| Wednesday, May 14, 2008 |
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5I think i'll be down with a depression soon ( O_O ) I've been having all sorts of things revolving in my mind Leading me to having ridiculous thoughts & paranoid guesses I don't know what the hell i'm thinking right now I recently realised how much i get affected by people's comments & impressions towards me And then the worst part comes... I'll go into all sorts of questions... Asking myself, If i somehow offended that paricular person when one doesn't seem too happy when talking to me... If i did/said something wrong when i felt that sudden cold shoulder... I would think that our friendship would be balancing on a line, if my best bud don't contact me for quite some time (but the truth is... he/she's busy with sch & other stuff) I would get jealous & petty with my brother... (my very own beloved flesh&blood brother) God... I would cry myself to sleep with no relevant reasons sometimes -.-" I would behave quite emo when i feel i'm neglected... What's happening to me man... Feel so lost Anyway, end of me in my emo state... Had macdonald's for breakfast this morning Thanks to mrs tan Geez... i hope we can have free breakfast every morning It actually motivates me to wake up early & be punctual for school =D It will be better if we can have breakfast in a different restaurant frequently Imagine having Sausage McMuffin with IceMilo every morning every single weekday, LOL Yeah I think you get the picture I lost my umbrella... Damn It's one of my favourite And worse, it's raining Trapped in school Sad I've decided, from today onwards... I'll update every single misfortune happenings that befalls upon me I think my luck won't be with me any sooner this year... So go ahead... Laugh at my mishaps IDON'TCARE! Once again I'm telling YOU! I don't have LT Never in my whole life Not before Not now Not ever LOL |