| Saturday, March 29, 2008 |
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Disappointment Till now i have always been stuck in my own world Always thinking of the impossibilites Hoping for them to come true Knowing it would never will I nearly lost my friends I'm just a girl who would never get someone special I'm just a girl who never have someone to get for No more lonely, no more just me No more crying, no denying These is what i wish for I gave up on myself I'm silly I'm stupid But i'm true to you I'll always be with you And i promise i will I broke everyone's heart I loved someone I yearn to be loved Why is it that i'm always giving But not receiving any back I'm worn out I occupy myself by pushing my endurance level to the max I'm practically putting my health at risk But i rather be out moving around Than being stuck at home wondering, crying I'm contented just by the smile on your face No matter how tired i am I'll have the sudden tinge of happiness Whenever you look to my direction & give me the big wide grin I feel so happy with even just a small amount of concern from you I actually thought i could have you back Dream on~ Maybe you're really not worthy for me to shower you wholeheartedly Maybe i should just let go Even if it means killing me so deeply ILOVEYOU so, but why don't you ever realise it I don't want to be just another fling Memories are beautiful when it's left untouched Yet i always wanted to tamper with it Putting myself into a dilemma instead I'm the one who puts myself into all these heartaches & torture I'm the one to blame I don't want to be just a friend I don't want an indefinite answer I don't want to hear 'maybe' coming from you I don't want to be taken for granted I want you to love me again But it would never happen at all |