| Monday, August 27, 2007 |
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AHHHH~ finally tat 3days2nites camps OVER! i got bed bugs' bites! sobz... i hav teeny weeny red spots all over... make me look like a freak with dunno wat kind of sickness... waaaa~ but overall, i did hav fun! => & i suppose everyone did too... the campfire's the best one i'v ever attended... woohoo! i luv my grp... even it means tat i didn't really open my real self up for the whole 3 days... but watever's the case, i had fun & enjoyed the laughter... i'm so gonna join every outdoor activities there is tat's comin up... i can't get enough of all this... i need loads of new songs in my mp3... i'm soooo gettin sick with the currents one... NDP Thank You Dinner was superb! not totally... but at least my spots faded a little & it doesn't appear tat obvious... & i'm able to fufil the wish to wear my dress to the dinner... & not long sleeve top with jeans... LOL... & ya... with all the fun ppl there... we did hav fun, don't we? =] i now know y the reason she called me her cousin... haha! she's a gd gerl... tat's wat i assume she is now... i'm startin to like her now... hehe! don't get me wrong... I HAVE NO LESBIAN TENDACY! not now, not ever! i wanna watch HAIRSPRAY!... i'm gonna watch with N.Jannah & Nadia! i'm gonna watch with N.Jannah & Nadia! wee~ i'm so sry i always cause trouble to ppl around me... lol! i'm like a born-to-be-jinx... geez! but well... i'm still glad u guys still wanna b my fren... *puppy eyes... i jus luv u ppl... no matter u'r my work frens, sch frens, outside frens or old frens... u always accept who i m & wat i do... u make me feel significant in ur lives... HUGZ~ |
| Thursday, August 23, 2007 |
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the 2days 2nites ALYF forum's finally over... we had fun thou... the ppl, & the sumptuous buffet/dinner... & of cos napfa too... so all there's left now is the preparation for exams, Os, aiya regret retakin Os la & the end-yr marathon 'DEATH' run... so y do i say death... cos i'm 'forced' to run 42km... shit man... gah! tat will be the distance frm marina bay to changi... i cnt even imagine how long the distance is... jus hope i make it back, still able to breathe... my body's now aching all over cos of the workouts... damn pain la... i dun get y i'm like the only one suffering... sheesh! & i'd gotten so lazy tat i forgot how many wks of track trainings i'v missed lol! my fats bulging out le la... waaaaa! couldn't stop eatin with bell around... see la! ur fault! i need to fix my braces, replace new contact lenses... ahhh! money money... & i miss my parents... like for so many decades... i think this is the very first time i miss them badly lo... like so wierd... without them for so long... haiz... they brought 2 luggages over... so hope they'll bring like maybe 3-4 more luggages back? hehe! new upcomin events all swarmin up altogether... rawr! 3days 2nites camp startin tomolo... then there's a gathering & ndp thank-u dinner on sunday nite... wkends packed like sardines... geez... hope the LUNCH-CUM-DINNER & dinner will be a feast =D i got the crave for cheeZ & cakes now... who's ON for the new pizzahut promo? the cheezy pizza with cheez fondue... eh! dun wan yuki yaki le la... eat pizzahut! k? let's settle our long time contract once & for all! i luv darling & he means alot to me! - i know he won read this -.-" |
| Tuesday, August 14, 2007 |
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i'm in a beta mood now... after NDP had ended, that will b one rock out of my backpack... but it seems like i still hav a lot of things to sort out... as in really lots of activities... lol! events & activities comes after another... schedule pack like crazy NAFPA test next tues... i'm so not prepared la... sure fail my sit & reach, shuttle run too, if there is... i'm so tired physically & mentally... if time can go back again, i'll make everythin work out rite... no more disappointment, betrayal, hypocrites & distrust SMIRK! if tat's the case, our problem won pile as much like a molehill... i hope i hav more time for ppl around me... especially my family =[ sobz... i wanna go out with u guys... my old pals... & my super old buds... i miss u guys so badly... |
| Tuesday, August 07, 2007 |
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i'm too overly noisy in class aren't i? sigh~ i think i m... sobz... i should keep my volume down & keep comments to myself sometimes... so sad.. waa~ shut up gerl! WAAAAA~ |
| Sunday, August 05, 2007 |
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i brought all sorrows to myself... all the worries, the troubles, the unneccessaries... i should hav known... Intelligence plus character - that is the goal of true education ain't this phrase cool?! hell yeah~ hmmm i'm rackin my brains now to think how to let my class bond... i luv my sec sch class mates... 502 we rock... tat's definite of cos & this time i wanna spend my sweet 2 yrs here in ite with my current class, ISG... i know there's definitely hope for us to get together... the so-called 'picnic' ain't enough... & we lack of sth... sth i haven't yet to find out... i can't do it by myself mates... i need support... all of ur support... to stop the inner conflicts goin on... & yeah... i'll do watever i can to get my goal... my goal for this yr... let ISG turn to be a real ISG =] squiggy luv to everyone & squiggy hurray for me! hehe i luv myself sometimes bleahz hee! i luv my darling especially I'M A MEMBER OF E2MAX! haha |
| Friday, August 03, 2007 |
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things weren't workin out the way i want them to b recently... haiz... really stressed out i din do well in the track meet... i'm losing myself sooner or ltr... argh! i'm so not myself these days... since when? i'm always askin myself... i'm becomin more selfish in some sense... hate this feelin la... to me, being a bad person is harder... i wanna be back to who i was last time... the ignorant me sobz i saw her ytd... but i delibrately hid myself... i couldn't dare myself to go forward to even say hi to her... wat's wrong me man... wat do i actually want... i made everything worsen day by day... i shouldn't blame anyone but myself i tried to be something but in the end, i'm jus nothing |