| Friday, May 11, 2007 |
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tears gathered beneath tat brown eyes heart aching, feelin so insecure... sch was fine after i made a nuisance of myself by breakin down jus cos the pe teacher is not there in the office yet to help me open tat gym door to retrieve my watch... but it means so much to me la... i'll cry out loud the whole day if i really lost it... i dun care if i made myself look like a big crybaby in front of everyone... shared a pepper lunch meal with sam... jus the 2 of us... isn't tat sweet... lol! i jus luv steak! i made the initiative to go find darl... buck up with raymond... thanks to him so much for helpin me keep the secret & to stall time... but as expected... i jus knew wat ur reaction will b like... but tat wasn't really wat i expected, u dun really look happy at all... i expected sth more than jus an 'okay la'... went to tampines mall to watch 'Bridge to Terabithia'... i dun care wat other's comments & opinions were for that movie... i jus luv it... it's like Narnia... so full of magical stuff... altho it's all imaginary but it's nice... the storyline... the effects... the 2 young main leads are so gd lookin la... i luv lessie's eyes... super nice... =) i'm tryin hard to maintain our relationship... i jus hope u dun start givin up at this time... if it's over again this time, it will mean forever... everything u said jus made me feel more & more insecure... u dun understand why gerls feel this way, & wat said will let us feel down... we get upset for a reason, not unnecessarily... |