| Monday, June 22, 2009 |
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KNNB CCB! Fucking pissed now. The moment that conversion keeps flashing back into my mind, i just feel like pulling my hair and slap the people who had disappointed me, straight in the bloody fucking face. Yes! Including you! AARON ANG! The new W&D does makes my blood boil, but so what?!?! I know friendship will never come between the new lovebirds. And our friendship is not even worth it, am i not right?? In less than a week, i lost the man of my life, my bestest boy-friend and my so-called sister. I felt like a fucking fool, to believe all the bloody hell assurances. It just made me realise, how much i had hurt myself, giving all of you the 100% trust. I would might as well have used a pen knife to slit my own wrist (which i would jolly feel like doing) because i just realised, LIFE IS FUCKING MEANINGLESS, with all these people who keeps coming and walking out of my life, just like that. You hurt me time and again. I've been there for you like forever. But now you're doing this shit to me again. But hey... you know what? At least you're happy! Because you got a hot girlfriend you wanted, she's totally caring and sweet, like you wanted. And the sight of her, doesn't make you want to just ask her to get out of your sight, like how much you wanted to when you're with me! So... Congratulations! I know i'm getting fucking bitchy now. But i don't care. I'll be okay later like i always will. Just tell myself, they're not worth it.. They're not worth it.. They're not worth it. AHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!! I can't believe i'm so fucking naive & stupid. Go to hell! Cherlyn Lok! |