| Tuesday, June 23, 2009 |
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Things didn't go well since last week. And it seemed worse yesterday. The suicidal thought just striked me after i got to know what hit me so hard. To many, fortunately that thought came too early, so by the time it turns dark, it just slipped off my mind. And maybe it's because of the big bump on my forehead caused by my total clumsiness, that the pain and stupidity turned me off from that ugly thought. Or maybe because i wouldn't want to leave him, with guilt, and her, in sorrows (not so much of sorrows, since she had decided her speech will start like, "... I'm honoured to have been the last person she had spoken to...") Thanks Bell... the message you sent after we hung up last night, touched my soul. And although i cried after reading it, it perked me up alot early in the morning. Tears of contentment i would say. What more from a friend would i ask for =) I can clearly see the future. The future with me and you in it... Just hope you'll make up your mind real quickly. I'll still be waiting, but this time, i'll just look from one corner and just wait in silence... Labels: - You took my heart away. |