Thursday, December 27, 2007 |
what's the problem with you again... can't you just be contented for once? Stop behaving like we don't care... I care but what did i get in the end... for pete's sake, NTH! fuckin nothing! if i'm just your other hi-bye friend then... i really got nothing to say... b'cos from the start of the drifting apart, i already don't see the 'BFF' meaning there le... i admit i don't feel happy at all right now... eventhough there's one or two amazing friends here & there, i just don't feel blessed... the feeling of being liked by someone is nice, but i would prefer the feeling of being loved... just want the warmth from a hug, the passion from a kiss, the joy from friendship, the happiness of relationship, the acceptance from company i miss my dad so much each & everyday... how i wish 6 mths would be over sooner than i'm expecting it to be... Pixel-Lab Camp wasn't really a success but overall, yeah, i think we did have fun, somehow.. =] Another year's gonna be over just like that... loads of memories... but not fantastic at all... haiz My New Yr resolution?? i wish everyone including myself be happier each & everyday, starting from the 1st day of Yr 2008 Happy Belated Boxing Day! |
Tuesday, December 18, 2007 |
watched 'Alvin & the Chipmunks'... had several good laughs... guess what... the cutest chipmunk, Theodore, was voiced by Jesse Mccartney! cool eh... hee... Chipmunks are so cute~ their voices are so damn lovable... awww~ i want their soundtrack so badly now... i love Theodore... he's so adorable... '... dave... are you asleep yet? Can i sleep with you? I had a nightmare...' aww! instead of staying on his side of the bed, he cuddle himself right next to Dave's neck... so damn cute~ & he drew 4 'pineapple-heads', which he called 'family', for Dave during Christmas... Alvin, the awesome one, took a bath in the dishwasher... LOL! how cute can he get Simon, the smart one, trying to catch the burnt toast & he misses... '... i got it, i got it... hey! where did it go?...' he haven't got any glasses before that their cute voices makes me grin like a fool & laugh like an idiot throughout the whole movie... it's really worth watching =] no doubt... trust me... there's a storyline to this movie... a rather meaningful one indeed *wink i can't believe i threw the previous tickets away, just like that... OMG... i must be out of my mind... see how anger & fustration can manipulate your brain... you just couldn't think properly, argh! i need a brain booster & some slimming sessions, maybe some facial spa too... LOL |
Wednesday, December 12, 2007 |
BELLL! PLEASE COME BACK THIS INSTANT! ah shit... the part i'm doin for my project is so cocked up now... now i don't even know where my budget went wrong... gah! to think that it's easy... bullshit~ suddenly so many things to handle =[ i doubt i can do a good job... but what for i get stressed up over all these... in the end, i still have to finish everything... jus 2 & a half days more to holiday... ahhhhhhhhhhhh~ i'm a goner, for sure... now i'm half a loanshark... goin around & askin ppl to pay up for the camp & freak man... i hate guys who promised something & break it la... wtf! i don't care if u're bell's friend or my friend... i'm gonna pester u till u pay up! even though it's just 10 bucks... it's enough to last me for 1 day... so wise up boy, pay up or see me walkin up to u everytime & askin for it... be more initiative, can you? make my life more easier, thank you very much |
Thursday, December 06, 2007 |
I HAVE MY COM BACK! WAHA~ my mum bought us a new CPU... finally... i've been waiting for this for a long time... *sigh have been busy with quite alot of things lately... finally BELL's birthday is over... no need to even think bout it already... wahahahaha! let me tell you what i did for this few days just specially for my dear friend whom always called me UGLY... geez... still wondering why she was touched but never dropped a tear of joy... if it's me i'll cry de lo... chey... haha 1st surprise~ 3rd dec (Monday) i baked a brownie with chef yap using the restaurant's ingredients, equipments & recipe... WAHAHAHA! how clever... my idea was a last minute idea when i'm desperately surfing around the internet trying to book customised cupcakes... which was damn pathetic... you should see how i hogged the hub's pc, secretly looking for suitable cupcakes... bah... waste my time in the end... but i think my brownie taste beta... haha... filled with love & my precious effort =p bleahz~ i still have to keep it from lady boss... lol! so afraid that she'll find out la... using the restaurant's ingredients is the last thing i wanted to do but since chef said use then i use lo... lol! then the next day, which is the actual day, Monday... surprise day... LOL asked NIKKI to be part of my SURPRISE TEAM, together with the main casts, CHRISTINA & YAP & of course, ME... now then i realise i'm lousy in keepin a secret secretive... LOL! spoil the whole plan when it's near 'MISSION ACCOMPLISH' then yeah... shared our own made brownie with whoever's workin on that day... hee! i'm so proud with me & my new-found talent =D i knew i had some hidden talents somewhere inside me *wide grin PATRICK's back to visit on that day... miss him so much... he's forever so funny ^^ 2nd surprise~ 5th dec (TODAY, oh, just past midnight, oh well, yesterday) YEAH! FAT FACE's 20th birthday~ spent the whole early evening learning how to fold roses out of foam strips... 15 roses in a bouquet, guess how many out of the 15 i folded... three, the rest was folded by my baobei ivy... but still, i'm proud of myself... Naive, i thought i can finish everything within 2 hrs... still boost with confidence, told my mum i'll be home for dinner by 7pm... yet i finished everything slightly after 10pm... HAHA! was damn tired after everything... missed the whole day's classes... hrs redemption for nothing lo... lol still will get warning letter... haiz... Thanks so much for those who contributed in the present... hee! love you guys la, so supportive ^^ honestly i love my creation too... i'll flash the picture here another time... i think i have great creative thinking cells... but not creative enough to make it turn reality... haha... you'll feel exceptionally good when you know you truly made that someone happy =] i just hope i can make my baby happy, just like how i made bell happy for these 2 days... but girls are much more easier to please than guys... was supposed to go running with darling but was raining heavily for the whole day, so changed plans to watching 'Enchanted' with bell & nikki... it was damn NICE!!! a very hilarious comedy... haha "... I've been dreaming of a true love's kiss... " a mixture of fairytales & the opposites of them... Thumbs up! you guys should really watch it *wink i want to watch 'Alvin & the Chipmunks' next... maybe 'Fred Claus' too... the trailers look damn cute la... haha it's either there's no nice movie for that particular month at all... or loads of movies showing all at the same time in that particular month LOL... I WANT A PAY RAISE!!! i want to go back working in ritz... =[ |
Monday, December 03, 2007 |
so many things had happened in such short period... HAIZ i'm so into nothing right now... don't feel like giving my committment to anything anyone i missed Standard Chartered Marathon... & i'm full of regrets right now... i should have just be a good girl & hand it that dumb form... argh! i feel so insignificant towards everybody... haiz... i just wish tomorrow would be a better day... everyday will be an even better day than the previous day... *Sigh* |