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today went out with wilson the whole day... had a great time... but eventually sad things still happen... maybe i really dun understan him well enough... i always misunderstans him... yet he still can tolerate... i really dunno y... & i really dunno y got ppl will like me... maybe they r blind... haiz~ y always hav so many misunderstandins sia... make my life miserable only... but i hate to c ppl sad cos of me... i dun wanna be the cause... i wanna be the one to be there for them when they sad... but y can't i always do it... as a sister, as a daughter, as a fren or maybe even as a gf... i always wanna be the one whom ppl can count on... but jus can't seem to do it... wat actually happen to me... it's like all i care bout is myself... y sia... really hate myself this time... i make a big mistake... really big... feel like hittin my head again... argh! sry... really very sry... ='( |
