Tuesday, February 12, 2008 |
i have no words to describe how i'm feeling right now... my life is falling into different directions... worse is that i'm debarred from all three modules of my course... just great... have to go through all the trouble to appeal... the problem is... what if i'm not approved??... DARN i have two choices... 2 great paths for me to choose... it's either i excel & get myself to poly... or get myself leavng this country... DAMN if i'm a Singaporean Citizen, i'll long be in poly... felt so unfair being a foreigner... GRRR it's obvious why i envy my brother so much... he's smart... he's sensible when it comes to money... he's hardworking regardless if it's sports, studies or work... he gives in to me eventhough he's not willing to... what more can i ask for from a brother... SIGH i don't know if i should call myself stupid or out of my mind or just simply too naive... DUH i think it's time for me to change my blog skin... NOD time to go to vic's house for steamboat SMILE |