| Wednesday, October 26, 2005 |
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i tend to c the ugly side of ppl... selfishness, sarcastism & the heart of darkness... y u always seem to think the side where the truth is not there... it's like u always misunderstans us but dun seem to wanna sort things out... y u wanna make ur life miserable... i can continue this y thingy for the whole next few min... y u dun trust us... y? dun u treat us as ur frens... we care but u dun seems to trust us... i hate it this way... no sense of trust... i hate ppl who dun trust me when i tend to trust them... selfishness... every single ppl die also hav a tiny tinge of selfishness... there's always things tat u dun wanna share with ppl... but pls... y u wanna act as if u own the whole world... there's always this sayin... u rather share ur things with ur frens rather than keepin it to urself... as tat will make u feel more happy... but y u wanna do this to urself... i jus dun get it... i was still intendin to lend it frm u... i can tell u sth really true rite now... here... i will be really unhappy & upset if u reject to lend me even when i asked nicely... i surely will... cos my fren dun trust me... y? y distrust someone who trust u... y can't u jus put trust on me... i dun admit i'm not trustworthy... cos i dun think i m... sarcastism... i freakin hate this part of the ugly side of ppl... wtf man... dun think u all very great... really hate ppl who r sarcastic... if u wan ur life to turn miserable... i got nth more to say... but pls dun use ur sarcastic words & phrases to hurt someone... u may seem to be jokin... but inside the person's heart... it hurts... it hurts more like knife piercin thru his/her heart when the person who's bein sarcastic is their own fren... the one they trust & cared for... i can jus say sth... i m startin to giv up on u... so do sth to save our frenship... maybe u think tat our frenship is nth but it's really sad tat i learnt tat u said i dun care bout frenship... i only can say this... when i needed someone... r u there for me? r u always there for me even if there's no trouble & stuff... frens r forever... but frenship can be broken ezily... it's how u maintain & recover it... i cnt do this alone... there's always a need for 2 hands to clap rite? there's alot u need to change... if u wan me to name them all... i can... u always think tat there's noone carin bout u & there for u... but think for urself... we may not always be there for u... but we always care for u... tat's wat frens r for... y say such things to hurt us... y say things to doubt us... y say things to make ur life miserable... y say things to make ppl dislike u... y say things to discourage & look down on urself... we r always willin to help u... but u jus dun giv us a chance... there's no such things as u can do everythin urself nicely... if not... wat r frens for... frens r not jus a name... pls do as u say... there's no point sayin sth without doin it out... i cnt c the point to it... haiz~ this is all i can say rite now... dun always say y i n carol become so close suddenly... ask urself... hope u know who i'm tokin bout... ( ^_<)\/ luv, lyn =Believe in urself!= |