| Saturday, September 23, 2006 |
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i jus dun get it i'm tryin not to b mean already... honest haiz no shows in the mornin & i dun plan to go out... i cnt afford to go out... dun hav the money =( sometimes i'm thinkin, y can't ppl change for the sake of someone they cares, ok, or let me change it this way... y can't they change for the sake of someone or anybody they wanna be with? ans's simply ez... cos they r totally stubborn & thinks tat if tat someone's willing to accept them in the first place, they should tolerate for the rest of their lives... which is totally rubbish, i should say... yes, we should accept u as who u r... but wat bout us... we hav unsatisfaction of u, n i believe u do too... as frens, we tried, but failed... cos we can no longer tolerate... i wish i can tell u everythin bout how i feel, but it's difficult when u dun listen & in the end we both ended up startin a cold war & cursin each other... u should listen to other's opinions before u start urs... it's time for u to realise wat's goin on... wat makes us drift... the reason u dislike someone is similar to the reason we avoid u... if i person starts to lose trust, it's difficult to earn back again... it's not tat we dun wan to accept u... it's cos u disallow us to accept u... u refuse to change for the sake of us... we wanted to cherish but u messed it all up... we tried to b nice at times, but it's the behaviour tat u showed which we received in return... u should think in another way, 'y i'm treated like tat?'... u should think, 'does the prob starts with me?' then ask & listen wat we hav to say... maybe ur mindset is forever set, thinkin this is ur life & we should accept who u r... but ur life consists of everyone surroundin u... not jus u urself... u should broaden ur thinkin & think bout others too... & dun let small misunderstandings turn to hatred hope u get wat i mean if u dun, i really dunno wat i can say anymore |