le... altho only afew days hmmm miss him! gosh he sound so sweet & gentle in the phone yesterday nite, & yes! he's cute~ but i sound slpy... lol! i've got you, & i know u will nv let go-i love you |
| Wednesday, August 23, 2006 |
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waiting for darling to get hm =) miss him ah!!! haiz sian... there's nth to do.. my eyes hav been in pain for the past few days... dunno wat's the problem... argh! i'm goin blind! the tests today r damn difficult... geez... mayb nv study for it ba... 'time goes by... so slowly' lol! NO! it's time goes by... so quickly!!! i guess i can finally finish paintin my canvas by this wk... yes! mus persevere... cherlyn lok! u can do it! mus endure... mus also finish my mounting boards by this wk too! prelims art's ques came out le... haiz... another assignment to do~ nv-ending exams =( i've got you, & i know u will nv let go-i love you |
| Tuesday, August 22, 2006 |
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i wanna cherish everything i hav now, before i start to regret today's the deyi idol finals & the winner is huihui... diana lost... but actually who win or lose, also doesn't affect me much... but sugi frm project superstar came to our sch to sing us 2 songs... omg~ thanks to sam lim's arrangement... he's the best sometimes... since he took over assembly activities... they hav been so entertaining... i'll try showin the pictures i took ltr =) tomolo's such a stressful day... maths, social studies & physics mock test, hav art to finish & tuition at nite... dun seem to hav much rest this days... exams nearing & i'm feelin the sudden pressure... ahhh~ need more time need more time! i've got you, & i know u will nv let go-i love you  |
| Monday, August 21, 2006 |
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i really screwed my eng oral big time... wtf happened to me today!!! i jus feel so terribly nervous, i jus hate myself... for my whole life, today is the worst oral i ever hav taken... wtf am i readin, for god's sake... geez! i'm stupid, yes!! i tot i can calmly make it, but NO! argh~ i jerked thru the whole passage readin... the dumb picture has almost nth for me to describe.. my mind jus went totally blank when i reached to the invigilator... the conversation was fine... but i know i was talkin nonsense for the whole topic, kindof out of point... the invigilator wasn't gd... i had nth to say n was waitin for her to jus prompt me with 1 or 2 questions... but she jus asked me a dumb ques, n tat's it! how m i suppose to elaborate frm there... jus say i'm stupid, yes i'm stupid! i'm so gonna flunk this whole eng exam... i know i shouldn't hav panicked now, it's jus no use.. sad~ blame myself for being plain lazy... god bless... i jus hope i dun screw my oral too badly... sobz~ someone jus slap me... wanna wake up frm my freakin lala land i can't finish my art... sobz~ jus kill me, i'm all stressed up now... dun hav much time, jus wish i had a remote control which can control everything, jus like the movie 'Click' i've got you, & i know u will nv let go-i love you |
| Sunday, August 20, 2006 |
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ahhh! so tired! lol~ but it's gd to work once a wk thou... can get away frm schwork =) quite fun today la... nv get scoldin & was kindof lucky... i'm quite new yet i get to do 'toasting' as in serving the bride's & groom's family champaigne... cool! was so nervous actually... but overall it's fun.. it's a wierd wedding thou... hmmm... an indian groom & an english bride, but a chinese style wedding... wierd~ saw wang jian fu Jeff & adam, de one who do wakeboarding, during work... omg... was so handsome =D but my baobei darling more handsome la, muackz luv u too dear dear today bit strange lol! keep on complimentin me... but those sweet remarks frm him was jus so nice to listenin... haha it's not everyday u could hear him say tat i've got you, & i know u wouldn't let go-i love you |
| Saturday, August 19, 2006 |
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there's a sudden assembly today... talkin bout bloggin, altho it's common but some students took advantage of it to insult teachers in sch... lol! which would somehow tarnish the sch's reputation... hmmm the serious part is, now our sch's IT committee will track down all blogs to c who's blog still contains this kind of stuff... & whoever is found with it, for gers, will get immediate suspension & as for guys, public caning... yup! tat's how serious... cried today... altho it's not a big deal... it's not even counted a small deal... haha anyway, cried cos of gettin scolding frm ravi, my classchairperson... yup i'm the vice chair... but tat's not the point... the point is... he set some rules, & i jus kindly reminded him, he shouldn't hav listened to mp3 durin lessons, instead of him kindly puttin it away, he scolded me sayin tat he's pissed off knowin tat we, chinese, durin mother tongue lessons, watched vcds.. so his meanin was like, since we dun giv a damn bout rules, y should he... but the prob is, our teacher allowed us to watch vcds, but it's only chinese movies... it's not as if we din get the permission... i was so shocked when he scolded me... he said he was in a bad mood & din wanna tok to me... wat the heck did i do?!?! my mind was so in a swirl tat i almost couldn't control my emotions... but thanks to mel, she knew i was hurt by ravi's remarks... she's the only one who noticed... & she asked if i'm alrite... 'yup' tat's my ans... i din know wat to say, so i jus replied 'if he thinks i'm wrong then i'm wrong' but mel told me ravi's like tat sometimes, dun bother... i jus forced myself to smile... haiz... in the end when it's time to go to the hall... tears filled my eyes when i walked in a quick pace, ignorin anyone who talked to me... i jus walked to the toilet without answerin anyone... mel came into the toilet too to check on me... she was so concerned & she kindof hugged me, aww~ tat's wat frens should be... gd to hav her as my darling haha... when i reached the hall i forgot to take my geo notes... need to study before the test ltr... so i ran up to take it... when i returned mel & kaihui came runnin to me askin where i went to... lol! they were lookin for me awww~ they were worried for me, i'm so touched: crossed my heart, yes, i'm really touched... thanks mel & teo kaka haha i really appreciate both of ur sweet concern, thanks... then went to sit down next to youlok, started to tok bout polytechnic courses... lol yes i couldn finish my art... tat's pathetic... omg! wat to do, when tomolo i hav work... argh! hated being rushed... hmph! after today's art, went to surprise darling by buyin dinner for him... lol! actually quarrelled with him on the phone de... so wanna make him happy by surprisin him.. then quickly rush hm to hav dinner with my family, to celebrate my dad's birthday, which is tomolo =) bot an oreo cake, took some photos with my bro's phone geez his phone's beta than mine, ltr's work day! finally, missed workin.. lol! u mite think i'm crazy =D yay! it's ur birthday, dad! Happy Birthday! i've got u & i know u wouldn't let go-i love you___// |
| Friday, August 18, 2006 |
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hey ppl! yay! i changed my blogskin, thanks to joslyn =D now got mood to update blog le... dunno how long i've stopped updatin... haha my skin nice rite? i choose de lo... but credit mus giv to jos... she's the one who intro me the skin webbie & replaced the old blogskin with this new one... kindof happy... now jus hav to do some adjustments then it's done haiz... prelims comin, like next wk? or latest, next next wk... geez! time passes very quickly... y?!?! then it's gonna be O lvls... like 2 more mths??? oh man! i'm not rdy... n mock tests have started... i'm startin to get worried... & starting to get stressed up with art... gettin mad! art's not as simple as u guys think... it's not jus draw... u need a creative & active mind! u need to persevere... YES! i need to persevere, jus for this few mths till the end of nov =/ kindof regret y i din start studyin earlier... haiz... no use regrettin... i got B3 for chinese O lvls... i'm contented but i dunno if i did well enough... i was thinking of retaking... but hesitated... was afraid to waste money if i retake n get the same results haha... not bad tat i got distinction for oral =) this comin monday's english oral... ahhh! everything's startin to come so quickly, so scary! i try aimin B3 for every subject... but honestly... even is so, the points still wouldn be able to get me to hotel management course =( i spent almost everyday in sch for the whole day... after sch then will be art til max 7pm... tat's y i say i'm gettin crazy soon... today went out with darling after my art... watched 'the Break Up' in J8... the endin was like not wat we expected... but it's nice =) it's forth sis de birthday "Happy Birthday" =D darling bot her a bookmark frm Gift-a-Name... i suggested & chose the bookmark =p but he paid haha darling gave me a surprise today also... he bot a bookmark for me without my knowing jus now too... aww~ he simply is sweet, luv him so much... not cos he will giv me things & stuff but he's truly cute =) nobody can talk bad bout my darling /= i will use & cherish the bookmark like it dropped down frm the sky by God lol... woohoo there's grad dinner after our O lvls... & the best part is tat there's options of where we can hav it... a) school b) hotel c) yishun safra : of cos hotel la! tat's my definite ans... but safra's ok to me too... beta than holdin it in our pathetic sch lol at least we can dress up nicely & elegantly... i dun mind missin recess to save tat sum of money to go for tat dinner... can't wait for tat day to come ^-^ i've got u, & i know u'll nv let go-i love you____// |