haiz happiness din last long... not long enough than i hav xpected it to be... quarrels started again... it's war time! wahahaha... -.- lame... can't we jus stop bickerin? lol! maybe i'll start ignorin u... startin frm tonight! =D haiz... everytime we see each other we would start 'shootin' at each other... wtf is goin on between us sia... i jus dun get it... maybe our personality really dun match... gah... i wanted more frm u... yet u dun seem to know wat i xpect frm u... ohh... nvm... i will be away for like one wk... dun xpect anyone to miss me... lol! cos i won miss anyone... LOL! jus jk... geez... worked in chihuly tonight... lol quite fun... the guests' jokes were funny... haha... very slack, not like usually in ballrm... so stressful... for me la... lol! merrill lynch's annual christmas party dinner... the bread always looked temptin to me... the food... ummm only the chicken & dessert looks temptin to me... lol! yum! brownie O.O haha... haiz i gettin more & more blur... or should i say more stupid... rawr! after my overseas holiday... will be work all the way! muackz... i luv work! =) if santa can jus bring down a bag full of money frm his sleigh... i'll be much more happier... $.$ everyday there's a lucky winner for toto, 4D & lottery... y can't tat lucky winner be frm my family?!?! haiz i've been very down in luck frm the day i was born... geez! can't i be more luckier?... 'a BIG sigh' envy rol & ryan la... rawr! so sweet for wat... gah! their sweetness like ever-lastin like this... freak! grrr~ bite u ah rol... pass me the honey la... too much sugar ltr get diabetes... lol! bein apart sometimes mite be beta... sometimes i feel nth frm u... haiz... u'll be free after i'm gone lol, no more naggings & bickerings... love u no more... i always find this song nice... me & wartini look how cute the snowmans r =D it's chocolate coated strawberries! with snowman design look how cute the tiny bee is!!! cute rite?!?! take a look at this tiny super cute ladybug!

Wednesday, December 20, 2006

wanna do so much for darl.. lol but limited time & cash... & my dumb brain... yes! i'm freakin pathetic as i dunno how to really make him smile... haiz only know how to make him frown... goin to shanghai 2 more days ltr... bit xcited but totally depressed tat i cnt spend this yr's christmas & new yr countdown with darl... haiz... he'll be so totally disappointed... hope someone will jus accompany him... maybe ask mervyn... to make up to him, i'm tryin to do sth special... lol! for the rest... christmas cards will be first... presents will come next mth... no choice... pardon me tat my wallet's burnt to ashes... lol! i'm in such a pathetic state... haiz... only max know... poor me... bot a digi cam with darl on monday... YEAH~ happy happy ^^ finally... altho not the one i wanted but i still liked this one... lol! i'll be even happier if the money u helped me to pay first, din hav to be returned =p haha! jus kiddin... workin ltr in the noon... finally can meet up with darl before work... =) i tot of it... actually u need not be sweet to me every single day... once in a while will b fine... cos tat is when the words u said r true & valuable... they will b cherished in my heart... i heart u darl ^-^ u pinched me, & now it's swollen!!! poor arm poor me =( really hav to thank darl for bringin the money all the way to lavendar for my dear fren carol... u beta b thankful, rol gan! lol went to vivo, again! with my mum... lol! nth much, jus walked around... then she bot a t shirt for my bro... i chose it... altho i dun understand wat the words printed on the tshirt meant but i still think it's nice lol! then my bro solved the code... by facin the mirror... haha i dunno y but i really liked adidas' t shirts... super nice... with plain prints... but xpensive =( wish i was a rich gerl... haiz... if i knew how to save up... bah! regrets... darl i luv u & i always do... musn't leave me again k? muackz

Monday, December 18, 2006

today jus wasn't my day... lazy to talk bout it also... haiz... i wanted to tell u i wasn't happy tat u agreed to take elizabeth for interview & goin to go out with her, forgettin tat we are suppose to go out tomolo... but... haiz... cnt think of myself only... she needs a job... geez we haven been close this few days... i wonder if u felt anything... maybe a little lonely or misses me badly... but i doubt tat... u feelin lonely is impossible... misses me badly?... it doesn't seem tat way to me too... i'm feelin lonely & missed u so very badly... altho we'r seein each other almost everyday... yet i cnt touch u... cnt play with u... gah! 'dun like this lei... we'r at work' tat will b ur ans... super depressin... workin in the ballrm is like treatin each other like strangers... james made me cry jus now... i really dun wish to cry de... but i'm super emotional... bah! some things can be joked bout, some things r beta to keep to urself... u say until like how can u tell me u'r jus jk... after wat huston said the other time, i'm already quite sad & afraid le... geez... the fear of losin u grows stronger... maybe u won b afraid of losin me, cos u know no matter wat i'll still come back to u... i'm not eager to buy the dumb camera... i'm eager to go out with u... yet haiz... i think it doesn't really matter to u... either is it the only day we can go out before i leave for holiday or not... actually i wanna go on tues too... but i think u wouldn't like it if i tag along...

Sunday, December 17, 2006

worked for the whole of today... nv had a chance to talk to my dad... bah! haiz... dun really had the chance to talk to darl today also... i alsod dunno y i suddenly turn gloomy... then nv talk to darl... kindof wanted to ignore him... wanted to hug him so much today... haiz hope he feels the same way like i do too =(... yet he worked OT till 4.30 somemore... tomolo he changed his timin with someone frm 11 to 3.30... geez... i'm workin at 11 ltr & i still haven turn in... lol~ tired... haiz...

Friday, December 15, 2006

i think i really m too gd to ppl le... went to look for xiaofen around 2 plus durin her lunch break... ate with her & yongshu... bot strepsils frm across the road for ryan... gah! after lunch still left 15min, so me & xiaofen each bot something frm Mango sale... lol! now i aimin for GAP sleeveless shirt wahahaha~ cos of a stupid receipt, i made so much trouble for xiaofen... geez! after their break, it's only 3 plus... walao... wait for rol to end work at 8pm... rot ah! rawr! cnt sit still in xiaofen's workin department... too many eyes starin at me... lol! her colleagues... like i'm an irritatin pest... so i went off at 4 plus... went to vivo alone... walked around... went out to the outdoors to enjoy the breeze, rain & scenery... max la... came at 6plus... make me look like i fall out of love like this... alone starin out at sea with a sian look... of cos sian la... try wanderin around for almost 3 hrs like a lost soul... bah! bot some things for christmas... i dunno y... always think of others before myself... hello! it's the truth... i'm not praisin myself... lol! haiz... i'm not celebratin christmas with darl & frens... i may not be able to rush back in time to celebrate the New Year... super depressin... darl sure not happy de... sry... my bro came at 7plus... walked around took some pics... lol! rol finally ended work too... my torturin rottin period over... went over to orchard to hav dinner in a thai restaurant... the food quite nice la... carol first time finish her food so fast & so clean... lol! she made a record... once in a lifetime... congrats! too bad no award... lol! really very sian... haiz... who's gonna giv me presents for christmas...??? money will be nice... lol! i need to work... if not will rot... lol i really liked this stuff toy bunny frm Garden Mother... dunno if i get the shop name rite... but i really liked the bunny... so cute... geez! darl~ *hintin* haha next time i show u... max also say very cute =D more & more couples made... ryan & carol... the most funny couple, ever cutest lovers i ever met... lol! royston found his gerl too, congrats =) all the best to u really... me & darl! went thru so many quarrels & breakups, jus hope we'll be this sweet in the future too... i wish we din hav to quarrel again... haiz... can u sweet talk more? lol! sometimes it's nice to sweettalk a gerl... but not always la... hehe! get the hint darl? ppl r becomin more & more 'funny'... or should i say strange... -.- be clear bout ur feelins...

Thursday, December 14, 2006

went to orchard awhile to pass xiaofen my dress & to accompany her awhile! really awhile... few min only lol! but tomolo promise to accompany her durin lunch break =) went to take pay today... after a long await... got nth... geez! feel like hittin one of the managers... bah! said wat wed can get vouchers n stuff... wat bullshit... made everyone waited for almost an hr & then said thurs or fri then come back to take... smack their faces... rawr! after tat, went to marina square with darl, simon, nora, momo, raymon, bangchuan & bangbing... went to eat first then the guys played pool... me went to play puzzle bobble... lol! i din know how to play pool & watchin them play made me wanna slp... geez! i'm more interested in candy scoop... but dun hav -.- decided to play bowlin rather than watchin movie... waited for free lanes so went to walk around first... ended up eatin again... suppose to drink coffee only... few bucks only... ended up eatin toasts & desserts lol! $70++ altogether... then went back to check if there's any free lanes for us to play... go out with them bit funny... but cnt always... will get bored like crazy... lol! reached hm around 12plus... lol! crazy man... i always go out till very late this days... geez! i'm tired yet i dun wanna slp... lol! tomolo need to go out again... no rest one sia! haha

Wednesday, December 13, 2006

celebrated rol's mum's birthday in 'The Ship'... lol! actually wanna eat fish & chips de... but haiz i still prefer rib eye steak LOL!... bot fruit flan cake frm Jack's Place... lol! not exceptionally nice but cheap =D celebrated with carol, ryan, max & rol's cousin, jane... i luv the baby carrots... super tasty =) yum~ bot a black cardigan frm U2... argh! rol la... go out with her sure will wanna buy sth de... -.- i'm not goin out with her next time when i'm savin money... in the end i still saved nth... rawr! very tired the whole day... when rol & her aunt, sweet, walked around topshop & tryin on clothes, while waitin for ryan to hav his dinner break... me & max sat down somewhere & chatted lol! then too tired, we fell aslp... bah! so embarrassin when sweet tried to wake me up in a funny way... geez... max din wake me up =S around 5plus went to darl's hse to share the rest of the cake... more than half of the cake left... lol! i like the fruits... the cake bit too sweet... but still it's nice =) watched the dvd 'United 93'... it's bout 911, the incident of the plane crashes in world trade centre... the story has a really borin & bit complicated beginnin... cos it's all bout pilot's stuff... & i was starin at the screen, listenin to nth lol! until the hijack part, i start to get interested... the movie was made to rmb the heroes who tried to save this 4th hijacked plane... tried savin their own lives & others... 3 get to their target but this 4th plane din... yet it crashed to the ground, noone survived... altho they were still killed... their courageous act inspires ppl... to most of us, they're respected *salut* maybe 'World Trade Centre' will b nicer... wanna watch 'The Guardian' too... it's recommanded ^-^

Tuesday, December 12, 2006

freakin dyin durin work today... whole day ironin chair covers & steamin skirtings... freak man... get burnt & scalded lots of times... sobz... it's painful for pete's sake... started work at 12pm, do these torturin stuff for dunno how many freakin hrs... it's the 3rd day i guess, tat i hav been doin this things... it's killin me... i prefer ironin to usin the steamer... at least it's faster & doesn't burn my fingers... now i hav blister on my thumb... geez... keep on nibbling on bits of food when workin on either M floor or chihuly... cos it's super slack & nth to do... so got the time to slack, do things slowly... & tou chi... lol! i'm gettin fatter... depressin... mus control... mind over body... mus control mind not mind control me... jiayou! not workin for the next 3 days... phew... i cnt take it if i continue steamin & ironin continuously... will drive me crazy... lol! goin to celebrate carol's mum birthday with ryan & max tomolo... i guess the others r workin... lol! dunno wat to buy to giv her as present so i guess i'll buy her a cake to celebrate =) how can a birthday be missin a cake =D darl will be restin at hm while i'm outside havin fun... wahahaha! gonna disturb him frm his slp tomolo =p miss u darl... do u miss me?

Sunday, December 10, 2006

frm workin at 9am drag til 5.30pm then report to work... dunno who's the cause for this... lol... din take voucher today... dun say money... haiz... if i dun get my voucher tomolo, i'm gonna smack someone's face... anyone... rawr! tomolo work 11am... gonna be punctual... geez late again i think shuyi also won b happy... so bu hao yi si... 2nd time lied to her... lol... amos was really nice... lol he knew i jus came in at 5.30... he still let me go for dinner break... but i declined... bit not fair to the others... me & kuang teamed up tendin VIP table... again -.- but today de no pressure at all... lol! slack till we can end up helpin other grps... lol! i can top up drinks frm my table to the rest of the 8 tables... no choice... the guys very bz then startin to get gan chiong... the other 2 gers new... so like alot of things dunno... helped to serve & top up drinks... lol! lucky my table not those fussy one... =) i dun like to tell ppl things... told her not to do it... she still do it... then said she's new, only workin 2nd day... my mind was like 'duh! 2nd day then cnt try to do it ah'... -.- dun like to repeat... lol will make both parties very fustrated... so i din bother... jus did wat i should do *shrug* i'm not being sensitive... to me, everythin came too sudden... then i heard things tat should hav kept away frm me... how can u expect me to b happy... i may b a happy-go-lucky gerl... but i won joke with these kind of things... i won joke with things tat will make me upset, heartbroken... i jus wan the truth... if u said tat's the truth i'll definitely believe u... u knew i won work OT... i said already... it's ok tat u go ahead workin OT... u hav ur own buds at work too... i won stop u frm anythin... u'r at ur fren's hse now... haiz... u're bound to hav a hangover ltr... & i bet u'll hav a super bad mood too... i'll get scoldin for even the slightest mistake i did lol!... jus hope u dun drink too much ba... dunno wat got to me... i feel really depressed rite now... the kind of wanna cry mood.. nvm... *shakes head*... tomolo will b a beta day... sobz

Saturday, December 09, 2006

ytd wasn't a nice workin day... bit gan chiong... teamed up with rick to serve 2 VIP tables, one which had the owner of Ritz Carlton & his wife seated... lucky Minister MahBohTan wasn't present... if not more stress -.- altho i dunno who's this minister... geez other tables had GohChokTong & wife, LeeHsienLoong & wife, S.R. Narthern & wife... served dick lee too, eventhou he wasn't frm my table... this weddin very grand rite?!?! so many important ppl... lol! the bride is the daughter of CEO of Fullerton Hotel... the groom, her husband, is a caucasian... handsome! haha... first time tendin VIP tables... bit blur... me & rick was like uh... wat to do huh... lol! 2 dummies in the same grp, very coordinative... but still cocked up -.- lol! there's tank helpin us thou... dunno he's a chinese or wat... but he speaks mandarin lei... lucky this time pour wine din leak... i always mess up the whole table cloth with red wine... so depressin... but this time i know how to pour it properly... =D ate supper for many days in a row... freak man... i'm gettin fatter haiz... have to stop this habit le... dunno y i'll get hungry in late nite... gosh... i get hungry easily recently... sad... depressin... christmas gonna come & lots of presents i hav to buy =) goin broke again =( lol! ppl i need presents too!!! haha i miss my frens... when can we meet up =( dun forget me lei... haiz... not able to celebrate christmas with them this yr... so depressin... sobz... i wanna see all my sistaz... where's meihong, where's grace, shuzhen, carol, suzanne, xiaofen, shujun ='( miss u all to bits... haiz... jus dun forget me... lol! i dun ask for anythin but dun forget me ah... darl... can this happiness last? guess how big this x'mas ornaments r in ritzcarlton haha! ans: gigantic designed for ytd's weddin dinner... it looks really beautiful when it lights up in the dark =) look how cute the pink lanterns look aren't they pretty =D

Friday, December 08, 2006

it's gonna be christmas soon! happyhappy ^-^ got back with darl, but hurt a person... haiz... i'm sry went to watch 'Jack & the Bean Sprout' musical theatre play... it's a comedy musical... nice =) maybe we should change watchin this kind of plays instead of movies haha... sat beside of adrain pang & his 2 sons... his sons r so cute & beautiful... god... y aren't they the same age as me... lol! we quarrelled the min we met, knew it was all my fault, knew i was in the wrong... but i still quarrelled, tryin to b stubborn... =( sry darl... promise i won do it again i hate ppl orderin me around, especially durin work... look down on me & i'll treat u like shit... duh! i'm jus sayin this as a remark... geez injured my toe on my way to work ytd... bah~ it's painful & bled... & i limped for the rest of the journey... haiz how clumsy can i get...

Sunday, December 03, 2006

i dunno past how many days i haven been updatin le... lol! hmmm jus let me put in wat i recall... so it might be all jumbled up... let me see 27-29 nov had chalet on these 3 days... had quite some fun together with grace, carol, shuzhen, xiaofen, ryan, royston, filzan, max, koonloong, zhonghong, nic & nigel... but most fun part is play with xiaofen haha! play till hurt ourselves... gah! din manage to attend camp... haiz... bit regret, but wat to do... over le... y mus they clash with chalet... HAIZ! sorry track mates! but thanks to grace & her dad who organised tat chalet, for us to relax & hav fun =) 29 nov went hm in the mornin frm chalet... super tired... but couldn't get to slp... suppose to bring my bro to vivo... but he had to go out with his frens... haiz... so went with wilson... the place is big, nice & stylo... lol! with the fountains & stuff, u all should fork out time to go there... really =) christmas round the corner... everywhere hav tat x'mas atmosphere... saw these stall sellin christmas music boxes... it's super nice... it would b a perfect gift for christmas i think =) took a ride in cable car haha! nice view at nite frm the top... someday i would take a ride on Star Virgo too ^-^ actually not x la... 30 min ride for $10 .90 xcludin admission to sentosa 30nov-2dec been workin these days... haiz... but no choice... been cot eatin durin operation hrs... lol almost gonna choose between kena sacked or deduct pay... phew lucky nicholas kind enough to giv me chance... gah~ actually he din know i eat de lo... a guy who was cot also baoto my name... freak! rawr! nvm -.- very tirin sia... also forget wat i wanna update liao haha ytd my team really giv me heart attack sia! hell... these new guy simply dropped a glass on a guest's head!! & the dinner haven even started yet!!! wtf ! & i was like O.O stand there shocked like siao... my team & my table of guests... rawr! wat is he thinkin... once he touched the tray with a glass... he would surely drop... xiaoming gav up & told me... 'beta dun let him take thing with tray'... & yes! i agreed... lol no choice... cnt afford to drop anymore things... lol breakout rm sux... gah! borin like hell... but at least i first day work there i hav compliments frm guests =D jiayou!

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