| Monday, September 12, 2005 |
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haiz... now my mind is in a total mess... no solution... jus wanna work... work occupies my mind... won think of other things when i'm in work... cos bz mah... =) recently came 3 new service crew... kenny, 15, yean meng, 14, adriana, 14, lol~ all younger than me... kenny's such a lame joker & he super looks more like 14 than 15 lo... yean meng... ummm i dunno spell his name correct anot... he looks more like the age of 16 lo... haiz... cnt judge a book by it's cover... haha~ he's very quiet la... lol~ adrina ah... is a gerl la... =) she looks quite shy but i think she's quite sociable ba... all 3 hardworkin ppl... gd *thumbs up!* suddenly alot of life workin with them... cos almost same age... actually is cos of the kenny... go style ur hair again la... look more handsome... no bluff... i dun lie =X... really la!this current hairstyle only jus to make urself look like guai kia rite?... but u r not! lol~ i broke a glass today... again! haiz~ dunno wat happened to me... act smart la... act smart de ppl sure got consequences de... like me lo =p... haiz~ jus cnt quit sighin... dunno y... ppl seems to stop tokin much with me le... y huh? i sound boring isit? dunno who to share my probs with... i know it's improtant to trust ppl... but it's jus tat... who should i really trust wholeheartedly... sneaked in to johor on thurs... lol~ din xpect my mum to find out... eek! toobad! she found out eventually! she's damn clever man... bu kuei shi wo de mama! how she know my passport's gone? how the hell she know de?... she dun normally check de... kaoz... but overall it's alrite la... i dun mind lettin her find out... i jus din tell her cos i know she wouldn't allow me to go in... but i din regret goin in to play... lol it's fun... haha nice! jus tat next time need to let her know lo... hmm my dad also know haha but both din scold me... my mum's worried sick when she found out i went into johor without her permission... sry la ma! dun mean to de.. feel bit guilty tat she almost cry =D hmmm wanna change phone le la... kaoz... 6610 sux... lol... i mean my phone la... haiz~ sometimes sot sot one... then my pc also... can throw away le la... so many prob... always like tat de... me got offend u both ah... lol~ tomolo sch le... I DUN WAN!!!... haiz~ need to go back to the vice chair life le... stress again... feel like shoppin de whole day frm mornin till late at nite... i dun mind buyin nth... jus wanna walk around along the streets at nite... of cos with someone la... anyone i know lo... lol~ mus ppl i know! & i mean MUS! jus rebonded my hair... lol... i know not very nice... but too bad wat's done already done... next time when my hair longer & i get out of deyi then i go make big wave *wink* haha~ but mus mus get to sec 5 first then graduate then say... study is like takin my life away... dun really like study... haiz~ but always frens keep pushin me... but no choice... cos they care =) thanks pals! something's jus couldn't possibly be ezily forgotten... something's r not ez to let go... but same usual phrase... 'if tat someday is meant to be urs, it will eventually come back... if not jus giv up...' when a glass breaks, it's beta not to pick it up, u'll end up hurtin urself... i really dunno if i should view back my past chapters or jus move on... start a new story? should i? or should i not? noone can ans my ques xcept myself... i suppose... some problems r meant to be solved by urself rather than by the help of others... i wan to rmb the gd times but forget the bad times... lucky i happy go lucky... haha~ k la.. tok too much already... i'll jus stop here ^-^ nite ( ^_<)\/ |