| Wednesday, December 14, 2005 |
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very upset with sth... i hate ppl who said will help but in the end no ans frm them at all... meihong is so poorthing... got time mus ask her come out together =) i only hav sth on my mind now... 'Friends: the word is there, but the meaning of it is not there at all... so wat's the point of callin u all as friends...' very disappointed... i dun find any reasons to hide frm ur frens bout where u r workin at n stuff... if ur fren is understandin enough... they will say nth... so there's actually nth to hide... as for some special occasions... it's neccessary to invite every of ur frens to celebrate together... but in the end, u only invited some & din even mention it to other frens... not even askin if they wanna join or wat... let me ask u all... is this wat frens do xactly?... u all claim u all r sociable & out-goin... but i doubt tat... once we r close frens... but now, we r like total freakin hell strangers... the more i say this the more angry i m... i jus hate this kind of frenships... like makin use of frens like this... i hereby say tat u all r a bunch of freakin anti-social ppl... i dun recognise all of u now... in my mind i only recognise my old mates... not all u bunch of anti-social ppl... once i m ur best fren... but now wat happen... i'm not afraid to name u here... grace, i wanna cherish u... but instead u tend to drift more further... if tat's wat u wan... then so be it... altho u said u hav not changed at all... yeah, u haven changed... but it's ur mindset tat has been changin... haiz~ forget it la... i jus wanna tell this ppl who dislike me... i din snatch carol away frm u all... is u all nv treasure her well... i dun mind if u all wanna dislike me n stuff... but i hav a damn clear conscience, tat's all... if u all happened to read wat i wrote... think bout wat i said... maybe u all won understan... but i've done my part of sayin all this... but pls... be more responsible as a fren also... be more thoughtful... ur life & circle of frens dun only consist of u & ur current grps of frens... there's more who cares & r always lookin out for u... but u all din take notice or neglected them... so open ur eyes big & look out for them too... dun hurt them further like u had hurt them before... i dun wan my frens to be seperated & gather in diff grps... like a bunch of anti-social strangers like this... wat sia... actually i also can name this ppl... darren, shujun, samantha, xiaofen & grace... ( ^_<)\/ luv, lyn =the Best Proof of Luv is Trust= |