| Monday, December 22, 2008 |
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I've become a permanent OT girl. No need to ask and i'm already in the OT list. Lol. Tired like hell. So many things to buy. But where's the money?! Hmmm... am i moving on too quickly? Come to think of it, it feels like i'm rushing against time. It makes people around think that i just want to do something to numb myself. But... i'm not! Lol. Did you see me smile when i see them together?? Haha. I did. I did smile everytime i see them together. Don't know why la. But just felt happy. If you ask me, how can i move on so fast. It's only like a couple of weeks since i cried so badly. Yes. I let go the past and took a step out of square 1. I just did. If i don't move on, you guys will say i'm dumb. If i move on, you guys don't believe. What you want me to do. Haha. It's been a year since we're not together. I should have given up months ago. But waited till now. At least i tried. Should be happy for me right?? Christmas dinner with boss on Christmas itself. Not really looking forward to it. I'm looking more to clubbing =D Well, free food, why not? *Shrug Went to Bugis with a.a today before work. Purchased a few Christmas presents. Then did some window shopping. It's just so funny to bully him la. Haha. I'm usually the one being bullied. A rare chance for me to find someone i can bully, ok? Went to work and slacked throughout. Lol. VIP tables are always the most peaceful area, when you look back to the normal tables, it's like a war just broke out. Crazy guys, played with helium. Making chipmunk voices. Then went for supper at some prata place. You don't have much choice to say 'No' when the person who has the money to cab with you home, wants to eat. And here i am. Updating rubbish. Hee. Resolution No. 3: I want to get out of ITE and in to Poly succesfully. |