| Thursday, March 13, 2008 |
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i thought i had everything... but now i feel that i have nothing... what have i actually done to deserve this... i'm shaken but that someone i needed most now would never be there for me anymore... being the good person isn't perfect at all... everyday i'm thinking... what am i staying alive for... i flunked in studies, i'm not good in perfecting myself, & i don't seem to do well in relationships... aren't i worth for your care & concern... why do you have to break my heart every now & then... why give me false hope when i need true love... why do i get all this shit when i don't deserve them at all... why do you have to make it look like my life is worthless... everything i've done for you, every care i gave you, every love i express to you... it doesn't seem enough to you... where were you when i needed you so much this time... i felt silly to think that i could die without you... but who am i to you now... a nobody... just a piece of worn & torn rag, being thrown aside after use... i always hoped for a miracle to happen i always thought you would return & love me again i would never have thought this was what you're repaying me for all i've done for you the last thing i want from you now is your cold shoulder don't be that bastard everyone thinks you are i've lost myself |