Saturday, July 18, 2009 |
The advertisement's up. Business's buzzing since Wednesday. My legs are going to break any time. I'm so freaking TIRED!!! But still... have to work... Sobz... I'm so damn deprived of FREEDOM! I need to get out... I had fun at work... But sometimes it's just too much. I know i'm wierd. I like to work, but i want/desire loads of breaks. Haiz. I occupy myself with sooo many things everyday, yet i'm still thinking if i still hold anything towards you or not. I know the feeling isn't strong. But sometimes, i feel that i want that attention badly. Just to know if you still care or not. You returned the things i left at your place today. It made me wonder if you still had the things i gave you hung up in your closet. A teeny weeny prick in my heart, but i'm just glad you hadn't send Chip to me, yet. Till today i'm still thinking, what have i done wrong to deserve all these. Maybe i really had done something wrong. Then i shall say, i'm deeply regretful and sorry. Just don't ignore me, will you? I know everyone's concerned. But i'm really alright. Well, at least i think i'm alright. I'm fine being single now, and i'm not ready getting into another one yet. Firstly, just let me get my break first. Now i feel like being all alone in a resort where there's golden sand, sparkly clear blue sea & many more beautiful sceneries. Labels: - Can i just want you? |