| Saturday, May 31, 2008 |
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3 cheers for me! I had my run this morning before school. 2 huge rounds around my estate. Great effort put in, repeatly reminded myself not to give up. LOL Stamina gradually deteriorated. But i'm willing to build it up again. And soon, i believe i can easily finish 10 rounds of 400m without stop. Just like before. Remember the good old days. Gained too much calories after i had sacked myself from track. Stopped running and eventually got lazier & lazier. Now i realised, There's no woman who's ugly in this world, But only woman who's lazy. So, yeah... Alternate days for running. A run a day, keeps the fats away =D School was ok. Wasn't late. I deserve a pat on the back, don't i? I've also sent in the photos i'd taken for competition. I know i don't stand a chance in winning. But at least i'll know where i stand. Bought a pair of new shoes. Nice but painful. No choice, it's new. Then to the gallery at ArtHouse with the Excos & juniors. Ash came along too. Glad to see him after so long. Came over personally just to inform us about some course he's going to conduct. Really nice of him. Legendary in PixelLab. LOL Not long after, it was HomeSweetHome. Till now, there's noone at home except me. Mama went to Batam with friends. Always enjoying life. Papa went drinking with friends. Bro becoming Singapore'sNextBestEmployee. Chiong work like crazy. Just like how i worked before. LOL Felt bad that i didn't portray a good image of a good older sibling. Well, anyway... Work tomorrow. Getting abit sian already. Don't feel like working. Always work so hard, also cannot see my money. Damn sian. But no choice. If i had a choice, i wouldn't mind for a rich boyfriend. LOL That's if i had that kind of choice to choose from. I came across this book, everything's in mandarin. Geez, of course i didn't read everything, every page, every para, everyline word by word. I practically just flipped through, but i still borrowed the book. The story was like this... A girl who just fell out of love, went to look for HIM, crying. HE asked her, "Why are you so upset?" "He left me." "Do you still love him?" The girl nodded her head. "So, does he love you too?" The girl thought for awhile, and cried. HE smiled and said, "Then he should be the one crying, the person you lost was one who doesn't love you. Yet, the person he lost was one who loved him so much. It actually makes sense. We shouldn't cry over it. We shouldn't stay strong & say goodbye coolly. But... i just couldn't do it. LOL Should i just let go? Should i just move on? Am i important? Be with me? Protect me? Love me? Trust me? Care for me? Do you know how i feel?? |