| Sunday, October 29, 2006 |
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celebrated zan's birthday ytd at sentosa, siloso beach i'm the organiser!!! thank you thank you... lol! thanks to my helpers, zhen, nic & max to my main cast... rol, loong, fen& jun to the rest of the crew... dawn & yongshu THANK YOU VERY MUCH! lol... we played with water bombs, piniata (a mexican game, which consist of decorated box filled with sweets, & the player is blindfolded, holdin a rod & start hittin the piniata till it breaks & the sweets started to spill out of it), my helpers & me put in sweets & half of zan's present inside & hung it up... played with twister & some ball games... me, zhen, nic & max went there earlier to decorate a shelter with balloons & birthday flags & piniata... lol! then we hid behind a bush when they're comin... max popped the big tube of confetti, me, zhen & nic sprayed zan with foam & coloured strings... lol! was fun... we tricked zan with relightin candles... the flame wouldn't immediately go off when blown... it would relight when u tot the flame's gone... lol! was funny when zan keep on blowin & blowin... then jun & fen helped her to blow it away completely... haha! then zhen hid another half of the present underneath the sand... lol! after all the fun, before we went hm, we told zan to play treasure hunt... the treasure... her other half of her present... lol! after we got tired of playin ball games... i planned another challenge game... 3 challange for 5 teams with 2 person in each... 1st round, 1 player in each team jump in black plastic bags (imitation of jump-in-a-sack), 2nd round, 1 player piggy back the other & run back to the other end... 3rd round, 2 players must run back to the other side, the last team to get back will hav to do a forfeit... LOL! my idea! & i partnered with yongshu... jun with max, fen with loong, zhen with zan & rol with dawn... played 2 times... fen & loong both times also lose... lol! then their forfeit is to talk to strangers for 10sec... & they chose to talk to angmo couple... then i suggest to take photos with them... LOL! my idea again! haha it was fun prepared too much food... cnt finish, throw away... i should hav took the chicken wings hm... it was so delicious... lol! aiya! sad~ hope zan liked the celebration we planned for her ytd =D WAHAHAHA! u can hire me to plan ur party... jus contact me haha~ |
| Tuesday, October 24, 2006 |
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studied at grace hse today... din study much lol!... grace cooked soba noodles & we ate together, it was yummy =D nice! then i rushed home quickly to prepare to go to my cousin's hse... went to hav dinner there... my cousin's wife cookin dinner & invited my family & aunt over to their hse... my cousin's daughter damn cute... so playful... c each other always very happy lol! play with her in the end only make u feel more tired haha! she's 2 yrs old le... time passes fast... & i'll always rmb her bd... it's ez to rmb =) dunno y my bro so paisei over a baby... lol! he felt shy when the baby tries to kiss & play with him lol~ funny... went hm around 11 plus... sat at the back of the lorry with my bro... it's super duper cold! freezin behind... lol! i wanted to lie down on the cardboard but paisei... haha so many cars passin by, geez... changed a new blogskin! yay! it's Goong - Shin & Caijing! thanks joslyn! appreciate ur help so very much ^-^ u always help me alot, muackz tomolo's hari raya! goin to fatin's hse... she invited us =) so nice of her... hmmm hope she has chicken wings lol! Selemat Hari Raya to all malays ! 1 more wk to Os! ahhhh~ *pull my hair* miracles do happen... rite? haiz... hope it happens to me... i'm a gd & kind-hearted soul... lol! God, pls grant my wish... let me pass Os =D   |
| Sunday, October 22, 2006 |
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how many days hav i not updated lol! lol! busy watchin Goong this few nites... chiong for 3 nites in a row le... haha! watch till goin to sunrise then slp... Goong's a super nice show! luv it... & i'll watch it again... but this time no need chiong la... haha... Princess Hours... best korean drama ever... awww~ the drama is full of expressions... it's a must watch drama =D wouldn't it b gd if my life was like in this drama... full of adventures i'm obsessed with loads of things now... haha... Obsessions of... - Goong-Princess Hours - Photography - Party Planning - Art & Crafts took my Os sci practical recently... dunno if i'll pass, but hope i won flunk =) 2 more wks to my greatest fear of my sec sch life... the Os... haiz... i really hope i can get in to the poly & courses i wanted... y mus there b xams... haiz goin to the library ltr... ahhh! mus hav sth get into my head... lol! if not i won leave the library!!! GOONG ROX! |
| Tuesday, October 17, 2006 |
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i'm contented with wat i hav today! =) my birthday over le! waaa~ sad no more ppl will wish me happy birthday le! only happy 'belated' birthday! this r the ones who forget bout my birthday lol! how dare they~ actually i also forget their birthdays wahahaha~ but thanks to those who hav wished me today, my buds, rol, loong, jun, fen, zhen, zan & hong... my frens, jos, edwin, qiang, julia, cindy, shibiao, tongaik, boonchuen, royston, zhonghong, yongchie, yeanmeng & an unknown person... i forgot the name but frm NTUC company de... din know how they got my num... but, they wished me happy birthday haha! funny... not to forget those who wished me happy 'belated' birthday, raymond, annaliza, mindy & danny... haha but it feels gd tat someone does rmb ur once a yr birthday... cool! thanks ppl =) sad ah... i was late for remedial... went to attend for like 3min of lesson lol! went to giv joel his present first... lol! could c tat he was happy to receive his present... share the same birthday... then mr ang gave me a card... but the sad thing is... noone in my class rmbs my birthday!!! ahhh~ so sad... even huizhen also forget... how could she =( haiz haiz... nvm... at least my baobei joslyn rmbs... lol! so nice of her to wish me in msn, frenster & my tagboard haha! she really very free... after my remedial, rushed to darling's hse... he got surprise for me... lol! he funny... asked me to faster reach his hse but when i got there, he wasn't fully rdy yet... he prepared lunch for me, his own made spaggetti & coke in wine glasses!!! haha~ so grand... but his spaggetti was nice, yum~ then there's a small cake without the candle haha~ but the cake was nice, with a doraemon on top lol! then there's a tub of haagen daaz's cookies-n-cream icecream, super nice... & my present is my long-awaited wish come true, adidas jacket!!! one of my fav colour, brown with gold stripes & logo =) thanks darling for makin me feel so happy on my birthday ^-^ lol he wanted to buy flowers but the money all spent le... but nvm, these r all enough le =) i luved wat u did today =D after tat we went to tampines to walk around, wanna watch movie de but i hav to meet my family for dinner at nite... so we jus... walked around lol~ eat usual zi cha place with my family... aiya i forget to take photo with them... geez... nvm... lol! my dad wanted to buy a small cake for me de... but my mum said no need, & i think it doesn't matter... a meal is enough le =) thanks dad... there's eng remedial tomolo! i din do her work... i'm lazy... & i dun feel like goin tomolo! i hav been goin in & out of sch for the past 2 days... & thurs i still hav to go back... freakin sian... i still haven leave sch... grad ceremony had no meaning at all... lol~! now i'm waitin for the end of xams & lookin forward to grad nite... ahhh! i cnt c wat's in front of me... i can't c the lite... wat would my future look like! ahhh! TP! i wanna go TP, hotel management course!!! if there's really miracle, pls let it happen to me =(      |
| Monday, October 16, 2006 |
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received a 'JUST FOR ME' video frm my buds! it's super touchin... oh god... so touched... cried at the speech part... yes! i fufilled carol's wish... lol! i'm gonna watch again tomolo... i'm officially 17 tomolo... hurray! great thank u to K.L. production & the casts in my birthday present video... lol! carol gan! u r a lousy camera man!!! dunno wat will happen tomolo! it's my birthday~ it's gd to be kind to others... u'll hav a fruitful return! like me! haha went to grace hse to study... did joel's present... lol! think can giv him by tomolo le... =D hope he'll be touched too... he's my twin bro... lol! hav the same birthday after tat met darling... went to eat at sumo hse... lol~ then i went to cosway to fix my phone... the memory card corrupted & everything's gone inside... haiz! sad rushed to sch in the mornin to deliver dawn's birthday cake & celebrate... she's touched, yeah! cos she din expect it frm us... happy birthday dawn! then my buds showed me the video they made... ahhh! so sweet of them... my best birthday present at the moment =D haha! then went to eat KFC... cheesy bandito! with grace, nic & zhen at first... then when we gonna finish, max & wenkai came... lol! we talked abit... i keep on laughin at the way max eat... so funny... =X should take pic let u all see haha carol went to fen's hse bake cookies... ummm! i met her while walkin to central with darling... it was not really successful lol! work harder rol |
| Saturday, October 14, 2006 |
i had a really great time tonite, thanks pals!my birthday celebration was held at kallang macdonald's lol! sound ridiculous rite? but my bud, rol gan, organised it, with a whole bunch of monkeys make up the whole plan... lol! we celebrated in a small party rm... haha! the place was so kiddish... like kindergarden!!! so back to childhood haha... the staff & services there was super nice, they organised games for us, it was fun... altho the games were meant for kids, playin them with a grp of ppl are nice =) i suppose everyone's havin great fun... i really thank them for bein there, carol, shuzhen, shujun, suzanne, shiehien, dawn, yongshu, nic, ryan, koonloong, max, jiawei, zhiwei, filzan, nic's cousin darrell & of cos my precious darling =D had mac for dinner... lol! received presents frm my buds, an elmo t-shirt, a $50 frm zhiwei & small tokens plus fries cushion & a towel frm macdonald's, aww~ how sweet of them~ lol my eyes immediately brighten up when i see the $50 haha~ but i really thank him very much =) the last game was... xtreme... loser do forfeit... lol! nic & filzan was punished to talk to strangers for 10sec... lol filzan very ON... he talked to the ger frm standin up till sittin down... talk till like goin to take her num haha! too bad she's 22 yrs old.. the ger pretty lo... he earn sia... lolthe cake frm macdonald's was totally cute... first time i see cakes in aluminium containers... lol the pic was cute... all of them ganged up to surprise me... lol! felt kinda stupid to fall for their trick... but was totally touched... rol gan bluffed me she was nauseous & wanted to vomit... & i actually buy her story!!! lol went to take the bus to the destination... it's like u wouldn't see an end in tat journey... -.- when we goin to reach... rol pulled me all the way to macdonald's sayin she goin to vomit... then she bluffed me it's in some kind of outdoor restaurant... lol! & yet again i believed her... in the toilet... she pretended to force out her 'vomit'... shuzhen then came in to look on us... after a very long time... her vomit still not out yet... i told her to dig her throat haha! then she received a call... & i still din know their plan yet... she applied lip gloss... lol! i still din suspect... jus tot y she wanna vomit still put on lipgloss, crazy ah... ok... then she say she ok le... we went out... i was puzzled at first y we din use the same exit we came in jus now... they walked another way so i followed obediently... lol! then we came in front of this party rm... i glanced at the wall... saw my name... startin to become more puzzled... then i looked into the rm... !!! i went in... & they sang a 'Happy Birthday' song with darling pushin the trolley with the cake on... lol! i can c tat they had waited for quite some time... cos the candles all goin to finish meltin! lol! i did wanna cry, so dun say i nv cry ah... i did want to k, carol? haha then the party started =Dlucky these grp of monkeys r a spontaneous bunch... if not this party wouldn't have existed... thank u very muchie!after the party, darling sent me hm... he decided to take cab hm... so we tried to hail for taxis for the past i think almost 30hr & more... me & my stupid ideas... walked & walked till we almost reached back to kallang mrt station... -.- yes i'm stupid... i tot so too... made darling really fustrated... haiz... but i can see y... cos partially it's my fault... he's worried bout me... actually i liked this kind of guys more... like my dad... luv the gerl, but dun xpress their luv, do things to show their care & concern indirectly... lol! muackz luv u darling... beta plan sth gd on the 17th   |
| Friday, October 13, 2006 |
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watched 'Rob-B-Hood' at cosway ytd with darling, it was so touchin but i dun dare to cry lol! jus hav tears hangin at the tip my eyes... u should watch it, really! the baby's so cute! ^-^ it was damn hot recently... perspire almost everywhere i went... rawr! felt sticky everytime after i bathed >=/ went to grace hse to study today... oh yes! i did sth... took out the paper... only... lol! i went there bit too late la... then koonloong there also... when we stepped into her hse, she was watching LionKing2... then we went to search for food in the fridge... haha! i always ransack ppl's fridge & rob their food... bleahz~ so becareful when i go ur hse... beta lock up ur refrigerator, unless u hav too many things in it tat u wanna get rid of =D i ate a can of red bean sago & drank a small bottle of yakult & 2 ferrero rocher & before we went to the gym i ate a slice of bread =p i'm so sorry grace... haiz... how come yakult dun come in BIG bottles... so small, drink finish also not happy... so we ended up talkin in the aircon rm again! -.- planned wat days we gonna work when Os end... then talked rubbish... went to the gym at around 4 plus, with grace, koonloong, max & darling... lol! was kinda surprised when he said he wanna go... so afraid tat he will get super sian with us... i dunno if i'm rite or not... but he seemed alrite to me... haha! i did usual workouts with grace, max did with koonloong... & darling did those bodybuilding workouts himself... ummm basically, cos the rest of us dun do bodybuilding workouts lol! sry la dar, dun mean to leave u out de... but when we got to the gym, it was packed with ppl... let's say, students... yes totally filled with 95% of students & 5% of adults... it's like an excursion in the gym lol! then we need to queue & wait for the usage of equipments... ahh~ how pathetic i thought... lol after gym for 2 hrs plus, we went to eat porridge for dinner... the porridge was ok, quite full... i was the last to finish... cos i poured too much pepper in... so it was still 'hot' even when the porridge cooled down... darling sent me hm after tat, took pics in the bus lol! played in the bus... when it's hot, i complain very hot... when i'm in an airconditioned rm, i complain too cold... lol! i realised i'm the mafan one... when reached my place, darling was still hungry... so he ate porridge again at the nearby kopitiam... lol! tomolo mus buy porridge for him again... lol~ dunno if after his braces, he will become obssessed to porridge not... haha! if like this can save damn loads of money haha... tomolo's the day! mus hav loads of fun tomolo =) |
| Wednesday, October 11, 2006 |
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it's grad ceremony today... & it's so depressing =( cried when i saw ravi & nadiah cry... wtf i shouldn't hav looked at them in the eye... to me, cryin is jus so contagious... grad ceremony wasn't really a gd one... but i din mind... i jus mind the period when we ran around takin photos with almost everyone... lol! then eat & take photo at the same time... i'm jus so hungry after the ceremony... fortunately there's buffet lol! a small one thou... & most fortunately is tat i found a chicken wing! it's the last one in tat big metal container! lucky me, really... i jus luv chicken wings... now i really know wat my favourite food is... chicken wings~!!! i'll be happy even if u fed me only chicken wings lol! after ceremony, i took some food hm too... mdm loke told me too -.- so i take lo... went to take my Os ques paper for art... hav to start asap... if not not enough time to do, then it wouldn't look nice again... i miss the ppl in the sch, but not the sch... it's always like tat... they came into ur life & they still leave u sooner or ltr... actually i won miss some ppl... but when u tend to lose them, u wouldn't really mind if u dislike them or not... u'll jus feel sad when they'r out of ur life... it's jus human nature... it's boss' birthday tomolo... they celebrated today without callin me !!! so bad... i din get to eat the cake =( but i still managed to steal one cherry =D yum~ lol~ but able to eat the cake or not, it doesn't really matter... cos it's blackforest cake!... one of the least fav cake, other than tiramisu... i received Toblerone frm mrs singh & mdm loke, a... actually i dunno wat thing is called, frm the sch to classes of 2006 & a written blessing frm dawn... it's jus so sweet of them ^-^ a person who is contented with the things he/she had, lives a happy life... how i wish i could b such a person... there's alot of things kept deep inside my heart tat i find it hard to tell someone... i'm still in search of someone who can listen to wat i'v been always wantin to say... maybe someday i will find tat someone... darling forever takes his own sweet time to call   A Beautiful Mind Deyi: Class of 2006    |
| Tuesday, October 10, 2006 |
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today's the last day of sch!!! so sad~ =( haiz... it's a borin day once again in sch... altho it's the last day... but i jus dun think it's neccessary to feel happy... lol! took quite alot of pics with my class... i will miss most of them but not all of them... when takin photos, some r jus not cooperative haiz... wat a class with 'unity'... bleahz... jus bullshit... fatin's such a sweet fren... she invited us to her hse for hse-warmin after malay's fasting... cool! so nice of her... mus bring some thing to her hse to thank her on behalf of the class =D but first... save some money before tat haha! after sch went to upper thomson with grace... shared banana prata, nasi goreng with ikan bilis, mutton cubes & ice teh... the banana prata's nicer than prata hse, where rol & the rest ate usually... yum~ lol next time go there to try other pratas haha, but first, the same old sayings... save more money first... then went to thomson plaza to buy the stuff to make joel's birthday present... last yr le... so hope he will appreciate our effort... cos he like so poorthing... frm sec 3 or so he like no frens like this... so at least make sth for him to let him know tat there's still us as his frens =D so shocked when he started talkin to us... lol! sometimes ppl jus change for the beta, yet some change for the worse... after tat took bus hm to sembawang then took the train back to woodlands... feel bit bad, leavin grace alone to take bus back to amk... hope she won mind... went to cosway to buy art pen... on the way a child scared me, he suddenly fell & the worst was tat his mum dun bother to help him up, she screamed at him instead... for eatin & din watch where he was goin... it's not like he knew he would fall... comeon! he's jus a small kid... y scream at him in front of everybody... make urself look silly only... i feel so bad for the kid... so poorthing... wanna help him up but got frightened away by the fierce voice of her mum... lol but lucky he din cry, only say ouch when he fell, kinda cute lol! went to popular to buy the pen after tat & looked around for sth... lol! everything seemed so xpensive... bah~... saw Isabella! my work mate frm pizzahut last time... so long nv met her le... she still looked the same, only bit more chubby... lol! now workin at those cart sales... lol! look very free... tomolo's grad ceremony... awww~ this day finally came... tomolo mus take loads of photos =) & ya!i always remind ppl this & tat but i always forget bout myself... need to bring tie... lol!  |
| Monday, October 09, 2006 |
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went to study with grace today... lol we talked, slept & watched tv more than study =p it's nice to chat with an old fren, diff feelin =) my mum promised tat if i got 20 points & below for my L1R4, she will reward me with $100... cool! darling said if i get 15 points or isit 13 points he give me $500 lol! i'll take ur word for it... scarly i really get 13 or 15 points wahahaha~ *Dream on* lol met darling around 9 plus... he send me hm after i stayed at grace's hse... so happy to c him... lol! so long nv meet each other le... tot he forget me liao... =D got back my result slip... lol! it sux! 25 points L1R4... i can go n die if i get such grades for Os... lol! no where to go... only one place... ITE! lol! my mum told me to consider nursin... no way for nursin... i hav 0% of interest in nursin ytd went to woodlands gym with bro... i still prefer hougang gym lol! keep fit! yeah~ was so tired this days... feel so slpy... cos the weather's jus not rite... it's so hot in the day & humid at nite... not a single breeze... ahh... whole yr's summer season... wat a torture! it's tues tomolo! 2 more days to go & poof~ we will b history in deyi... |
| Sunday, October 08, 2006 |
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i'm so lookin forward to 'Goong-ye man wang fei'... it looks so nice! =) it's gettin hazier day by day... gettin more difficult to breath & my eyes r gettin drier... everyone's gettin this cough virus... take care ppl! rol gan bot me chocolate banana cake frm malaysia! muackz so sweet of her... lol! thanks dum bear my arms & shoulders r aching! someone be kind enough to help me massage~ ahhh it's 2.18a.m. & 9 more days to my birthday! woohoo~ & i'll be a big gerl, 17 yrs old! oh yeah~ it's a great big deal =D i'm simply lookin forward to next sat! oh my~ y still so many days next comin 3 days will b the last days in deyi... i plan to hav recess... lol! or else i'll miss the food for sure... it's sad once again to leave the sch u go to for yrs & leavin the place one day... u'll tend to miss the place u go in & out almost everyday, the teachers & frens u made over there... ppl say secondary sch life is the best time u had spent in ur life... my buds r plannin to make a video with the things each of us had to say & make it a cd for each of us... & i, too, had sth for all of them after Os... maybe i'll distribute after grad nite =) i'll make my speech after graduation ceremony... more feeling lol! k carol? darling's workin late again... haiz... have complicated thots & feelings... |
| Friday, October 06, 2006 |
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after sch, me & grace decided to go to the gym afterall... eventhough shuzhen they all cancelled it cos they hav sth else to do... =) then max & zan came along... we went to yiochukang gym instead of hougang gym... lol! i prefer hougang... the ppl there r much more friendlier... not like yck... look as though we owe them money... only got one staff bother to teach us how to use the equipments properly... & xplainin to us which part of the body would benefit in the workout... as usual i ran the treadmill... it made me feel dizzy & i got stomach stitches after the run... u know y... i hav a tough run... my machine went tilted... & i dunno how to make the platform get back to normal... & i hav quite a hard time runnin upwards... no wonder i keep on feelin tat i'm movin backwards... =/ after a few other workouts... i saw my bro & his frens... they, too, came to use the gym... lol! wat coincidence... after 1hr 30min workout... we went to meet carol, zhen, nic, loong at thomson... grace din come along... we ate at prata hse first... i shared a fried chicken with zan & drank ice mlik tea... lol! actually wanna wait til a get hm then eat de... but too hungry after workout liao... altho i din do much workout today but i'm still quite hungry... & i won go to yck gym again... the air there is somehow diff... very diff to breath in... hurts my nose... after eating, we went to the playgrd to celebrate Mid Autumn festival... played with the lanterns mdm loke gave, thanks teacher... & sparkles... we did "Project Runway" with lanterns & sparkles... lol! nic's young cousin brother came along to play... lol zan found her new gd fren... lol! no need scared noone to play with le... then played 'Twister' which they bot today... it's fun seein them all tied up together & i spinned the board like nobody's business... haha i jus luv to c them suffer =X haha i luv surprises but... it's torturin when u all pass the hp around & show ur secrets without wantin me to know yet i'm around, it makes me more curious! rawr!!! when i reached hm, i still din giv up playin lanterns... lol! still hav alot... so i lighted up 3 lanterns, actually 4... but one burned up lol~... oh ya... did i mention i played with fire in the hse? haha! but in the balcony la... the lantern burn behind me... no wonder i feel so hot suddenly behind my back... lol lucky nv burn my hair... but i'm stupid enough... i forgot rubber melts under fire... lol! yea~ i melt the rubber of the fishin net's handle... then i asked my bro to play with me... wahahaha! he's willin to entertain me... then we took some photos & i played with candles =) there's tuition tomolo!!! ahhh~ so sian... haiz... they asked me to go to koonloong's hse to play 'Twister' tomolo... i dunno if i should go anot... they goin to malaysia tomolo, rol, zhen, zan, ryan... asked me to go... but i couldn't find my passport... i basically searched my whole hse le... goin to turn it upside down if i dun giv up... lol! i feel silly ransackin my own hse... haha... but i also dun intend to go... i dun hav money to spend... & of cos there will b ppl opposin me to go... darling & my mum... tat's if she finds out i'm plannin to go there... lol i jus asked rol gan to buy me a slice of secret recipe cake if she can... HAPPY MID AUTUMN PPL! i miss darling, haiz always so bz |
| Wednesday, October 04, 2006 |
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i'm so bored... darling went to dental early in the mornin... so poorthin, he suffered so much tat he almost cried... aww~ had to drill his tooth instead & jus xtractin it out lol... blame it on his stubborn tooth... after tat still hav to bear the pain & go to work... haiz... dunno y he so chiong for wat... i think he also earned enough for the braces le... tomolo still hav dental appointment... lol it seems nv-endin but tomolo's the last appointment... lol! also dunno tomolo can meet not... if cnt then i go his hse to visit him lo... no choice... haiz went to central with grace after sch... since i hav no where to go so i accompanied her... she went to help pay her sis' license thingy... so i sat in one corner & waited... after i walked to the greetin cards section to browse at the cards... lol some cards' content was funny... oh ya... we'r in the post office... lol! lantern festival's comin, so i looked at nth but only lanterns, candles & spark sticks... lol! lookin around & comparin which store sells the cheapest... then we can play on fri... yay! hope tat nite would be a beautiful nite... mus got the lantern festival atmosphere then can be counted as lantern festival lol!... i'm startin to stammer as i talk... waaa~ wat happen to me... isit i talked too much or i'm jus nervous cos i dunno if i said things correctly... i sound as if i dunno how to talk properly... like no confidence in talkin... if i keep on like this i mite as well dun talk... =( gonna be rol gan's birthday woohoo! i goin to go prank call her liao... oh ya i forgot bout my art... ok bye |
| Tuesday, October 03, 2006 |
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time passes so quickly... everything changes so fast... wat to do? i'm alrite now... but still my stomach still feel uncomfortable if i eat too much... my birthday's comin... lol so is Os.. so sad... but i got a feelin, my best buds r gonna make this last sec life de 17th birthday a big one... muackz... luv u guys... bring more tissue on tat day... i may cry... haha i feel kindof lonely without darling... dunno if i'm really tat happy everyday, or i'm jus fakin it to let nobody worry... i hope this torturin crisis can be over soon & darling will hav more time to spend with me... last time is darlin complain i nv spend time with him... this time is i complainin!!! haiz... hmmm wonderin wat kind of birthday celebration would u plan for me... haiz haiz haiz... we like meetin 2 wks once or less than tat le... phone calls also not more than 5 per wk... sms also lessen le... u bz with work... wanna sms u but sometimes afraid tat u would feel tat i'm annoyin... haiz!!! i wanna make some quick cash... get this clear first... decent~ quick cash... i need to earn some money to buy sth... argh~ i hate being poor... $_$ ahhhh! missin u like crazy... when r u free frm ur stuff... or u hav a change of heart already... ='( |
| Monday, October 02, 2006 |
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i'm sick... yes again... but this time it's not flu or fever... i also dunno y... in the mornin a felt my chest uncomfortable, as if got sth pressin onto me... then i slowly had this stomach pain... then cold sweat came... followed by feelin nauseous... i tried to force myself to vomit but can't... rested durin the whole of eng lesson... i think mrs singh knew i wasn't feelin well... she din ask me to get up... i whole face was kindof pale... & was fidgettin so much... lol! thanks zan for helpin me copy the ans for compre & stuff... rushed hm straight after sch... almost black-out in sch... head spinnin... -.- was fidgettin in mrt... lol really damn uncomfortable... then this ppl were like o.O lookin at me with those 'wat's she doin' look... lol... jiawei asked me y i looked so stress... of cos! cos my hm is at woodlands!!! omg... u would feel stress when u r sick & ur hse is like located in the other side of singapore... once get hm, slept for like 3 hrs... got some rest... but still feel uncomfortable... then when i took a bath... i forced myself to vomit out with a toothbrush... lol! won wanna elaborate on this... still cnt decide on where to celebrate my birthday... lol! hmmm i'm still hesitatin if i should go perm my hair... grace permed her hair le... the result was quite nice =) now waitin for rol gan to go perm... lol then i will decide again... i scared perm out the result i will regret =( things aren't the same anymore... we r startin once again like strangers... i dun really understan u... but i will still love u with all my life, like how i normally do =) ok we go spend this time together step by step k? muackz i heart u darling... losin u = losin my soul |
| Sunday, October 01, 2006 |
| had real fun last nite... lol! the only casualty... ME! still very pain lo... now the orh che turn red... -.- & it's swollen! waaa~ glad tat u liked my masterpiece, rol gan wahahaha! i do till can pull hair... ez but mus resize & tat, like puzzle like this... lol bit fustratin, haha try printin & redoin it for like 3 times... so next, i'll do another masterpiece for zan =) wat do u think she prefers? with lin jun jie, pan wei bo & jay's pics or our pics? lol altho the card dun worth a thing bout it's my hard work it's priceless & it's one n only in the world lol =D went to Vila'ge to celebrate rol gan's birthday with zan, shuzhen, shujun, nicholas, xiaofen, meihong, grace, zhiwei, koonloong & max... took loads of photos, damn fun ytd haha! i wouldn't b surprised if the restaurants shun us... we r totally wild... lol after the meal, went to millenia walk again... this time the only casulty is not koonloong but me! played on the water platform & we tried to make zan get wet... yes, we did make her wet but i got my retribution... lol she pulled me to get up & i slipped & fell, face down first... hit my chin then my knee... both got orh che now... chin swollen bit... -.- thanks zan... lol then fen lost her bless pearl... zhiwei die die also mus find it then we tried to find it but it was too dark... so we gave up as it's gettin very late also... zan, rol, fen & zhiwei went hm by sharin taxi... the rest of us took the mrt lo... tired ah... went hm surf the net till 2a.m. then watched tv awhile... who knows... i fell aslp on the couch... with the tv on till 7a.m. O.O lol! the electricity bill sure exceed darling came back frm malaysia le... miss him badly frm ytd... wish tat he was there, too, to have fun together... but nvm, at least he came back safe =) my bro lost his bike... stolen by someone... hope that someone's hands rot... the bike so nice... haiz... & we still planned to install a back seat for tat bike... sad... but my parents bot a new bike for him today.. lol he should b greatly thankful... the previous one was a present frm my dad to my bro... before Vila'ge, met darlin in bugis before he went to malaysia... walked around... altho feel bit wierd but i won giv up on u... =) my birthday next =D get rdy to save up wahahaha~ ^-^ & it's CHILDREN"S DAY! happy children's day |
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