| Sunday, January 01, 2006 |
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1st day of the new yr... & i freakin hell feel like cryin! knn... dun wanna tok bout it... promised myself & many ppl i cnt cry le... controllin my stupid dumb tears... wat a yr... everyone wan me to understan them... ok... i giv in... i learn to compromise... but who will come & understan me... everytime ppl get wat they wan... but do i get wat i wan... NO! sad case... freakin hell... dropped tears liao... yr 2006... i dropped my tears... wthell... workin frm mornin til closin... entertainin customers... the staff... the managers... smile to them... try to make their stressed mood go away... this is fine... i'm happy when they r... but it's tirin ok... i'm really tired... couldn go for countdown... couldn go off early... i dun mind... at least there's still someone who keeps on makin me laugh... thanks to the great guy munhon... =) helped him to clean his station then sent him to k-box... went back myself... in the train, in diff cabins... saw ammar, dheeban, eric & jerome... today's jerome's last day... argh! u jus dun understan me... when u wan it ur way, i almost always let u hav it ur way... but when i wan sth, haiz~ nvm! forget it... jus sad la... frm wat u said... nvm... won sms u unneccessarily again... gd... save my sms also... same for urs... jus won disturb u la... i know i'm irritatin... jus kinda forget tat... thanks for remindin... tomolo workin... gd... at least can work while i put everythin aside... back to my lonely life... lonely yr... lonely days... gd... all times to myself... tomolo asyik last day... lucky i got work... thanks to durai for letting me work tomolo =) as all i can say is... smilez always... even it's nth gd to be happy bout but... at least it will make my spirit brighten up abit... anyway, HAPPY NEW YR TO ALL!!! ( ^_<)\/ luv, lyn =the Best proof of Luv is Trust= |