| Monday, April 30, 2007 |
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became really emo durin work ytd... had alot in my mind... made darl, baobei & some of others who knew i cried worried... none of them knew wat happened to me & darl was angry cos i jus kept quiet when he kept comin over to find out why i cried... i tried very hard to hide away my tears... but how to take 2 stands to the toilet lol... ppl will think tat i'm crazy... but i really dunno wat i'm stressin bout... then i was so disappointed when i din get to work ot... & baobei got it... the fact tat actually i got it but later had been cancelled... sian 1/2... i'm not sayin i was jealous of ivy gettin the ot... who would get jealous bout this kind of things... lol! tat person would be an idiot... anyway... cos i needed money so much... i wouldn't let go of any ot chances... the same for baobei... so we would work together... i dunno y i din get in to ot... yet qizhu & other new gerls got it... i felt so unfair... baobei too... fuked up management... poor baobei... was drenched frm top... some gerl couldn't balance her tray properly & dropped a glass of water on top of her... gosh! lucky it's jus water & goodness the glass din hit baobei's head... i would really scold tat person if the glass dropped on her head... wat if it shatters & hurt her head... but really lucky not coke or beer... LOL! if not i sure laugh at her... she workin ot & she'll smell with beer... eew! & become all sticky... lucky u ah baobei... but after puttin down my tray full with glasses... i said loudly 'who so bad do this to my baobei...' lol! noone answered so i continued teasin baobei... me with samantha... combo... haha! then i took baobei to toilet then changed uniform with her... argh! lucky only got a few min to work end... if not i would feel really umcomfortable with the wet uniform... but couldn't bear to let baobei wear a wet uniform while workin ot mah... so uncomfortable... see... i so gd... lol! how was promoted to AM (assisstant manager)... freak man... now he has more authority to control us le... sian 1/2... i dun like him jus like how much i dislike khor... double EEWs! bah! he let us off at 1115pm... & signed all of us off at 11pm, how bastard can he get... grrr! he was so tryin to be like khor... act like a freako... then everyone was like rushin to change & for the train... afraid to miss the last train & all... y not jus let us off at 12 since there's only 45 more min... it's not as if there's nth to do... so stingy for that 6bucks for wat... still say wat ritz carlton... pui! mistreat labour... anyway... michelle, samantha, charmaine & i made our way to the train station... sam really very mafan... ppl already rushin for last train still wanna buy drink frm 7-11... then while charmaine & michelle were talkin behind... me & sam was talkin bout nonsense & makin god damn lots of noise... but was really fun... rather than keepin quiet... i was really noisy... like to be with her durin work... cos with her, i hav lots of nonsense to tok bout haha... she's always entertainin me & viceversa... laughin at each other's joke... wahahaha~ but lucky we managed to catch the last train if not i'm so gonna strangle her.. lol then all went quiet in the train... all 4 of us were tired... michelle looked sad cos of some probs... so after charmaine & sam got off.. left michelle & me... so when we got off the train at woodlands... i started askin... altho i tried not to probe in... i jus felt unez seein her look so upset... she cried before tat too... so finally she started lettin out her probs... it would really make her feel beta... rather than her broodin the whole nite... so she walked me hm while we talked... then her dad came to pick her up at my place with keekhoon... =) so long nv see him le... lol! it was in middle of the nite & yet he still shouted bye to me frm across the road... lol! but was happy to see him la... hope everything would turn out to be a beta day everyday, day by day no worries, no hatred, no troubles, no quarrels... jus sweet memories... i finished my bk 'Avalon High' was a nice book to me... maybe not to others... but i really like it... i'll be buyin a new one next time 'New American Gerl' =D i wanna watch ' 200 pounds Beauty', anyone? |