| Wednesday, June 06, 2007 |
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morning blues, with thots swirling inside my mind... i've always been thinkin... y do i always lose my best fren... a reality, which makes me certain tat my life would nv be truly completed as there would nv be a true fren, who would stay with me as long as we could think of... one by one every yr they would leave me for someone else... maybe tat someone else r beta then who i m now... i dun blame anyone for these... u hav ur own rights to make ur own frens... i hav no rights to stop anyone of u... but it certainly hurts to see tat person who was once sooo close to u, like sisters... treats tat someone with absolute tender loving care... time heals wounds, yet can tear us apart too... maybe it was me who ruined tat precious friendship, sisterhood of ours... maybe it was who i was last time, the selfish & childish-thinkin me, tat turns our friendship sour... i really miss those days... yet those were the memories tat would always b somewhere but nv be repeated again... nth would b the same again... i hated the feelin to see my once-who-was-my-bestest-bestfren who now has her own bestest bestfren... they cherished their time together well... maybe b'cos i would nv learn how to earn one's trust... i would nv be a gd fren neither would i be a gd gf... i jus couldn't learn how to understan the other party... i'm the one who wasn't understandin enough... i should xpect more frm myself rather than frm others.. i should hav been more initiative... but i'm contented enough to know tat u had someone whom u could rely on & u'r happy tat u had them as ur bestest bestfren... i'm fortunate enough tat u all din forget bout me... high hopes would jus lead to great disappointment... all i jus ask for is to be more cliquey to all of u... CHEERIO~ i'll start earnin trust frm my class! i'll try to be more initiative & less nonsensical... i can feel my brain cells searching for ideas! i think i got it i think i got it... oh no... still thinkin... lol! i hav upgraded frm sotong to SQUIGGY! PROMOTION~ To my beloved class of 502 Look Here Look Here! Your adorable Sotong have thot of organising a simple yet fun outin for us N yesh~ only us i'll giv further notices when i came out with th plans & stuff wait for my blurry news~ i'm shy to say this but *blush MISS EVERYONE OF U SO VERY MUCH! awww~ dun reject my invitation K?!?! or get it frm SQUIGGY... SQUIGGY LUV~ SIGNING OFF  SQUIGGY AKA SOTONG |