| Wednesday, November 15, 2006 |
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watched today's entertainment show 'Say i Do' episode? i felt like i had the same situation like her... her goal was to tell the guy she luved for 5 yrs, her feelins for him... she had prepared for the worst yet she din gave up & told him, asked if they could hav the opportunity to be together... but was rejected... her dream guy wanted to stay the way they r, as best frens... it's super depressin jus to hear this 2 words frm the person u luv... 'best frens', really it does hurt the gerl accepted wat the guy had told her... & tat's wat i did too... accepted his decision... it still hurts hearin tat words frm u... but i know there's no way u would come back... i wouldn't giv u up yet, until u find the rite gerl for u... & for me to forget u... it will hav to wait till i find the guy who is perfect enough to replace u in my heart... u put it in such a straightforward way... but i still wouldn't wanna believe... for my goal is to hav u givin us another opportunity to be back together, again... things keep on going missin... i dunno who're the bastards, but tat person went too far, as to steal my bicycle's hind wheel... for god's sake, first it's my slippers... then my mum's, now it's the wheels... so wat's next... wtf happened to my family... maybe the lot i had prayed for the other time was true... it predicted bad things happenin... after this 'wave', would calm peaceful days come by soon? losin u is like losin my pillar of support... but now the only thing i can do is to stay strong & happy... knowin u r happy now... i should be happier too... maybe i should agree on goin to the states... |