| Thursday, October 11, 2007 |
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for the final time i've decided... i've given up on u le... not as a fren but as wat we r before... i'd realised the fact tat i'd truly lost u & would b able to hav u back again... cos somewhere in my heart i know this time u really made it clear... 'since u can take it ez the last time round, y not now?' geez u'r rite pal... if i'm a gd gf, like all of u said, then y did he turn to like other gerls instead? i hadn't done enough to make him happy, had i? i always hav all sorts of ques in my mind... but now i think i'd to stop in order to b happy... i'll giv my support to watever u do... i'll still giv u my care & concern... but this time i think i'll hav to stop luving u... the hurt tat u gav me is like my world came crashing down... but, yah... i'll still forgive u thou... like i always had before... but pls, dun come back & hurt me again... i jus wish i can find a beta guy since u'd given me this chance... & i hope u know wat u r doin... knowing each other 3yrs plus, i dun wanna see u get hurt... i still hope we can still maintain as frens... i'll start to earn ur trust n be ur best fren... & one more thing... dun play with my feelings again... i really dun like how u joked today... it's quite hurtin la... u know my heart haven fully heal, bastard! saw this really cute guy working in ritz fitness centre... his smile is so damn gorgeous la ^^ hope can hav another chance to see him again... LOL! should hav asked for his name WAHAHAHAHA! got chance.. work under the same company =D saw another cute guy at the same time, a singpost delivery boy... hehe simply cute! eye candies really make a gerl's day... |