Friday, August 03, 2007 |
things weren't workin out the way i want them to b recently... haiz... really stressed out i din do well in the track meet... i'm losing myself sooner or ltr... argh! i'm so not myself these days... since when? i'm always askin myself... i'm becomin more selfish in some sense... hate this feelin la... to me, being a bad person is harder... i wanna be back to who i was last time... the ignorant me sobz i saw her ytd... but i delibrately hid myself... i couldn't dare myself to go forward to even say hi to her... wat's wrong me man... wat do i actually want... i made everything worsen day by day... i shouldn't blame anyone but myself i tried to be something but in the end, i'm jus nothing |