| Monday, July 30, 2007 |
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every single bit of my energy is wearing out & i'm feelin damn exhausted & physically & mentally... y does life has to hav ups & downs... torturing my soul bit by bit... haiz... in the end i din get to celebrate grace birthday with them... i screwed up our frenship & the party itself... i guess i'm too selfish to plan it in my own timin... but noone cares... it's actually super sad la... to be rejected & blamed... but watever... i dun mind being upset myself... cry in one corner like i always do.. jus so tat they can be happy, i'll b fine too... maybe i brought every bit of sorrows & worries all to myself... so there's noone to blame but myself the best way to stay out of trouble this time, is to keep everything to myself shut up squiggy... u hav no rite to speak anyway... =X |