| Friday, April 27, 2007 |
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had a short sch day today... went to sch at 1115 to 115... jus attended 2 hrs of lessons... before tat met bell, sam, vic, charles, shah, ain & ros in mac to hav breakfast... then went to the movies after sch... watched 'The Letters of Death', sad to say, it's not really a nice movie... the storyline was not a gd one... kindof borin... but it's ok... at least we classmates get to go for our first movie together =D until around 4 plus... we left & i went to orchard to meet carol & the rest... i was so in need of money tat nth came to my likin at all... i dun look at shoes, clothes or anything... i got so xcited tat i finally saw the colour i wanted so much for tat new urban male bag... lite pink with gold & black... was like so nice lo... but suddenly my heart hurts... i started to get stressed up... & felt really depressed... i couldn't afford tat bag at all... i jus couldn't fork out tat kind of money... even with carol's discount card... i couldn't be so thick-skin to beg ppl for an super advanced birthday present rite... lol! ppl will jus shun me for tat... anyway, i think i'll jus drop tat idea of buyin tat bag... but i really liked~ tat bag... aww! i even tot of borrowin money to buy it... but darl dun think it's a gd idea... yeah... i tot so too... i already dun hav money with me, yet i wanna put myself in debt... like so not nice to owe ppl money without returnin until months passed... maybe yrs... lol... dun suspect... but i really owed grace tat long before... a yr... lol can u believe it... lucky grace's not hatin me for tat... haha... but i really wanted tat bag... saded... birthday's still long... 6 mths ltr... RAWR! by then also no more le... waaaa~ workin tomolo... haiz... i'm sick of tat place with the kind of ppl there... i need fresh air & a new fresh place... the air in there is simply corrupted... oh ya... did i mention bout tat day on wed? i worked on tat day & served LEE KUAN YEW! wooo~ i admired him so so much... he's like a father to singapore... cos he's the one who fight for the rights of singapore... dun u all think he's sooo noble... he looked very healthy... so happy to serve him hehe... i dunno why but close or not close, i jus chose to keep quiet... rather be like last time... everythin also shoot out frm my mouth... & be so god damn noisy... i chose to stay solemn... lol! i was really quiet in sch... compared in sec sch... i was even quiet when being with carol they all... my mind would jus wander to another place... i would choose to jus smile it away... dunno wat i'm escapin frm really... maybe i jus din wan to lose any frens ba... bein a straightforward & stubborn person makes ppl shun me last time... but i know being a quiet & keep-to-myself kind of person also makes ppl stay away frm me... so i jus start my nonsense once in awhile... i dun feel lonely... but i jus dun feel rite... not the real me.. haiz I WAN TAT BAG! |