Thursday, November 22, 2007

i'm down with sore throat... bah haiz... i miss my long hair... so damn much! i want my curls back... LOL! let's say... wait for another 6 mths before my hair grows to an acceptable length... myabe i'll not curl my hair but it's a must to have my long hair back... WAHHHHH~ i need to replenish my wardrobe with new clothes before the new yr comes... at least a few pieces of new ones... always have difficulties looking for clothes to pair with when u only have tat few in ur squarish wooden cupboard... RAWR! i need money... i need to chiong work like mad during the holidays... i don't care if i fall sick or not... money more important... WAHAHAHAHA! i look so 'plain-jane' la... haiz... i don't look good in any way... i'm not saying this to gain praises... DO NOT get me wrong... i just don't feel pretty... i'm not even the least beautiful lol

Wednesday, November 21, 2007

I've decided to keep it a secret... ZzzippP~ Dad'll be out of town for 6 mths... we'll miss him so much... haiz... he'll miss brian's up-coming birthday, Christmas, New Yr 2008 & Chinese New Yr =[ Sobz... haiz regret for not cherishin family gathering & having dinner together often... want to bring him to my work place for dinner when he comes back ^^ hope he'll be safe & well there too... I LOVE YOU PAPA!!! held my tears when we hugged & kissed him before he went through the Departure Gate... heart ached so much... but didn't want to cry in front of him... smiling all the way till he went in... wiped away my tears before he saw me cry... don't want to make him worry... i'll definitely miss him so dearly... 6 mths is a long time... having my parents not at home for a week is already kind of a torture... can't imagine not seeing papa for half a year... knew mama'll miss him badly too... now i want to spend more time with her so that she'll feel the least bit of loneliness... need to save money already... so many things to buy... need a rich boyfriend =p WAHAHAHAHA~

Thursday, November 15, 2007

Confused yet Contented we're off to Zouk next fri! can't wait =D i'm so gonna SABO xiaofen until she kneel on the floor beggin for my mercy WAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA~ JUST YOU WAIT WONG XIAOFEN! i'm so tired & absolutely pissed off today! SEETHA u're so gonna get it la... we all agreed on thurs bcos of u then now u jus went rite back hm without using ur brain to think if u'r going to get into trouble or not... obviously u r goin to get into trouble... u'r the one who said u want the whole extra class thing to be held on thurs instead of fri & u'r also the one promising tat u will definitely come... so wat now? disappearing suddenly is ur option?? wtf man... damned pissed la... i should know this would gonna happen... to tell u the truth, i already knew this would happen... GRRR! wat gd responsibilty... great i jus hope my pimples will jus disappear suddenly too... bah so tired these days

Monday, November 05, 2007

a feelin i hate so much... i cannot get jealous i cannot be upset bcos i don't have the right to but do you understand how i feel & how much it hurts inside me sometimes? do i even matter to you? am i important or insignificant in your life? if i cannot get your heart then please tell me to stay away the sense of insecurity just makes me feel so paranoid something i didn't like at all

Thursday, November 01, 2007

i've been continuously missing sch like nobody's business... geez! i'm always awake on time but i jus can't seem to get out of bed after tat... i simply jus slept back... LOL! then next thing i know... i'm freaking late to the max... it felt so wierd to go back to sch when everybody's eyes are all set on you when you stepped into class at the wrong time... Bell's so gonna kill me if i continue to be late & miss lessons like this... i'm so behind of sch work & i dunno where i should be goin to head next... it's been 2 wks since holiday has ended... help is comin my way & i need to get hold of them before they get fed up & leave me all alone dying in one corner! ahhhh~ i hav a new pen name called U.G.L.Y... bell named it for me... b'cos she's jus not happy tat i'm prettier than her! WAHAHAHAHAHAHA~ =P wandering without an aim nor a clue... getting really tired... need to prioritise my time & things well now... i jus can't wait for the Os to be over... i'm so down on luck this days... saded... Happy November how i wish i can continue hibernatin under my comfy blanket on a cold rainy morning

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