| Friday, December 05, 2008 |
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Slowly facing the music. Had a very 'small' birthday celebration at Friends. It's Bell's 21st birthday! One huge step into the adult world =) Had the chef to bake the birthday cake. I thought how small the cake can be, when joshua told me, "Eh... I think the cake would be quite small lei. How to feed everyone?!?!" Lol. It's not a normal standard size lo. And it tastes really nice. I never liked tiramisu, but well, this is definitely one tiramisu i would want to try ^^ Had a spread bought from chompchomp. And my favourite, since i was little, SPARKLING JUICE!!! All the flavours, josh bought them all! Haha! Replace champaigne with sparkling juice. Nice~ Had so much fun and laughter. Aaron showed off his magical cigarette bought online at $100! Tricked us with the special effects. I swear it's really damn fun. It makes people think you're really smoking. Inhale. And the tip of the cigarette will light up, exactly like a real one. It taste abit minty but definitely no harm to the body. Exhale. You really see smoke blown out from your mouth. Making you look exactly like a real smoker. Haha! A good way to fool your friends. But damn expensive to own one la. Aaron.A. if you have so much money to spare. I don't mind you donating some into my wallet =D Any amount will do. Doing good deeds can minus karma points. After everything, i felt so damn tired. I just lazed in Josh's backseat and dozed off. Woke up a few times and realised that he drove us to Geylang one round to show Joan and Snow, the 'bustling nightlife' along the streets and alleys. Wthell. Haha! Both of them keep going "Wa~ You see you see... Some quite pretty ah" LOL! Pretty but filthy. Is that the only job we have here in Singapore?? I don't believe in this kind of fast cash la. Actually there's no such thing as earning fast cash in my life dictionary. Every hard earned money are all from working hard in a decent way. It took me almost 3am to reach home. God. Damn tired. But still, have to thank Josh for so so many things. Very grateful =) Chris gave me 2 free tickets. Yay! I can watch Bolt with my brother next week! ^^ If i said i'm fine and totally alright, I'll definitely be lying without batting my eyes. If i said i'm happy, it would not be totally true as well. But i'll try, i'll try to stay happy. I'll try to show you that i can do it even without you by my side. I want to show you that losing me is your loss, and not the other way round. I've tried for many years. Yet i'm still trying, and it doesn't get me anywhere nor did i get what i wanted. All i want now is for you to be happy and alright. Labels: - It's just so hard. |