| Wednesday, April 30, 2008 |
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miss wonderwoman finally fall sick missed school again today every single bit of my energy are drained, totally i need a new alarm clock with a really loud ring, seriously i want to have a girl's day out real soon, immediately waiting for my pay day to come, desperately Watched The Forbidden Kingdom recently Lol it's abit... um... different from the previous movies Jackie & Jet actually filmed Bcos there's too much digital effects But the storyline's somewhat interesting, yet abit too fairytale to be true Lol to another dimension, to another world I wish that could happen to me Not much nice movies i really wanted to watch But Hansel & Gretel seems... hmmm scary Waiting for the movie Made of Honour to show Gonna watch that~ Bought the book i always had the urge to buy P.S. I Love You Haven't watch the movie yet, but i'm going to =) Books always elaborate more than the actual movie You tend to imagine the scenes, emotions, expressions & feel as though you're actually in the story But too bad, you're not Hee Mum's birthday is just a couple of days away... Wanted to do up something for her But i'm still waiting for my bloody pay Ahhh... There's so many clothes i fancy while window shopping Sobz Would i strike lottery if i try buying 4D... LOL Beginner's Luck, like everybody always say No harm trying eh s i miss my friends, honestly |
| Monday, April 28, 2008 |
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Don't Doubt Your Heart ❤ I'm so so tired I'm the brain behind all brains Bleahz Today's the first time i laughed when SOMEONE cried And i feel my body's not functioning well... My throat feels alittle sore My head feels like there's some hammering going on inside My nose feels achy My eyes feel tired, as usual My ears feel as if it had music blast into it for a good half an hr My cellulites are coming back argh~ |
| Saturday, April 26, 2008 |
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Don't make someone a priority Who only makes you an option cool... this phrase does make sense don't have much to update today but i hope there'll be more happenings for me to share with you peeps tomorrow =) Y Y Y Y Y Y Y Y Y Y Y Y Y lol copied bell's just want to try it for fun hehe |
| Thursday, April 24, 2008 |
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Storm's gone away And Sunshine's coming back~ |
| Monday, April 21, 2008 |
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& my thumbdrive is never to be found again I suspect that there's a blackhole somewhere in my room... Maybe it fell into another dimension Or maybe... there's a rat in my house... Well... who knows I gave up looking for it anyway... Haiz... still, alot of ups & downs had happened Have not pick up the pieces Should i just leave it as it is now, or should i not... Again, in a dilemma I'm just a problematic girl to anyone in anyway... I think i'm a jinx who's out to curse everyone around me & make their life difficult Like he said, i'm not worth it... I done so much but actually everything is not neccessary It will just make irritate everyone... _ My life shouldn't even involve friends, B'cos i'm just not worthy for anyone... Sadded My world came tumbling... * |
| Wednesday, April 16, 2008 |
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i lost my fucking thumbdrive... & i'm really goin fucking crazy imagine all my work & documents FUCK i should have known till now in his heart, it's still her... i feel so disappointed & dishearted now that i don't know if i can still continue loving him or not should i just let him go & fufil his dream of getting her back?? maybe i should, shouldn't i ? maybe this decision would make us both much more happier knowing that, even till now, your heart is still with her hurts me so much do you know that?? why does my life has to be so screwed up... why does the cycle always exist why do you always have to do this kind of shit to me! tell me, do you love me or her |
| Thursday, April 10, 2008 |
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Miseries everything happened so suddenly at once charging towards me all at one time couldn't react to every single one of them all together my mind is in a blank state Avoiding me like i deserve nothing no matter what i do it will just be disappointment to someone somehow Dilemma i really hate this feeling i'm going through now... but who will understand |
| Wednesday, April 09, 2008 |
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Stress i messed up everything i don't even know if i had made up the right choice... i wasn't sure bout anything now feel so fucked up now... everything changed just overnight i'm really thinking if i can take it now i'm like the biggest jinx on earth la... |
| Tuesday, April 08, 2008 |
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As a form of respect to the party mentioned in my previous entry, I have taken the entry in question down. If you please, this is my personal blog afterall. As no names were mentioned, I see no justice in me being the butt of childish 'Tagboard Flaming'. So if you all out there are truly concerned for her, show some respect to me as I have shown her, Leave. |
| Sunday, April 06, 2008 |
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Is it wrong for all i'd done?? Do i still feel the same for him?? Does he even treat me like one?? Or am i just there to fill up his emptiness while he looks for another?? Haiz... No matter what Whatever i did Was all from the bottom of my heart But all i get was nothing back Just empty promises And a heart that doesn't belong to me at all Hoping for something that would never happen I'm still contented that he's there Although i'm not happy that it's her who got hold of his heart I'm just a pathetic nobody Who only knows how to cry for help But did nothing to protect myself All i want now is my Mr Right to appear in front of my eyes Like what my babe said We shall see |
| Friday, April 04, 2008 |
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Falling in love with clubbing~ It's kind of fun when u do this once in awhile Had fun with you guys Thanks for the company Thank YOU for worrying and be by my side looking after me I'm totally exhausted! I want to buy my havaianas slippers tomorrow~ |
| Wednesday, April 02, 2008 |
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I just thought i should drop an entry for today LOL lucky yet unlucky too Bleahz What am i talking bout?? Y'all know shortly Me & my brother, ade, from 5 to approximately 11pm... was standing at the lift landing, clicking away on the counter while others are busy squeezing through the crowds & trying to serve them... We're practically talking & laughing & gossiping Almost 6 hrs of standing in one corner just simply drives us crazy & making us more tired than before Although it's a super duper easy job, it doesn't seem that way... This is my most slackiest work day ever And to tell you the truth... I seriously don't really enjoy it LOL & i'm responsible for the damage of "HardWork's Cafe's" counter... Dropped it on the floor for around 6 times Haha it's working properly until it fell into my hands I swear i didn't spoil it on purpose Then me and ade slack all the way till 12am And it's time for OT All is working fine until everyone's in the ballroom Doing up all the chair covers The best part has yet to come My brother, JIEWEN, betrayed me LOL Never expect that he'll push down the chair Just didn't have time to react & i just tripped over the chair & tumbled, rolled over &... I thought i felt the slit of my skirt tore LOL I hurt the side of my knee Just a little bruise But everything was ok Except for my skirt that turned too overly sexy With the slit so high up I swear the loudest laughter i heard was simon's DumbAss Still count yourself as my friend LOL The culprit was damn guilty See if he still dare to play till so rowdy anot Haha Yay~ I finally found my rose tea in 7-11 Starting to get sleepy Not working tomorrow Not going St. James tomorrow Geez Boring~ Maybe have to cancel all my slots for this wkends Let's see how One more week And everyday will be school day again I admit i don't look forward to school reopening There's nothing i can think of that i can really look forward in to do in school I want to be loved every single day I want to be happy every single minute I'll talk about Friends abit later I think i should get some sleep first before i wake him up for work Ciaoz y'all |
| Tuesday, April 01, 2008 |
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I have nothing to blog about actually... Just couldn't think of any other things to do other than this Couldn't really get to sleep yet Although working at 12pm later LOL Staying up till 430am for some reasons Hmmm where should i start for today's entry Let me share bout what i'd been through during work LOL Actually it's just bcos i spent my whole day & night in Ritz Today's work was kind of easy money And i swear i'm not boasting I'm certain khor's quite impressed with my performance today Haha yeah~ I did half of the preparation for that particular event before he reported to work And guess what, noone told me to do it I know y'all gonna compliment bout how hardworking i am *Shy~ Sheesh haha I pratically did all the easy jobs while under him today LOL But damn boring I rather fight the war with all my friends down in the ballroom Although much more tiring But it's fun by just calling for each other from one end of the back alley to the other Gossiping & cursing how unlucky for any of us to get the worst cock up group in the whole floorplan Haha Despite my dampen luck during the previous week, i'm still considered lucky as to work with an average group and most importantly, my station's still in "Singapore" & not "Johor Bahru" *Wink~ Honestly Kind of missed ade's voice today If not i'll be more awake & energetic with her around Even though wilson tried his best to make me smile But i'm just too tired... Just wanted to finish up everything in a flash & go back home I have alot of things in mind that i wanted to buy Hands getting itchy OMG I'm starting to feel my eyes getting real droopy No No NO I want to go clubbing & drinking till my heart's content! I got a new phone But what the hell I don't know how to use it Or should i say it's faulty without me even starting to use it yet I miss every single soul of my friends As well as my cousins I knew all along that he doesn't belong to me anymore But i still want to stay beside him, quietly Just so as to let him know i'll be there for him no matter when Sounds silly? But doesn't love always makes people do things in a stupid way?? Ha Argh I'm starting to feel very sleepy Well~ the truth is i still love him No question asked HAPPYAPRILFOOL'S everyone ^-^ |