| Saturday, January 14, 2006 |
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went to pan pacific hotel to look at the art gallery... lol! actually i din understan the whole thing... but the drawings r nice... =) at least i understood tat he's drawin humans' xpressions in diff views... not like rol gan... no artistic sense... haha... after tat treat them eat Gelore... ummm dunno if it's spelt this way... anyway... jus treat it as koonloong's birthday present... lol... after tat went to parkway parade to find dear... wait so long for him... lol~ actually is i get there too early... if not wat he wan me to do alone while he's still workin... so tired... dun really hav any thing to blog... again! zan said i changed... wthell... i really wanna confront her & ask her y... it's like i dun really like her this days also... honestly... nobody... xcept some of them... i tried to be her fren... not out of pity but out of true frenship... but she made me more & more dislike her as in her behaviour... unique but too much... as in really too much... how dare she say i changed & din think of ppl's feelins before i say anythin... yet she's also like this... i agree... i dunno wat happened to me this days tat i keep on shootin things out frm my mouth which i know i shouldn't hav actually said... i really din mean to... maybe again... the best decision is to stay shut... everytime! haiz... tat way she won hav anythin to say bout me... if she does... then let her be instead... maybe it's jus like wat koonloong says... she's said all this out of jealousy & envy... i already very gd le... i din say anything tat will really tear her heart apart... like wat some guys & gers will do... at least i know my limits... i guess i'll jus let this matter rest ba... =) watched the 9p.m. show jus now... one part is so touchin tat made me & my mum almost cry... lol! the part which lance showed everyone how thoughtful farida is to her mum-in-law... & finally the mum-in-law still accepted farida... so touchin... hmmm another part was when sunny quitted his job as a model & ruxin tried to cheer him up... so she said so many sweet things to him... actually confidence is also a kind of beauty... my mum found out bout me & dear's relationship... hehe! again... she's so clever... anyway... i really dunno y i like him so much lei... hmmm... dunno wat got into me... really... luv is blind..., when u r in luv, u dun really know y u made this certain decision... u jus hav the feelin tat u should... =) (^_<)\/ luv, lyn =luv is like in an unbreakable circle= |