| Sunday, June 08, 2008 |
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I'm f*cking sad & disappointed! Early in the morning. To think that i was still so looking forward to it yesterday. Damn. Cancelled work. Found replacement. Worked out everything nicely in my mind. But in the end, i'm still alone. Everything i planned never worked out. Initiate also no use. Maybe i just fail badly in planning & organising. Well, sad to say, i think i'm really a failure la. Plan so nice for what. Bought everything just for the plan, so what. I always think about the positive outcomes. But never would i think about the 'what if(s)'. AhHH~ What ever la. Don't want to cancel also cancel le. Sian. Console myself, anyway it's also going to rain. But i'm still going down to Sentosa today. Alone or not. I won't be that dumb to go suntan myself. I'll still go there for the interview. Pray hard. |