| Thursday, August 24, 2006 |
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most demoralising moment of my life today... geez almost cried cos of wat mdm loke said... i dunno if it's true not but she said sam said my art looks ugly... wtf! even if it's true, y can't she keep the comment to herself... she can choose not to say it to me... it's jus so humiliating... in front of the whole class somemore... ahhh~ i've done my best already, wat more do they wan frm me... if she thinks demoralising us can make us work harder, then she's completely wrong... it wouldn't work out for me... i'll jus become more paranoid & depressed... get it ppl?... it's beta to keep ur comment to urself k? it's important to know when to say sth & when not to... rmb everyone has feelings... oh my god... u dunno how shattered my heart was when i heard tat... i stayed almost everyday for art, & this came to my ears... such 'great compliment' oh yes... this is to my dear fren suzanne... i think ur joke 9.5/10 is not funny at all... it sounds like criticism to me... i'm depressed enough... so dun add in more 'salt & vinegar'... i dun need tat pls... thanks... & it's really not funny... 'it's not very ugly la... jus ugly... haha jkjk' jus stop ur jokes... totally not hilarious... ur so-called jokes r makin me fed-up... heard tat? but thanks to carol, leeling & amy n the rest of my sistaz... thanks for encouragin me, really appreciate tat... thanks for shuzhen & jos for talkin to me durin bio lessons... the lesson which is kindof boring =p i've been stuck in this particular stressful subject called art... & i really hope i can finish everything by tomolo =) jus wish for me... i can do it! i can do it! noone's gonna stop me.. noone's gonna demoralise me =D so long nv get to c darling le... altho only afew days hmmm miss him! gosh he sound so sweet & gentle in the phone yesterday nite, & yes! he's cute~ but i sound slpy... lol! i've got you, & i know u will nv let go-i love you |