| Sunday, March 30, 2008 |
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I swear this wasn't my week Lady Luck's obviously chose to go on a holiday during this period of time Had red wine spilled all over me during work Scalded my fingers just this morning Everything around me isn't working successfully Wanted to let you know But i know it doesn't matter to you at all I'm just being careless & super dumb to push myself beyond my endurance limit Would you do the same for me if it's just me & not her?? I'm so afraid i'll collapse sooner or later But inside me just doesn't want to stop pushing Why do i still want to behave this way Being so stubborn and all When the truth is just right in front of me He doesn't love me anymore Or should i say at all I'm just an extra Always there when needed just in case It's always the same since in the past I just couldn't guarantee i got his 100% love Maybe i gave in too much Which i shouldn't actually have I still love him & miss him But so what It's all just one-sided Face it, Girl! |