| Tuesday, October 03, 2006 |
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time passes so quickly... everything changes so fast... wat to do? i'm alrite now... but still my stomach still feel uncomfortable if i eat too much... my birthday's comin... lol so is Os.. so sad... but i got a feelin, my best buds r gonna make this last sec life de 17th birthday a big one... muackz... luv u guys... bring more tissue on tat day... i may cry... haha i feel kindof lonely without darling... dunno if i'm really tat happy everyday, or i'm jus fakin it to let nobody worry... i hope this torturin crisis can be over soon & darling will hav more time to spend with me... last time is darlin complain i nv spend time with him... this time is i complainin!!! haiz... hmmm wonderin wat kind of birthday celebration would u plan for me... haiz haiz haiz... we like meetin 2 wks once or less than tat le... phone calls also not more than 5 per wk... sms also lessen le... u bz with work... wanna sms u but sometimes afraid tat u would feel tat i'm annoyin... haiz!!! i wanna make some quick cash... get this clear first... decent~ quick cash... i need to earn some money to buy sth... argh~ i hate being poor... $_$ ahhhh! missin u like crazy... when r u free frm ur stuff... or u hav a change of heart already... ='( |