| Sunday, April 30, 2006 |
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28th april released frm sch really early... at bout 10.30a.m then been released le... thanks to band... but hav to stay back to do the things for the carnival... till 1plus... been hit by a chair... now bruised lol! but nvm la... cos is gabriel the soyabean boi help me to carry de... everyone was really mad at zan on fri... geez... she's irresponsible & always thinks of herself only... wtf... leeling's the most 'goin to xplode' one... ask her if she got go eat yuki yaki with carol they all.. she said no... she hav to go her ah ma hse... & when i called carol to ask her if zan's there, she say ya... pls la... there's no linage of coincidence in this situation... if u got the heart to stay u will wanna stay to help... not leavin only 2 gers to do all the work in the end... at least i stayed longer to help out... she told leeling she need to leave at 12... but when leeling, anna & me in canteen... she jus left, told visithra, nv even bother to called leeling to jus inform her & left at 11.30++... u scared kena scolded by her isit... if u dare to leave so early... then y scared of her scoldin u... i tot u said u not scared of anyone??? geez i almost wanted to quarrel with carol cos of one SUZANNE... freak man... argh! my first sms was... can u all dun be so irresponsible... & she replied ya we know we r not responsible... "gd tat u all know, & stop pitying zan, she dun deserve our sympathy... u're makin her worser & worser" "dun let her hear this" PLS LA... I'M VERY MAD AT WAT U REPLIED ME... MADE ME FEEL LIKE SHOUTIN AT U IN THE STUPID PHONE... SIDE HER SO MUCH FOR WAT... I'M NOT JEALOUS OR WAT... BUT U'RE FUKIN PAMPERIN HER LIKE SHE'S THE QUEEN OF THE UNIVERSE... & TELL U HONESTLY... SHE'S NOT... U TOLD ME TO CHERISH THE FRENSHIP, IT'S THE LAST YR... I'VE TRIED & MANY TIMES SHE MADE US GOIN TO STRANGLE HER... SHE'S THE ONE MAKIN IT WORSE... NOT WE DUN WANNA CHERISH THIS FRENSHIP... IT'S DUMB TRYIN TO ALWAYS GIV IN WHEN SHE'S THE ONLY ONE ALWAYS RECEIVIN WAT WE GIV... WE GET NTH BACK FOR SYMNPATHIZIN HER OK... I KNOW U R SOFTHEARTED, BUT THERE'S A TIME FOR BEIN SOFT & TIME FOR BEIN ANGRY... DUN GET TAKEN BY ADVANTAGE CAN? SHE TOT IF SHE ACTS CUTE SHE CAN GET WAT SHE WAN... OMG! LOOK URSELF IN THE MIRROR... N ASK URSELF... DOES EVERYONE LIKE ME... NO!!! COS OF UR BLOODY ATTITUDE & BEHAVIOUR... DUN BLAME US FOR IGNORIN U & SO ON... BUT IT'S COS U ALWAYS ACT CUTE LIKE NOBODY'S BUSINESS... U R THE ONE WHO SAID U DUN LIKE PPL ACTIN CUTE... BUT U URSELF R ONE OF THEM... Y DO STH U HATE THEN... dun always think but ursself can? let ppl hav a chance to try wat they wan... the world consist of everyone not only u... to carol gan & the rest: if u wan to continue pamperin her... go on with it... u're jus makin her turn worse... u're not treatin her like ur most treasured fren... cos u're jus pityin her... thinkin tat she's very kelian... frens r not to be sympathized but to be cherished frm the bottom of ur hearts... if u really meant her well... tell her the rites & wrongs... tat's wat real frens should do... now lettin her do wat she wans & let her think tat u all won mind... but actually u mind alot... y hurt urself so many times cos of her... jus tell her straight in the face tat u dun like wat she did... if she realised tat she's doin the wrong thing & treat u all as true frens... she would listen to u all & change... but if she dun... tat means she's jus dun even bother if u r her frens or not... she jus givs the unhappy face when we told her off... cos she thinks she's rite... but y r u scared of her? there's nth to scared of wat... she would cry, ya... but y cry? cos she thinks she's not wrong... or is upset tat her frens r upset? if she offends u in any way... voise out... y bottle everything up? jus makin urself more miserable... it's not tat i wanna only 'target' her... but not only me is upset with wat she dos & says... not only me but many of us... jus ask urself... is she upsettin u? if she is... then tell her her wrongdoins when she does it again... if not she will continue doin the wrong things... nobody will try to change her... but only frens... if u treat her as frens... then jus speak up... u can choose to either do sth to really save this frenship in a rite way or jus sit there & do nth... 29 april deyi's art feista... wasn't really fun... cos most of the time was takin care of the booth... i knew zan would keep on stickin on to carol like glue... frm the start til the end... haiz... forget it... after the carnival was the concert... the concert was nice... beta than last yr's =) many ppl went... nic, shuzhen, anna, grace went with me & dear... there's youlok & his gang... x deyians... found out so many things... lol! feel sad for kelvin... haiz... the ger he liked was with another guy... but i was quite shocked tat charles was together with shauna... lucky i nv listen to his sweet talks... geez... nv trust him completely... andee was together with this ger... cheryl... delton was with his stead also... hmmm... i dunno bout dominic... but haiz! felt sad for him also... not cos he's single but cos his x with other guy... lol! after concert went to central S11 to hav dinner... after tat dear sent me hm... felt so tired... but cnt compare with dear... lol! ( ^_< )\/ luv, lyn =life is meaningless without u= |